Q1- Mother, I am having some difficulties with people. Everyone seems to want to do everything around food. It is driving me nuts. Some are irritated with me because I don’t want to do things just around eating. It seems like some people’s lives revolve around what to make and eat next. I am sorry for complaining. I know I am very blessed to have family, friends, and plenty of food to eat. But you know what… It almost killed me! I hate what food has taken away from my life. So many years lost to it. Help me learn to only eat when I am hungry and then eat whatever is the best fuel for my body. Help me keep on the low fat plant based vegan plan. And help me lose the rest of this weight and keep it off, please. Help me learn to be kinder and firm when I need to say no thank you to eating out invitations. It is difficult. I don’t know why. It all just seems like a waste of time… hours around a kitchen surrounded by foods I can’t eat… no thanks.
***Don’t worry, it will get easier. Just make for yourself a decision of what you want to do with your time. I understand your problem. Be firm when you don’t want to go and be free to say no thank you. Don’t give an answer to invitations without taking some time to think about it. Tell the person that you will get back to them, thank them and then think about what you truly want to do. Be more polite, I know it’s difficult sometimes… it’s irritating, I know. It is uncomfortable when you need to avoid animal products and most meals focus on them. I know it is hard to eat in today’s American society of fatty foods and processed, etc. when you are trying to lose weight. Maybe just say no thank you going forward… something to think about. Don’t be so hard on yourself. It’s not a crime to say “No, but thank you for thinking of us.”
Q2- Father God, Dad, I want to thank you for putting up with me all these years. I know I am difficult and sometimes not very loving to people. Help me be more like Jesus… show me how to relax and chill and be more kind.
*** You are just in a bad mood right now… you’re not so bad, kiddo. You are just talking from a low time but you know what?… I’ll tell you what… your life is about to change and you will not remember this difficult blip in time. Get ready! We’ve got music in heaven and we are getting stoked to have you join in the fun! You will need to relax and chillax in order to get ready for the party! I will show you how it’s done. Come spend some time with me tomorrow and Monday. I have a surprise for you. You will love it!
Q3-Jesus, help me become a better person! I feel like I have been rude to people and I feel badly for it. I get too easily grumpy and short with people. I am not very good at hiding my emotions. I don’t blame people for being upset with me. Is this all in my head?
*** You can’t make everyone happy, Mar. So, do what you want to do and don’t try to please all the other people… it is impossible. You can’t please everyone. Do your affirmation: I am completely independent of the good and the bad opinions of others… it is none of your business what they think. Just do your thing. You will do fine.
Q4-Edwina, I am sorry I haven’t addressed you in these board meetings yet. I am very appreciative of you and the work you have done for me my entire life. You are the best guardian angel ever! I know I’ve kept you very busy and that you have probably saved my life multiple times! How can I repay you?
*** you are very welcome, Mar. It has been my pleasure working with you. Yes, I have saved your life countless times, and you have gone through so much. It is a feat that you are still alive, to be honest. If you want to repay me, here is what you can do: Only one request I have. It is the same request all of heaven has for you… HAVE FUN! You are way too serious. Slow down and don’t take anything too seriously. Nothing is that urgent to mess your mood up every day all tangled up in hurrying and rushing around, worrying about what other people may be thinking. Just have fun, do your thing and laugh. We love you!
Actions Requested:
Relax, have fun and laugh.
Don’t worry about what other people think.
Feel free to say no thank you.
Closing Comments & Petitions: Ok, I will try to relax and have fun. It is difficult sometimes… especially when PMS takes over my hormones! Lol I love you guys. Take care and please help me be who you want me to be. Help me relax and have fun. Help me figure out WordPress and write more songs/poetry and recordings. Make me an instrument of your peace… starting within myself. Amen! XO~Mar