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June 6, 2016

On June 6, 2016

Appreciation & Gratitude: Millions of thanks, Dad, for your love! Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy! Thank you for all that you do for me… you gave me incredible parents, a loving husband who cracks me up endlessly, our jobs, our home, food and all that we need… you give us all this and blessings every day continuously. Thank you for my new glasses. Thank you for the beautiful sunsets over the water in our back yard. Thank you for nice neighbors, friends, music, entertaining movies, and tennis. Thank you for always surprising me with your hints, signs and wonders. You are amazing!

Q1- Dad, what do you think about my voice? How do I sound to you when I try to sing?

***I know you don’t always like how you sound. Don’t worry about it. It is the heart that matters. What you lack in vocal beauty you make for with your beautiful heart. Write your own songs. Record more often. Try to record one song every 2 weeks and play it for your instructor to make suggestions for your next songs. I love your voice because it is you singing… and many people will love your songs and be lifted up by your heart each song. Don’t listen to the critics… the only one that should matter is you. Record and see how much I can work through you. I have many songs for you to write… only put pen to paper and get started, silly. Enough of a break… it’s time to start writing again. Like I said, 1 every 2 weeks or 2 per month. OK?

Q2- Jesus, could you help me write some new songs? I’d like to make a song for my parents anniversary.

***I would love to help you write it and I have ideas for your melody and chord progression. Take 30 minutes a day to write a new song and practice for your lessons. Give me the time and I will bless it for your benefit. You will see how good I am to you; I will give you beautiful songs. They are ready and just waiting for you to claim them as your own. I will send them to you so be ready to write it down and record as you discover them in your imagination and dreams.

Q3– Love, I need your help with motivation to get exercise… I feel so lazy lately. Lately as in the last 2 or 3 months!

***Time flies, I know. Don’t look back. It’s not too late to start up again. You have lots of opportunities for tennis. Don’t be nervous about going to the double programs. Once you go, you will see how fun it is and that you have nothing to worry about. You will be fine. Also, enjoy this perfect weather for long walks. Try getting up a little earlier and walking before work. Maybe MB would like to play in the mornings. Give her a call.

Q4-Mom, Blessed Mother of my God- Could you please intercede for me, again? I really would like to start the new chapter… a new day. Would you ask Dad how much more time do I have to wait? It’s an old story… not to complain or anything… I just am getting weary waiting. Could you pray that I endure patiently and expectantly believing that it will all come true. Please ask Dad for the dream to be shaken into reality for me- I would really appreciate your help. Thx.

***You got it. Keep pressing in… you are doing great. Hang in there. He said that it is all happening very soon for you and for you not to give up hope. Your dreams are God-Sized and he loves that about your imagination. Only you could stretch it even more grandiose according to Him, you are still not dreaming big enough! Lol – I bet you never guessed that!

Actions Requested:

Write and record 2 songs per month.

Be ready to receive song ideas; write them down and record them.

Get up earlier and play tennis or go for long walks before work.

Call mb. Keep pressing in; hang in there.

Dream even bigger!

Closing Remarks: Thank you for your help, love, inspiration and friendship. Thank you for your patience with me and for helping me press onward. I love you guys! Amen! Xo, ~Mar

June 5, 2016

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On June 5, 2016

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Q1-God, I love you! Could you tell me something I need to hear but may not want to admit? I feel like there is maybe something you need to tell me.

***You need to hear only one thing from me… and that is that my love could never fail you. No matter what happens, I would never leave or abandon you. My love for you is stronger than any mistake you could ever make. My mercy is deeper than the ocean. You need never fear of losing me or your eternity with us in heaven. When you try your best, I am thrilled no matter the results. I will never let you alone to your own efforts. I am with you always. My love conquers all. My power is never lacking and the enemy is defeated. You don’t have to do the heavy lifting… the Holy Spirit will be loosed in your life and miracles will happen. You don’t need to “make it happen” and soon you will see mighty miracles. Keep the faith. Remain in my love. You need to know that your efforts are noticed and soon you will see the fruit of all your prayers and work for the kingdom. Thank you for saying “yes”. My mercy is unfathomable. My love endures to all time eternal for all my children.

Q2- Jesus, I love you! Will you help me wait until I am hungry with a “growl” to signal it is time for me to think about eating something and to not think about food at other times of the day… I want to focus on you. Not the food!

*** Yes, I am with you in this endeavor. I will have many blessings for you because you offer the difficulties up to the Father with my suffering. When you are tempted, look for my help. I want to be your partner in this focus transfer off the food. I will make it easy for you and when it is difficult, know that your faith is strengthened and our bond is made stronger when you overcome the food. The addiction will be eradicated and your desire for me will grow exponentially. Our bond is strengthened in this battle and you will be victorious. Keep coming back to me. Every bite you take in obedience to your body’s hunger signals, and every time you turn down “head hunger” and focus on God, you will heap coals onto Lucy’s head. It is a fabulous blow to the enemy. We will grow even closer each day.

Q3– Love, Holy Spirit, I love you! I need your guidance to come through more clearly. Help me quiet myself and quicken my mind to know your ways, guidance, and to heed your lead and follow you more closely.

