Gratitude-thank you that I don’t feel too bad lately and that I’m going to get over this cold by tomorrow, Lord willing. Thank you God for so many things I don’t know where to start. Thank you forDB and family. Thank you that I’m in a start taking guitar lessons from RN. Thank you for the love of music and for music that’s good music. Thank you God for this beautiful day outside looks wonderful blue sky. Thank you for clean water, healthy food, cozy bed, good night sleep, books, YouTube videos that are helpful, all knowledge at your fingertips, And most of all the love of Jesus thank you God for all these things and so much more I love you daddy!
Question 1- I really thought I was going to win mega million last night but didn’t. I’m a little disappointed again yet again and again and again. But that’s OK I’m not mad you probably have a good reason like you don’t want me to win, & then be sick. I guess my question is am I really going to win one day?
Q 2- Am I being too slow in getting on with your program? And what exactly is the program or mission that I’m supposed to be doing?
Q 3- I’m sorry but I can’t think of a third question today. I really don’t feel very good so I’m going to spend time soaking in worship with you today.
Q 1-answer
Mar, the answer to your first question about am I ever going to win is simply this: you will win. You are very fragile and everything has to be lined up perfectly. Just know that I have you in the palm of my hand. I have you in my sites and all your needs are being met. Be appreciative, thankful, free of any worry, you are well taken care of and very much loved by me, by the angels, and by the Saints. Just continue doing what you’re doing having a good day today each day one day at a time. Look to me for guidance I will show you the way one step at a time. Just know that you are where you need to be at all times. We are working together and you are a wonderful partner. Thank you for saying yes and thank you for your great big heart for souls.
Q 2-answer–You’re not too slow in completing your mission. Your mission is to do the best that you can do each day looking towards me for guidance. You have
absolutely no reason to worry. Remember when I told you “I got this.” Well, Mar, that still stands true. I have got this taken care of! When I say I got this, I mean I got it. And I know you trust me, so just know that all is well. You are doing a beautiful job of staying healthy, keeping busy in being successful in your work. You are enjoying yourself, keeping the condo somewhat organized and clean, loving DB and being a wonderful daughter to your parents, playing tennis… You have nothing to worry about. If you want to do one thing more for me do this:
Love God more and love your neighbor as yourself. Open your heart wide to others. I know it’s challenging when you think they are possessed & evil (schizophrenia symptoms). Please remind yourself that they are not possessed. Try to take it easy. When you are rested, you deal better with all this. So, relax.
I love you. You are doing Great!
Prayer requests:
Please help me get over the sore throat by tomorrow morning would be wonderful. Please give my mom and dad and DB and me long life healthy life joyful life prosperous life and help us to love each other and to love you more. Please help SS with her surgery in St. Louis. Help me be a better person and to hear your lead more clearly- Also to follow your lead more faithfully. Help me to lose weight. To only eat when I’m hungry and to follow your lead in eating, not mine. Please help J with his calf which needs healing and complete restoration. Please help me learn guitar and give me songs with wonderful lyrics praising your name and joyful fun songs to be made in the future. Please let dad have good lab results from his doctor this week. Blessed mother, I ask that you help me to live pure of heart and full of live for Jesus and for others. Please protect me and DB and Mom and Dad from any harm or evil. Help us all to do your will. I love you dad, big hug to you.