2017-05-05 10:44pm
I truly thought I’d win tonight!
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Ha,ha! Imagine that! Today is the 5th day of the 5th month… The day of Grace and Mercy… the number 5. (According to some people on Facebook and bible numeric people). I did not doubt for a minute. I had faith and believed I would receive my breakthrough. I was ready to receive. I said the blessing at 9:55: Bless us oh Lord, and these your gifts, which we are about to receive through thy bounty in Christ our Lord, Amen. I reminded Father God that I had some birthday numbers picked out and hoped to win. I hoped to start the new chapter of this story. I reminded him my birth date, DB’s birthdate, Jesus’s birthday and the final number. The numbers I have been playing for almost a decade. Well, it was just another loss for me but you know what…. that only means I am one “no” closer to my “yes”. I am tenacious and I feel like playing until my numbers come in.
So, the devil can forget about me quitting. No. I am never quitting on the plans God has for me. It will either be this or something better. However God uses me I am saying yes. If that means I don’t win, then so be it. I only want what God wants. I am not in charge. My daddy’s got this. He has a plan for me. He tells me every day in every way. I love you, Dad. Abba, I adore you and your ways are strange. They are not our ways. That is what is so awesome about you! You are so good! You are so beautiful and loving and kind and merciful! You are patient and you have your divine timing in all things. Help me grow to be the person you want me to be. I want to shine for you. I want to be used by you. I would love to make music you can use to heal people, & love people by giving them your healing touch and touch them with your love on a worldwide basis. Show God’s love and tell of God’s love. Show and Tell!!!
I am patient for this grand plan to begin. I know you won’t let me miss my destiny. Thank you for your guiding hand in my life. Help me to be who you want me to be. God, I love you and I am so sorry for my sins. I said a crude word tonight. Please forgive me, Jesus. Dad, please forget all I’ve done and all the mistakes I’ve made. See me through the blood of Jesus; see me whiter than the fresh fallen snow. See me pure, whole, and see me as the daughter you love and care for. Please don’t forget us down here. We need your love. We need your Kingdom Come! Miracles, Signs and WONDERS! I pray for this with all my heart.
Eternal Father, I offer you the body and blood, soul and divinity of your dearly beloved Son, My Lord Jesus Christ…in atonement for my sins and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, Dad, have mercy on me, and us, and on the whole world! I love you, Father God. Please give my momma a big hug. I love you guys. Many thanks for the Holy Trinity in stepping into this broken world and for having a plan to save us all from the evil one. Thank you that you have an amazing plan of salvation so that no one alive on this earth at these last days, the days of your power before you come to judge- Don’t’ let anyone’s pride get in the way of them coming to you. Don’t let anyone’s hurts and wounds from their lifetime come in between you and their heart. Soften their hearts. Set them all free.
Jesus, you took the keys to hell on that great day after you died on the cross for us. You went down there, you melted the demon’s faces… you took the keys of hades away from Lucifer! You, most merciful and loving Son of God went down there to take away power of the devil! You conquered death! You conquered the plans of the enemy. You have in your power the love and freedom from the eternal tortures of hell; which we all deserve but with your blood, we are made worthy of an eternal party with you in heaven. Heaven on earth… this new rebirth. Open to anyone that will come to you and say thank you so much, and I am so sorry I messed up so many times. Please forgive me. I love you. It will be an amazing time to be alive!
Please help me get healthy so I can enjoy it for many centuries with you in the millennial reign when you come. I hope you come soon, Jesus! We need you! Help me run this race set before me. Help me not to eat when I am stressed out. My life is very odd. It is stressful. I mean, what I do is put all this on my efforts and forget that your burden is light. Help me rely on you for everything. It is a wild ride, and I am so glad I have you to direct my steps. Help me hear your voice and prompting me in my decisions. I need to hear you more clearly. Please help me in this area and help me to heed your instructions. I want to know the way to go.
Right now, I think you would like me to go to sleep and dream of the way it will be in the not so far away future. Your Kingdom Come, YOUR Will be done… ON EARTH as it is in HEAVEN! That means: No pain, no sorrow, no sickness, no worries…no mean people… your love will transform this world. People will be full of peace, joy and laughter… prosperity like never before seen! Teleportation, signs, miracles and wonders will be common. Please have your way with me. Holy Spirit, inebriate me- give me your living inspirations.
Use me as you see fit, God. Holy Spirit, take me over and show me how to play all instruments that I touch. Make me into an instrument of your peace. Where there is sadness, let me bring joy. Where there is sorrow, help me share laughter. Where there is darkness, let me bring light. Where there is sickness, use me to pray to bring your healing touch. Where there is loneliness, help me show a path to your friendship and point to your love – help me make another way to your love. Help me show the lost people, the people who are now looking for you but have not yet found you… help me make your presence known. Help me share your love in this world. Help me do what I’ve come to the world to do.
Don’t let me be afraid; give me the courage to sing out loud all about your love and share this good news of your return. Soon. And where there are lost souls, let me bring the compass that will guide all lost ships to your safe harbor, which is in your heart. Come into our hearts and live in us all. So we may become one in Christ and not miss out on the eternal party you have planned for anyone that will rsvp to your party. Help me send out invitations with your mighty love in songs. Cheers, to all the Eternal Party People… you rock