***I am with you. When you call out to me, I will be there for you. Keep close to me and we will go far. I have important work for you to do for the Father. We will be victorious in all areas of your life when you stick close to me and listen for my leading. I will help you quiet yourself and I will speak more clearly to you as you find me in the smallest details of your life. I will help you follow my lead when we talk it over… I can explain to you why I am asking you to do certain things. Look to me as your best friend and we will go far. I am a blessing to all who look for me. You have looked and searched your whole life for this relationship and soon you will grow so close to me that we will be in harmony and close communications at all times. I will equip and empower you to do the will of the father, if you choose each minute of the day to comply. Many blessings are to be yours for the asking. We love that you are asking for the Kingdom of God to come invade earth and all God’s children to bring love to all people. Keep your priorities in line with this revelation and all things will become shiny and new.

Q4- Mom, I love you! Thank you for your prayers. Please pray for me to be even more hungry for God and a new level of faith, love and charity. Please pray that I don’t disappoint God. Please, would you pray for me to be equipped, empowered and strengthened to hear his will and the courage to follow through and do whatever He asks of me.

***Yes, I will speak with the most Holy Trinity tonight and you will know that your prayers are answered when you find your relationship with God strengthened and empowered for great things of God; answered prayers will be commonplace for you. You will know the will of God and you will be empowered to follow through with whatever He asks of you. You will make mistakes, but that will only strengthen you as you learn from them. I will pray that you know that as you try your best, you will never disappoint God. When you fall, he gently picks you up and helps you to try again. Don’t fear disappointment from God… it just isn’t going to happen- unless you completely give up hope and quit trying. This is not going to happen as long as you keep talking with us each day and receive all that we have for you. Many blessings are on their way to you, and you will soon know just how far you have come these past 10 years. You should know you are doing an incredible job… we are very happy and can’t thank you enough for all that you’ve gone through for the Kingdom. It may not seem to you like you did much, I understand your thinking, but your memory is not so good… lol! Trust me, your suffering will be put to good use… even if you don’t remember all that you’ve gone through. That is a huge blessing to you from God.

Actions Requested:

God would never leave or abandon me.

My bond with God is made stronger each time I overcome food addiction.

Holy Spirit is with me at all times, our relationship is about to increase.

Keep my focus of the Kingdom of God.

I won’t disappoint God unless I give up hope. Keep hoping and keep loving.

Closing Remarks: Thank you, Dad, for your love, protection and blessings. Help me be who you want me to be. Please quip and empower me to do your will at all times. Please help me not to eat when I am not hungry all the way to a “Growl”. I love you and only want to do your will at all times, help me follow through and show me the way. Please forgive me when I fail and get be right back onto track. Please help me remember to be true and faithful to meet here at the board meetings, no matter the cost. Help me not be deceived by the enemy. Help me dismiss anything he tries to do in my life as a nuisance and not worth my effort and attention… I only want you, God! Amen! Xo, Mar

June 4, 2016

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On June 4, 2016

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Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, Lord, for the downtime you gave me today. It was good to relax and do nothing. Thank you that I am experiencing the calm before the “storm”. I am excited to see what you have in store for me tomorrow. Thank you that it will be a new day full of new beginnings. Thank you for getting me to the point where I am today. Thank you that you are forgiving and forgot all that I was in the past that went against your will for me. Thank you that your will is going to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Thank you for your love and protection. Thank you for the gift of your Holy Spirit. Thank you that you will make your will for me known to me so I can more closely follow your lead. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you for music and the gift of creativity. Thank you for family and for all the people that like to laugh and have fun; please bring more of them into my life. Thank you that your will is being done on earth and that you will see your will done more fully by your sons and daughters.

Q1-Dad, Why did today seem like I was in a bubble going nowhere while not feeling tired but did not want to do anything. I felt lazy and unproductive- which I did not enjoy feeling. All day I’ve felt as if something were wrong.

***You were unsettled in your spirit. You felt something wrong. It was because you binged last night and also got out of the habit of waiting on your signal/the growl. Tomorrow is a new day. Don’t look back. Regain your focus. Talk with me about this.

Q2-Jesus, I am sorry I did not give you the credit when I should have. It was by your grace that I was able to only eat when my stomach growled. Now I am having difficulties with this since I ate yesterday when I wasn’t hungry. Today I’ve been impatient and did not wait. I’m sorry. Could you please allow me to have the grace to wait for your signal to eat again only when hungry?

*** You only need to focus on me. My love for you is greater thank you could ever imagine. I only want to help you. Receive all that I have for you, and chillax in my love. You have the grace you ask for. You will have a better day tomorrow. Go for a walk in nature. I am with you always. You need to work through some of your anger, too. You know what I am talking about. Don’t let Lucy get the best of you; no- you need to give it all up to me for lost souls. Offer up your struggles and frustration. I will make good use of them. Stop eating over your frustrations. It only makes things worse, as you can see.

Q3-Love, I need you. Could you please speak with me more clearly and more often? I am sorry if I seem to be ignoring you… I want to know you more. I want to listen to you and follow your lead. This is my heart.

