You must have something wonderful up your sleeve for us- because I believe that you don’t want anyone to miss out on the eternal party in heaven.
**you’re onto something there… just know it is going to be an awesome party and all are invited. Will you do me a favor and spread the news- God’s throwing an eternal bash and it’s awesome!
So, you want… let me get this straight, God. You want me to play Uke, laugh, cry, sing, praise and invite everyone to heaven. You want me to heal in Jesus’ name… heal people’s sad hearts, heal their bodies, soul, heart and spirit with ukulele songs… to play at church- then move onto the SFAH wait… are you serious? Am I stable or what? I feel like I’m stable. Ok, so I’m just supposed to relax into this… have fun… take my time… no hurries… no worries? Ok, then if you say so- I trust you. Please keep me healthy/stable and out of the hospital is all I ask. Help me not to do anything you don’t want me to do. Help me be who you want me to be. Help me think what you want me to think. Help me feel what you want me to feel. Help me to sing and say what you want me to sing and speak. Lead me in your ways, Holy Spirit, I am not worthy of this great job, life, and your love. I am not talented. I do not have a good voice. I can’t sing. I am crazy half the time. People will laugh at me. Help me rest into knowing that you will not fail and that I am your living enterprise. Help me be who you want me to be. I do not know what’s in store, I know that I am dying to my self, and that you will take care of me. Please let Jesus live in me, work through me and that the Holy Spirit is free to flow within me. I’m your puppet!
Please let me get out of your way. Please work your plan through me. My fingers hurt… I think I’ve got a thumb in the middle of writer’s cramp already. That’s ok. I’ll offer it up to you, God. My prayer is only that you will use me for good purpose and that it is a great party! (I thought planning for a class reunion was hard!) I love you, God. You are so good to me. I know I don’t deserve it. I am a terrible daughter- ungrateful, proud, selfish and a great sinner. Thank you for sending your son to die for me and to redeem me of my sins. Make me new in Christ. Give me a new heart each day. (Lord, you know I sin and need a new one each day!) I swear sometimes, I am addicted to food/greedy for it, I am self focusedl, I am so many terrible things, all the while, you love me. Why? How can you do this for me? And how can you do this for everyone in the world: past-present- and future? That’s a lot of sin on one person-Jesus. May I just say that I’m sorry for all the offenses on you, God, Jesus, Holy Spirit and Mother Mary? I apologize for all our mean and horrible words, deeds, thoughts, and sins we have all done to you guys? Thank you also for us all whether we know it or not… thanks for everything- your love and forgiveness. And also for your great plan of salvation! It is going to be a great party.
I hope everyone will RSVP- and come to this great and awesome eternal party- (Except the father of lies- and his minions– they can go to hell… and for eternity forever.) But, we won’t think about how, when, where, all the details. It’s too much for me to handle. God, you are my manager- please give me details as needed. Please order my day. Order my thoughts and take care of me… please don’t let me let you down. Don’t let me fail. Please forgive my sins- make me pure and whiter than the fresh fallen snow. Amen.