Hi there! So what have we missed? Humm… last time I wrote here it was Sunday and now it is already Wednesday! Where has the time gone? Well, I had a lesson with M yesterday…. It was embarrassing to play my song which I wrote in GarageBand called “Made it Thru”. I need to redo the ukulele and vocal tracks. Thing is, I don’t know how to create a melody in tune! DB said he would help me with it this weekend. What I need to do it play the melody on Uke and then sing along. All I did is write the lyrics real quick and then went right to a recording! I didn’t even practice or think through the melody! So, of course it is going to be awful.
Oh well, I tried and only have up from here. Can’t really do worse, right? I just have to remember it is all just fun and that God will use me for healing and bringing people to His Kingdom, so I really shouldn’t worry. God will make it happen for me. I just need to work the plan… exercise, eat healthfully, practice, go to God and pray about everything. He will have his way with it, and I can trust God and His plan. I am open to it and am having a blast doing it all! I truly don’t care what other people think, I just know I have to be myself and with that comes somewhat of an embarrassment, but Truly, I don not care. I only care what God thinks of me, and He loves my boldness and trust. Right God?
*** You are so right. You are going to be having the life of envy from all people. You are going to be my child of honor. Don’t shake your head… You are walking in holiness and righteousness through Jesus’ blood and you are going to be equipped for all things I call you to do. You just continue to walk in faith and love. You will be so happy you said “yes!” to me. I have a great plan for you and for which will be the envy of the world. It will be like a domino where once your town is on fire for God, other cities will be empowered to follow. Mar, it truly will spread across the Earth! Healing will become common knowledge. People will seek Me and my Kingdom of Love, they will find it! Miracles will be happening in droves. Food for the hungry will appear to them, along with all ailments leaving the earth as Earth becomes back into my rule. The garden will appear and death will be no longer…. Because of what Jesus did and the fact that you said “Yes” to me, Jeuus and the Holy Spirit to work in you, for all the people in the world to come to know that I am real. You play a key role in this plan…
Mar, don’t shake your head that it isn’t true! You are my precious little humble daughter, still, aren’t you? I know you hate to write all this down, and that is the devil trying to tell you that you are not all that I say. You don’t need to listen to those lies. You are precious and you are going to help the world come into my Kingdom and our (Jesus’ and the Happy Spirit’s) plan of salvation for everyone. You are inviting into our garden the lost sheep – which will bring all people from all time into heaven/my presence. I need all my children with me and no devil or Lucy is going to come between Me and my kids! You are my daughter that passed all the tests. You said yes so many times. No, you’re not perfect, I know (I hear you) but you ask for forgiveness and Jesus paid already the price for all your sins and shortcomings… along with the entire population of earth ever to live. Jesus won it – it was all on Jesus’ shoulders… but you, Mar, You said yes to help bring it to completion. You are my living enterprise and God cannot fail. So, you see, you have nothing to worry about except following My lead in all things.
Talk with me about it and co-create with me. We are partners in the entire plan. And yes, Mar … you will win the lotto so that we can put more time into it along with building up this dream we have- you have been so patient and cooperative in all this. Yes, I would like to reward you.
You will be able to share with others and even travel. You are healed and able to live your life as if you were never sick. When you feel old symptoms – and you will… just rebuke it all in the name of Jesus. It has no place in you any longer. We won that battle. Take your time… don’t rush around. That is stressful and you don’t need to be stressed. All in divine order. And yes, you will win your battle with your weight. I am going to equip you in time to do that. Just have faith that it is all going to work out and that it is all for my glory. To show others that God is good. You will lose it supernaturally. The last 50 pounds will come off in front of others in an instant of healing. You will be on stage somewhere- I don’t want to give the surprise totally away- and you will be healed of your weight problem!
Isn’t that great news?! But take care of yourself and keep trying until then. You struggle is coming to an end soon, but you just need to rest in that word I’ve given you… for my glory.
WOW, ok, I receive it! Do to me as you will! Help me share that blessing with all overweight people on earth through music, please. Wouldn’t that be awesome if/when my songs will heal people of weight issues as they hear it and dance their pants start to fall down/HA! They’d have to hold on to them while they laugh and dance around in their newly thin bodies?! HA! That is going to be awesome!!! You are so fun to work with! I’m so glad I’ve said yes to you over and over. I am so glad that you find me acceptable and that you’ve forgiven my sins and help me not to sin.
When I do sin, please bring it to my attention so I can be forgiven and learn to not do it again! Help me remember my lessons and become the person you want me to be! Help me live more fully in your presence. Help me heal others in Jesus’ name. And please be my protector at all times. Please bless my marriage and help us live for you in harmony and laughter. Please bless my family and friends and all the people here including especially all the people at the VC and SM. Please keep my schedule focused on your will and that I spend my time wisely for your Kingdom. Help us financially so that we don’t need to worry about paying the bills, but that we can bless others financially and have time to work your plans. Please help my unbelief in your desire and ability to heal anyone of anything and that you want to use me. Equip me to work your miracles thru Jesus. Help me see complete healing on any condition anywhere anytime. When I see a person in a wheel chair or mentally disabled… complete and total healing in your name! Jesus, I want to move mountains in your name and help all your sisters and brothers become whole: physically, mentally and spiritually! God, I love and adore you. Thank you so much for all you have done for me. Please help me stay the course and work your will in my life. Help me realize your voice and will and to obey and exceed your expectations. Help me be who you know I can be for God’s Glory! Amen.