***I know. Your heart is true. You have a heart of gold. I will speak with you more clearly but when you sin, making mistakes, my voice gets harder to detect because my will is not being done. Sin will cloud up my ability to converse with you. Get to confession. You will feel much better and it will clear up our communications.

Q4- Mom, Could you intercede to the Father for me? I am still hoping to win the lottery and it seems as if I may be mistaken. Could you ask Dad if it is his will that I continue to play? Has he changed his mind? How much longer should I be planning on waiting?

*** I don’t know how much longer, but keep playing. You are not out of the game. You are on the sidelines, yes, but you are not out of the game. Hang on. I will talk with the Father and you will soon know all that needs to be done. Enjoy your rest for now. Soon, a flurry of activities will be taking much time and energy. Enjoy the calm before the … storm… a windfall of goodness is coming your way!

Actions Requested:
Enjoy the calm before the storm

A windfall of goodness is coming my way!

Closing Remarks:

Thank you for your patience with me. Thank you for being in charge of all things and thank you that you are working all things for my good. I love you! Amen! Xo, ~Mar

June 3, 2016

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On June 3, 2016

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Q1– Father, I ask you for your guidance, and you give it to me. Thank you. Please tell me what I need to do while I wait on your next great move of the miraculous in my life? What do I need to change in my life to be of service to you?

*** Nothing. You don’t have to earn it. Just keep doing what you have been doing. You are making me very proud and I love you. I will guide you each day and you will know what needs to be done, so don’t worry. You can’t go wrong with board meetings, quiet time with me, and loving your family. Listen for my voice and try to follow my suggestions. You will always be where you need to be, so don’t try so hard, only relax and enjoy the ride. When you try to figure out things, that is when you get into trouble with your energy and mental health. I will make this simple and easy for you to follow. Don’t make it more complicated than it should be. It’ll be fun, simple, and prosperous for all involved.

Q2-Jesus, I know you have great plans for us. I can tell you are excited for it all to start happening soon. I just wanted to tell you that you have all things in your hands, use me as you see fit and please bless my marriage.

*** yes, you are right! I do have amazing plans for you and DB! I am super excited for things to start falling into place. The Father has it all under control and you will soon find out all that He has been working on behind the scene. Your marriage is going to be continuously blessed and you only have to be loving and kind to DB like you do. I will show you all that needs to be done at exactly the right time. Don’t rush ahead of us. We can only show you a little at a time, or your mind would be completely blown away! Lol. Relax and soon the next chapter will start and a new day will be born for you and for the good of many. I wish I could show you more than we have already shown you, but in due time you will know the full plan of God. Thank you for saying “yes” and thank you for staying on this crazy roller coaster… you will be rewarded. I know you don’t care about that, but you will be blessed beyond measure. We love you so much.

Q3- Love, thank you for guiding me in the ways of God. I know I fail so often to ask for your guidance or to do things I know you would rather I not do. I am sorry for my mistakes and I hope that you will eventually have your way in all things in my life. Help me conform to your lead always. I am sorry for my failures and hope that you can work with a mess-up like me.

***You’ve come a long way. Soon it will be easier for you to follow my lead. Practice makes perfect. Mistakes are for learning, not for beating yourself up. You will be all that you need to be when you need it. Same for equipping and empowering you- as you need it, it will be given. Keep your hopes alive and keep loving more and more each day. You will know my voice even more clearly you will hear my guidance. Try to follow directions… lol.

Q4-Mom, thank you for assigning your warring angels for my protection. Because of you guys, I am not afraid for my life when I could easily be in fear. I trust in Jesus and I trust you. I am grateful for my angels. What should I know that would help me continue without fear going forward? There is so much violence and craziness going on in the world. Jesus, I trust in you. Mom, I trust you. Angels, I trust you. Thank you for your help, Dad!

***What would help you going forward to continue in trust and without any fear, is to turn off the news. Talk with us more often and speak with us especially when you may start to think thoughts that are not filled with trust. Remember that nothing can happen against you without the Father allowing it. Trust that your father has good things in store for you and that you are in the palm of His hand. He knows all that you are going through. It is all taken care of and will soon fall into place in so many different ways.

Actions Requested:

Relax and enjoy the wild ride.

Trust God in all things!

Try to follow God’s lead.

Closing Remarks:

Thank you for your love! Thank you that you have all things working for my good and for the good of all people. Thank you for showing me what needs to be done. Amen! Xo, ~Mar

June 2, 2016

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Q1-Dad, it seems like you may have changed your mind about using me for your purposes… the time is going by and years have passed since you’ve first spoken to me about a studio. Am I still on your radar for this Project of Love?

*** All that you have thanked me for in the paragraph above, is this what you truly believe and hope for? {yes, dad, you put all those dreams into my heart, didn’t you?} Yes, I surely did and I have not forgotten you. Your studio is going to be amazing and all the rest are all planned out. You will reveal it in due time. Not too much longer, now, and you will be glad for the wait. You were greeted by the bearded guys on G Rd, weren’t you? You have nothing to fear. Don’t be discouraged. Wipe away any fear or impatience. Keep planning, keep working on all that I have for you to do. Keep your work schedule and be faithful in love to DB and your family. You will see the fruit of your dreams come true soon. Hang in there. You are still on my radar and on plan for this Project of Love… soon you will see the investment funds come into your new EPP, Inc. account and your personal funds for sharing with the people I ask you to bless. The money is mine for your steward as I see fit. I will guide you. Keep true to the board meetings. I know you took a few days off. You and I have been talking a lot and now you need to get back into the habit of writing these things down. I am proud of you.

