Thank you for new miracles all the time! You healed my cuticles and the plant mom gave me! You are so funny how you bless me all the time. Now I don’t have to get myself over to get a manicure! Ha! Thank you. To who do I owe the thanks to? The only one I can imagine being so attentive to these things is my momma in combat boots! Thank you, Mom!!! Blessed Mother Mary, I am so sorry that I sometimes forget to include you in my life. You are always there to help me pray to God, and you help me be more loving when it is difficult! Thank you, Momma, for always being so loving towards me and especially for all the angels you have put on assignment for my safety. I love you.
***Mar, I am always with you. I will help you in so many ways – you could not even imagine what together we could accomplish for God. Thank you for including me and your love is very beautiful in how you love Jesus. Father God wants you to know that all you are going through right now will pass. The load will be lifted off your back and you will soon forget all about these difficulties. Your parents love you very much and you will let them know how much you care for them by always keeping in touch – no matter where you live. If you need to move, that would be ok as long as you keep in touch. At this point, we don’t know what will happen with DB’s job and if you will win the lottery. It is all up in the air. Only the Father knows the plans he has for you. You will always be where you need to be so please don’t worry about decisions now. It will all work itself out. Just keep Jesus near to your heart on the journey and you will not become lost. DB would like to one day move someplace warm- at least for the winter months. It is all going to be fine. Don’t worry. Your parents will understand whatever comes to be needed for the two of you. You don’t need to feel guilt. Your mom will have all her needs met and she will do just fine in the next many years to come. Enjoy her company and try to ignore when the guilt trip is attempted on to you. Remember, it is not a sin to not agree to having your mother live with you. You have limitations (mental health issues) that would make her not happy if she had to live with you and DB. The stress from the Evil/Good cycles could put you over the edge which would not be a good situation for your mom to be in the middle of. She will understand when you explain it to her. Don’t worry. Smile and be happy, loving and renewed in the Peace of God. I will help you sort all this out. Don’t worry, Mar!