Q1– Dad, this weekend has seemed nice and long. I wish I could have every day a weekend day. It was so much fun to get to go to VC, St. M, Practice Studio, shopping, resting and playing, hanging out, listening to music, reading, and visiting with you this morning and last night. Thank you for a fun Thursday evening also with my dad at IP. I am so blessed. I just wanted to thank you, and ask you if it will soon become a regular lifestyle one day. (After I win the lotto, I’ll be glad to have every day be a “weekend”!!!)
*** I can only tell you that it will happen… soon. Wink, wink… You will love it and you and DB will have a blast in the studio… and creating EPP, Inc recordings, and all that you will do for my business… You will be busy, but you will love every minute of it! It will be better than you could ever imagine!
Q2-Love, I would like to write more poems/songs. Could you help me buckle down and make it happen? Would you bless my efforts and help me write something that I could be proud of?
*** When you get the inspiration -go ahead and write. Write anytime you have free time… a half an hour here or there. Just make it happen with dedicating some time to it. I will help you, I always do… don’t I? When I give you a line or two, just jot it down in your notebook app. That is a great tool. You should use it more often. Organize it a little, too. Instead of putting notes in your “notes” put them in you “Notebook” under the corresponding tab. You can do it! You have a lot of help. Your mom wants to help you, especially. She is a master of lyric writing. Blessed Mother is Lucy’s nightmare… she will crush his head with your songs leading the fight against all of the enemy’s army. Just shine the light the darkness will have no chance of keeping it from shining onto all mankind.
Q3– Jesus, I think I’m a little grandiose with these answers… am I making up all of this, or is there any hint of truth in these words? I don’t want to deceive myself with lies. I only want the truth. Whatever the truth is, I want that. I don’t want to be puffed up in arrogance and pride thinking I’m something I’m not. I only want to please God and do my part in helping share the good news of Jesus Crucified… Jesus is Alive… Jesus beat Lucy a long time ago! What could I possible do that would add anything to that?
*** Mar, you are not making up “all” of this. Yes, you do get some of it confused with yourself; but you must know that much of what is said on these pages is truth. I am the truth, the way and the life! You only want to share that good news. There is nothing grandiose in that. That is what you are called to do. That is what all Christians are called to do. If only more people were as passionate about sharing my love with people, the world would be a better place. Don’t worry about it being misled; I will lead you in all things. Just keep a good attitude, remain humble, love people and look interiorly for all guidance. I am there within. I will always be with you and I will always show you what you need to do. I will lead you in all things. Ask yourself if Love is leading you in each action. You have much growth ahead and I will help you learn to love more completely. I will give you my heart for others. Pray for it. I want to give it to you to borrow. Pray for my will to be done in you. I will always answer that prayer. I love you. J
Q4-Mom, after 3 days you found Jesus in the temple… all were astonished at his answers. Were you astonished, or did you know Jesus could answer questions with such maturity and understanding?
*** I was so scared. I did not know where He was and was so worried about him. I was at first so happy that he was ok, I didn’t put much thought into his answers at the temple. On the way back home with him and Joseph, we talked and knew that He was on his path with God’s will being done. I was so thankful that he was coming home with us, I cried tears of joy. My baby was stepping into his destiny… the savior of the world. It was much to take in and understand. My heart was torn: Happy for my boy becoming a man, yet still not ready to let him go. Thankfully we had many more years together before the Wedding at Cana when he started his ministry. You also, Mar- you have a very important ministry ahead. You will have many challenges. It will not be easy. You will need courage and you also will have much persecution. People will not understand you. People will mock you. I will be with you; as I was with Jesus. I will put my loving mantle of protection around you. I love you and am with you every day. Be courageous. It will be wonderful and miraculous… all will work out. Remember that God is with you and has all things lined up for you. Forgive your enemies.. there will be many. Pray for them. Love them; they know not what they do. You will be fine and you will have many, many, many fantastic times. Not all fantastic, but mostly. Keep coming back to the board meetings. We need to keep talking with you each day. Be faithful in meetings.
Actions Requested:
Things will start happening soon! Wink, wink…
Db and I will have a blast in ShamRock Studio!
Blessed Mother will help me write the songs to crush the enemy.
Pray for God’s will be done in me. Jesus always answers that prayer.
Jesus will lend me his heart for others… pray for it.
Forgive your enemies. Pray for them.
There will be persecution.
Be faithful in coming to the meetings.
Closing Remarks: Thank you for this time, for your love and guidance. Thank you that you haven’t given up on me. Thank you that you won’t leave me where I’m at… you will give me some kind of talent one of these days. Thank you that you say it will be awesome… thank you that you will give me the courage to follow through with singing. Thank you for your protection. Thank you that Jesus lives… and loves me! Thank you that you are preparing the bride and will see that she is ready when the time is fulfilled. Help me prepare and help me shine the light of love to the people I meet and all who read these words, or hears my voice. I need you. Never leave me. Pray for us sinners: now and at the hour of death. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for me. Pray for all of us sinners… always. We need you, mom. I need you, and I appreciate you. Please help my mom get healthy, she has a virus. Please heal her of her illness and watch over my Dad… give them both long life and make them grow younger and healthier each day. I ask for this for us (me and Db) also and for all your children. Lead all souls to heaven; especially those in most need of your mercy. Amen! Xo, ~Mar