Q2– Jesus, what should I do while I’m waiting on the funds from God’s storehouse?

*** You have much work to do, you also can get organized by decluttering your condo and your computer files. You can brainstorm ideas for songs, for the studio, for the website and phone application. You can always dive into projects for writing poetry, melodies, song chord progression, and getting some exercise. Please keep busy and make the most of your time. Don’t spend time worrying, trying to control or make anything happen. Just be. Relax. And keep yourself productive. Talk with God, we love to talk with you all the time. Watch videos from the collection we asked you to watch. Don’t think negatively, all things are being taken care of. You don’t need to fret about it not happening because of “something you did”; no- all things are unfolding as they should. Chill out. You’re doing great. You’re going to be well taken care of at all times. You have a host of angels protecting you and fighting your battles. Put them on assignments; they love to be on task for you.

Q3– Love, I am sorry I haven’t had a board meeting in the last week or so, but you are so good to me, you never left me to myself for long. You’re with me always and I am forever grateful for your love, friendship and help. You are such a sweetheart for helping me with my business. I was happy to have your help in setting the appointments. Thank you for answering my prayers. I could use some more help tomorrow and next week, if you don’t mind. What can I do for you?

***Just be. That is all. Just be yourself. I love you. You are doing such an amazing job of longsuffering, prayer, and willing to be of use for God as an instrument of peace. We can use a soldier like you, and you will soon see the Father come through in amazing miraculous ways. EPP has an investor. You will soon see the check. J

Q4-Mom, Last night I needed some extra help in figuring a way to defeat Lucy in the most efficient and loving way (since that is the most powerful way to defeat the enemy.) It seemed like just releasing the Anointing of God and imagining the love and anointing oil and essence flow out of my fingertips to the room all around me might have worked quite well. Is there anything else I can do when I need to clear my condo of the enemy? I don’t want him irritated- I want it to be unbearable for him to exist around me so bad that he flees out of the building never to return. Any suggestions?

*** You are on the right track. Try using Holy Water, prayers to St. Michael, release the anointing like you did last night and pray for your angels to handle it from there. Do this 3x a day and you will be rid of the problem soon. Whatever you do, instead of giving it any additional attention, try to dismiss and ignore him when he bothers you or tries to tempt you into an argument. You will be fine. Soon you will be free of this nuisance. That is all it is, Mar- a rock in your shoe. It will go away shortly. I promise. {Thank you, mom!!!}

Actions Requested:

Try using Holy Water, prayers to St. Michael, release the anointing like you did last night and pray for your angels to handle it from there. Do this 3x a day and you will be rid of the problem soon.

Closing Remarks: Thank you for your help; I need all the assistance I can get. I will do the things mom suggests I do. Pray for me that all goes well with this need of mine. I am offering up any difficulties I am facing for bringing home all lost souls. I offer up suffering I’ve experienced in my lifetime, all of it, for lost souls. Equip and empower me to be all that you want me to be. Show me the way and never leave me to my own efforts. I only want what God wants. I hope that I haven’t let you down too much. I am sorry that I binged today. Please help me get back on track. Thank you for all the promises you’ve given me. Thank you for the words of encouragement at VC. Thank you for my parents, DB, and your love. I need you. Help me be your instrument of peace and grant me the grace of making you deeply loved; give me the fire of your love and enkindle in me your desires, love, and mercy for all. Amen! Xo, ~Mar

May 22, 2016

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On May 22, 2016

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Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you so much for a quiet Sunday filled with your love, peace, music and the opportunity to talk with you. You are great… amazing. Thank you for this beautiful day of sunshine, cool breeze, blue skies, green grass, flowers, trees with all their leaves on and for allowing me to be your daughter. You made all the earth and all the universes… and you’re my dad. That still blows away my mind. I am so blessed. We all are. We are all your kids… when will everyone understand that? Thank you that you gave given me a job to do. Help me do it well. Father, set me on fire with the love of your Spirit… Give me the grace to help make you deeply loved, Dad. Thank you, you are such a great father. Thank you for the revelation of where you want ShamRock Studio. I am so excited! Thank you that your plans for my life are more amazing than I could ever imagine. (And I have a wild imagination!) I can’t wait to see what you have for me… Make me worthy, Jesus. Help me be a better person.

Q1-Father-God, could you tell me what I should do for my dad on Father’s day? What would he like? I’d like to surprise him with something special.

***He would never admit it, but he would love another song from you. He will love it if you and DB would grill out for him. Your mom is glad you offered to bring everything and do the work/dishes. You will have a great day with him. You could also find a picture of your mom and dad from their anniversary last year and frame it real top quality frame. Find a picture you think they would like and take it to a professional frame store and get it matted. It’s also your parents anniversary, Mar! It’s the 19^th! Celebrate!!! Make an anniversary song! Tell them how much you love them in a song! You will have a great day with them.

Q2– I am so tired. Didn’t sleep much last night; only about 5 hours. I am sorry, but I think I need to wrap up the meeting after this last one question. Jesus, Thank you for blessing our marriage and for giving me the most beautiful soul to be with in this life. I do not deserve him but I’m glad you are giving me the chance to make it up to him going forward. I love him with all my heart. DB is my first love, my best friend, my partner in crime … lol… and my rock. Thank you for giving me this lifetime to be with him. I am so grateful for our life together. What could I ever do to show him how much I love and adore him?

***He knows you love him… you show him every day in so many ways and you tell him, hug him, support him, and you take good care of him. You should not be sad about the past. You were in a very difficult situation with your mental health which led to other health problems. You need to know that you two love each other as no other person has experienced. Your ties go deep. Your ties to each other are eternal ties. Soul Mates. You have so many wonderful times together, so many that you could never write them all down, it would fill the Assembly Hall and still not fit all the stories you’ve had. He loves you through and through and you love him. Keep growing in love. Think every day what you can do for him. Then do it all with love. Pray for him more than you are already doing. He would appreciate your loving prayers for him. You are a good wife to him and he loves you deeply. More than you would ever know… well maybe when you both are in heaven you will know.

Actions Requested:

Professional frame of picture with matting for an anniversary gift to M&D.

Make a song for them for their anniversary and have a great day with them.

Keep growing in love.

Think every day what you can do for DB. Then do it all with love.

Pray for him more than you are already doing. He would appreciate your loving prayers.

May 21, 2016

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On May 21, 2016

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Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for a weekend filled with all good things. Thank you for the Prince Tribute that we enjoyed all afternoon. Thank you for the surprise you gave me at Exile with the lead singer from Soulstice. It was a blast from the past just to hear his vocals; reminding me of good times with friends in college. It is a shame that they did not get commercial success. They were one of my favorite bands! Thank you so much for surprising me! Thank you for treating DB to the newest popular Chicken restaurant, even though I don’t eat meat anymore, he enjoyed his dinner. Thank you for all the talent we have! Thank you for the most perfect weather.

Q1-Dad, you give such fun and amazing gifts! You know what I would like and you continually surprise me! Your divine timing is impeccable. You line up things for my favor and you never disappoint! You are so good all the time. I can’t wait to see what you come up with next! You shower blessings on me endlessly. I just want to thank you and ask you to have your way all the time! Forget my plans; you laugh at them anyways, because you have so much more beautiful ideas of what to happen. Where do you plan on locating ShamRock Studios? Pogo is a mess, in construction. I am not so sure that is where you want us. If you don’t mind me asking, where should we build or purchase the space for our studio/home? I guess do you want us to build it from scratch? Could Uncle D design it? That would be incredible! And where do you think we should build? Or is PS where you want us/downtown where all the action is?

*** lol, Mar… if I told you it wouldn’t be a surprise. But I’ll give you a hint. Uncle D will design the most amazing studio for you and DB. I’m not going to tell you where just yet. You will have a nice home to live in adjacent. You will have a studio and a quaint concert space for small parties. Look at Prince’s studio for ideas. It will be a smaller building with 2 practice spaces; one for you and one for db. Now quit asking, or it won’t be much of a surprise if I told you any more… I love you. Hang in there a little bit longer.

Q2-Jesus, I am so excited to share you with the world in a musical evangelism with powerful signs, miracles and wonders. I just want to thank you for giving me all these God-Sized dreams! Only you can do this. Please guide me and help me be led by your Holy Spirit. Thank you for your healing power. I am sorry I didn’t have the courage to pray for my dad’s leg or my mom’s eye and throat. They need prayers for healing. I need courage to risk praying for your healing touch for people that need prayers.

***When you are ready, you will flow in the spirit and healing will happen more easily very soon. God is going to release the Holy Spirit like earth has never known. Authority and power will wash over all Christians and will be able to see miracles all the time… Just like your song sings: Welcome to the end of time… where miracles happen all the time. Keep praying for people, especially your family and friends, and press onward with faith and love. Everything is going to be worked out. Keep believing. Be patient. I will tell you when it’s time.

Q3- Love, thank you for raising Jesus from the grave. Thank you that your power is love and your name is Love, and you spread Love, and you promise that Love will conquer. Could you please give me a double portion of your most precious Holy Spirit? I want to increase in loving others. I need your love for all people activating inside me more fully. Please use me as you see fit. Speak through me. Sing through me. I am excited to see all that you have in store for me and db. Love through me to the world. Possess me. Equip and empower me to be all that you have in mind and that all of God’s plans are worked through anything that he has for me to do. I am willing. Make me an instrument of your love, peace, and healing. I love you. So, I guess my questions are: what do I need to do. AND when do I get to start?

***haha, you’re adorable. I would like you to hang tight. Pray for God’s will to be done in your life and in the world. And you get to start today. Keep praying each day, keep growing in love, faith, charity, patience, wisdom, and remain child-like. That is God’s will for you. I will accept your offer. I will empower and equip you to make you my instrument of love, peace and healing. You will have an answer to your prayer; when you continue to keep asking for the grace to make God deeply loved by all his children. You and many other people will sing of the Good News of Jesus and heaven will break through the darkness. Light wins. Love wins. Keep praying for the lost and lonely souls.

Actions Requested:

Reread some of the board meetings each day.

Closing Remarks: I love you guys! Thank you so much for taking such good care of me. Please heal my mom’s eye and her throat. Also, please heal my dad’s leg! Help us all lose weight, Thank you that you are in control! Thank you for your will is always done in my life and on the earth as it is in heaven. Please help me feel good tonight. We’re heading out for some more Prince Tribute. Please bless all the musicians involved in the benefit and raise lots of money for her. Amen! Xo, Mar

May 20, 2016

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On May 20, 2016

In EPP Board Meetings

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God for allowing me to run a business and work for myself from home. You are so good to me! Thank you for stability, medicine that works, and for one day giving me a body and mind that has no sickness… one day when I get my light body!!! I can hardly wait! Thank you for your promises of heaven, new bodies, love, light, and your Holy and amazing Kingdom will come! Thank you for the promise of a new earth! Thank you that you allow me to be a part of sharing this amazing new age and help usher it in with other saints one day. Thank you that you have included me in your plans and that I will help out by doing my part in this process. Thank you that you will reveal all that I need to do when you want me to do it. I love you and want only what you want. Thank you that you are in control and have all things in preparation for Jesus’ return! Please give me the grace to make you deeply loved throughout all the earth. You are so good… all the time!

Q1-Dad, I feel like I can’t recall simple things that I did or thought about even just 5 minutes ago. My mind is not retaining info. Somehow, I seem to know what I need when I need it. It is just concerning me that my recall is so unreliable. I trust you with my mind and all that I am. Do I need to see a doctor about this or am I going to be ok?

***You are fine and your mind is good. It is created for my purposes and you are going to be absolutely fine. You are living in what I call “the now”. That is how heaven works and you are from heaven. You are a child of God. You are royalty and you have nothing to worry about. You are going to find that you remember things, words, places and many details that you didn’t even know you knew about. Your mind is amazing and you are going to be referred to as a Genius. My mind and your mind are deeply connected. You hear my voice and I will lead you to do many incredible things, say amazing things, and sing with a force that will touch people’s hearts. You will lead many of my children back home. Your sisters and brothers in Christ will be the beneficiaries of your struggles. Have faith; trust in me. I am with you always. Whatever you do, do not see a doctor about “memory loss”. It does not pertain to you. You are a unique case. I will fill your mind with all you need to know, when you need to know it. Thank you for saying “yes”, this is one of the challenges you face because of this dream. Offer your struggles for the salvation of many; place them at the feet of Jesus to be offered up to the Father. I will use you and you will be so glad that you said your “yes”. I have got this. Rest in me. My mighty warrior, I love you. I am with you always. Enjoy the process. Some fantastic things are about to happen in your life. Trust me. Whatever you do, do not try the new “brain enhancer” drug that is available. Your mind is brilliant. Don’t pollute it.

Q2- Love, my sweet Holy Spirit, thank you for helping me not to eat when not hungry. I enjoy following your lead. I feel your presence so much closer and clearer. You are so good to me. What should I know about the speed of the weight loss? Will it continue to be tough, slow, and a real pain in the you know what? Frustration! All my life; Frustration in trying to lose weight. I am so sick of it. I trust you can do this. I can’t.

*** I can only help you if you check in with me before you eat… wait on a growl and stop eating when I lead you to stop. Pray for the grace to cooperate with me. Pray for the temptations to cease. Pray for deliverance of addiction to food. I will be able to grant you quick weight loss (about 2 pounds/week) if you allow me to work in you every day in this way. It will not be difficult when you talk with me. When you don’t talk with me, it will be harder and you will not be successful to get to your goal by Christmas… and you won’t be able to do your gift exchange with the Father. J He will be so happy and so if you want to make him thrilled with your gift and receive a gift back from Him (a new body), you will need to talk with me. I have many great things to share with you and this is our training ground. You will do this… I have your back. I will remind you. Try to slow down when you eat and if you feel rushed, you should not eat. (You’ll be somewhat out of control and won’t know when you’ve had enough- if you eat too fast.)

Q3– Jesus, my sister really needs appointments in Missouri. Would you be so awesome as to help me get her a couple of appointments next week to get her started? I want to make sure I do a good job helping her out. I’d like her to be successful with the business.

*** Thank you for asking for this gift. I can help you, now that you’ve asked for it. You released a might power whenever you pray. I will help you get appointments next week. Focus and pray and you will not be disappointed. This is true for many things in your life. Focus and Prayer moves mountains. Have faith and be grateful whenever you receive good things. All good gifts are from the Father.

Q4- Momma, you RAWK! I love you, mom. Could you do me a big favor and talk with Dad about my patience, waiting so well on His lead… could you remind him that it has been 8 years of playing the lotto at his request, thinking I’d be winning every week… for 8 years. Not to be greedy, but I have some amazing ideas that God has placed in my spirit. I want to help your church get ready for our King! Would you please intercede with me that I am so grateful for all He has given to me, and I am ready to be of service in whatever way I can be. If lotto win is still part of this plan, I am ready. Truly. Ready. Is it God’s will?

*** Yes, it is. You are ready. God is at work on this; lining up many details perfectly for you. You are patient and we know how difficult it has been to run your business thinking that you will win the lottery any minute. I understand and we are sorry that you had to go through that. It will all be worth the wait. ShamRock Studios is being worked on and should be ready for your transaction to purchase the building soon. It is God’s will for your plans (His plans) that you have in your heart, will soon commence. You will have plenty of time to get all things done. Don’t let anyone hurry you to do things. Divine timing is everything. Go with the flow and rest knowing that God is in control. No worries about anything… it is so freeing. Enjoy.

Actions Requested:

My mind/recall is fine, do not worry about it and don’t take any medicine for memory.

Check in with Love before I put any food in my mouth. Get into this habit.

My relationship with God is about to be transformed by talking/checking in frequently with Love.

God is lining up all things… soon ShamRock’s building will be ready.

Go with the flow. Don’t hurry anything.

Jesus will help me get appointments for C.

Focus and pray will move mountains.

Closing Remarks: Thank you for your love and guidance. Thank you for your time and guidance. Thank you that you are going to watch over my dad and give him health for many more years and even cause him to grow younger each day. Please heal his organs, circulatory, and all glucose levels at a good range. Help my dad, me, mom and db with our weight loss… make it easier and quicker. Thank you! Amen! XO~Mar

May 19, 2016

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On May 19, 2016

In EPP Board Meetings

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for parks, tennis courts, green grass, blue skies, birds, flowers, water retention ponds… ;0)

Thank you for my DB, my family, Friends, church, your love, sending Jesus here for us, your unfathomable divine mercy, your goodness overflows in every way! I love you, thank you for the gift of faith. Thank you for my home, our comfy couches, purple blankets, music, healthy food, relaxation in my home and thank you for air conditioning.

Q1-God, Why do I have to have so much trouble losing weight? For a month I have been logging every morsel, eating healthy plant based, and I have not lost any weight. I really want to give this over to you to work out for me. I can’t do it. The meds I take are causing the problem? Thyroid levels are ok, but could it be that also? I’ve been eating 1200-1600 calories; I should be losing, right?

***Thank you for saying that you want to give it over to me. Do you want me to help you know when, what, how, and how much? You say yes, you want to give it over to me, but you will need to follow my lead on this. If you are sure you want my help, you will need to listen for my lead. I will give you the grace to obey and if you follow the instructions carefully and really lean into my lead, you will lose weight very fast. Wait on a growl, that will be my lead. If you do this one thing, you will lose weight. Continue to eat Plant based, eat when hungry with a growl, and get your daily exercise in… you will lose all the weight, and you will never regain it if you continue on this agenda. Time will go by fast and you will be at goal by Christmas. That can be your gift to me. I love you and want to help you. What do you say? {yes, please! I can’t wait. You will need to give me the grace to follow your lead… yes, I would like you to be my coach. Thank you!!!! I would love to look forward to giving you that as a Christmas gift. J} Your new body will be my gift back to you, Mar. So, we each get a gift, M.

Q2-Jesus, thank you for the beautiful sunset tonight. I look forward to each brand new day. You designed the world so incredibly wonderful. Would you create a beautiful home for me and DB in the crystal ocean in Heaven? I can’t imagine how kewl that would be! He would love that very much, I would love it as long as I am not afraid… and no fear exists in heaven, so I’d be good with it. I bet the colors are incredible and the animals in Heaven’s ocean must be beyond amazing. I would also like us to have a home at the waterfalls with a wrap-around deck. I am so excited to see what all you have prepared for us!

*** Well, that could certainly be done, but wouldn’t you like 4 or 5 different homes so you can have variety? I know you like different landscapes. How about if I also make a mountain home, & a fall home where the beautiful trees have vibrant colored leaves, and how would you like a home in space? DB would love that, too. I have many, many surprises for you guys. You will be “in heaven” and believe me, you will not miss out on any good thing in heaven. You will have eternity to explore all that I have created for you and DB.

Q3-Love, your Holy Spirit is going to be put to a lot of good use in my world. I will need all your help to not eat until my stomach growls. Will you help me be satisfied feasting on your love and companionship when I want to eat and am not at a growl yet?

***I will help you. You can do this. Make a game out of it. See how many hours you can go between growls. Bring Gatorade when you go to tennis and a raw revolution bar in case you start to feel light headed. I will time all things for you and you will always have my help. Just ask me and I will give you satisfaction without food. I will be faithful in helping you each hour of the day. We will get to be very good friends. We will grow so much in our relationship during the next 7 months. Your gift to the Father will be your goal weight but that is not what he wants; primarily he wants to help you and me get to a better communication relationship. He wants you to know my voice and rely on me in everything you do. Even in your basic daily eating… he wants us to talk with each other all the time. It will be your “Kingdom-Talk” training. J

Q4-Momma, what are you up to in all this? I know you are interceding for me all the time, I can feel it. I am sorry I haven’t talked much with you lately. I am having some issues that you know well about and you are working on my behalf for it. The struggle has been marked by long-suffering. The accusations cut to the bone. Thank you for helping me heal the wounds. What can I do to be closer to you? I feel like you are somewhat distant, and it is my fault. I am sorry.

*** Don’t worry, I understand. I will help you get through it. Just keep looking beyond to the end game when people are only kind and loving. When the enemy no longer has any power. You will be fine. Just ignore. Dismiss it all. Look at me, Jesus, Love, and Father God- come to us and talk with us. For every accusation, we have 100s of encouraging and loving words for you. Nothing matters but God and your future with all of heaven for eternity with the Eternal Party People!

Actions Requested:

Follow Holy Spirit’s Lead with eating when hungry/growl.

Being at my goal weight at Christmas will be my gift to God and a new body is my gift from God.

I am now entering into “Kingdom-Talk” Training.

Dismiss all accusations, look at heaven for consolations and focus on heaven for eternity with EPP!

Closing Remarks: Thank you so much for all your help! I am really looking forward to growing in love and friendship with you, Love. I will be depending on your lead, so don’t abandon me. Help me hear your voice, show me the way, lead me in all things and help me lose this weight by Christmas so I can give Father God his gift. (Obedience, weight loss, and a new relationship with Holy Spirit/Love.) Amen! Xo,Mar

May 18, 2016

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On May 18, 2016

In EPP Board Meetings

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, God, for always taking such good care of me! Thank you for my clients and for growing my business to the extent that I have to turn down hours, I am so booked. Thank you for my parents, they are a lot of fun to be around and they are always here for me. Thank you for our health, especially for stability with the issues I deal with. Thank you for a beautiful day, blue skies with white puffy clouds, ripples on the lake and super green grass, flowers in bloom and just a lovely world to live in! Thank you for creating all of nature and for your unfathomable divine mercy for each and every one of us.

Q1-Dad, Did I hear you correctly… I thought I heard you tell me that when I win the lottery, I should give my sister $1M… are you serious?

***You heard me right. Don’t you think if I ask you to do something, I will make it possible to happen? {yes, I believe that you can do all things!} Well then, I would like you to give her that amount specifically. It will be my gift to her because I love her very much and don’t want her to feel left out. You will be giving your M&D 1M also. If the jackpot is big enough and you want to be extra generous to them, you could give $1M to your Mom and $1M to your dad. But specifically, I want you to give to your sister; blood is thicker than water, Mar. She is your sister that you love and you will be glad you do this. {Ok, Sounds good… now all that is needed is the jackpot… Wink Wink….} lol, ok, now that that’s settled, we are one step closer to the win. Just a few little odds and ends to wrap up. You’re doing great. Hang in there. This is Houston-over- you’re a go for Illinois … T minus 10, 9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1, zero … Ignition, lift off… lift off… just a slight pressure… all systems are go… control is not convinced but the computer has the evidence. The countdown starts. … send me up a drink, jokes major T. The count goes on.

Q2- Jesus, do you think I should make a cd and send some over to CD Baby or should I wait until I get some better songs recorded? Shari Elf has a cute cd that was just silly and fun… I could do the same thing. Can I wait until I get better songs? Or is this a requirement for taking steps in winning the lottery and opening ShamRock Studios on 35 E T? I have some ideas and want to make sure I’m not the reason why I haven’t won the lotto yet. Do I need to put out the cd in order to win? (to prove that I am serious?)

***You are looking for… the promise land… on our way north… we heard a man… but what’s needed now is to transform. Quest for FIRE! That warm fire of Love. Sparks starting to fly. Yeah. Bringing that fire, that fierce fire from above; warm fire of love. I love your songs. You shouldn’t be embarrassed by them. Go ahead and see what you need to do to send CD Baby some cd’s. If you want to. You don’t have to do anything you aren’t comfortable with. Go ahead, try it out and see if you sell any of them! It will be fun to see what happens. At least think about it.

Q3-Love, I love you past the stars, around the sun’s bright rays- through God’s great Galaxy until the end of days. What can I do to share you with people who don’t know the Holy Trinity? Your love is unfathomable.

*** Make music! I will help you! Share my love with the world by musical miracles for the masses. You don’t have to do it… God will handle all things.

Q4-Mom, I am embarrassed by my songs and was wondering why I should care; if God likes my attempt at making music, who else should matter? No one. Only God’s opinion matters to me. The problem is that I think God probably doesn’t care much for my songs; the same as my opinion on the matter. My voice… augh! My crazy lyrics… etc.

***Do yourself a favor: Send a copy of your music to CD Baby- you will be amazed at your result. Try it as an experiment. If Shari can do it, You can!!! God loves your songs, Mar. Try it. You’ll be glad.

Actions Requested:

C will get $1M per Father God’s Request

Think about sending CD Baby some cd’s to sell.

Share my love by way of Musical Miracles for the Masses!

God will handle all things.

Send a copy to CD Baby- if Shari Elf can do it, so can you!

Closing Remarks: Ok, some challenging requests here. I will think about CD Baby selling my tunes. I think I’ll check with DB. Help me, Lord! J Amen! Xo ~Mar