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Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you for the amazing sunset tonight. Thank you for my home and all its comforts. Thank you for kind condo management people, the yard man, friendly neighbors, beautiful lake views, my comfy MRC (miracle red couch… interesting story) and for all the clothing, food, laundry machine, dishwasher, warm water, air conditioning and heat… all the comforts of my home and a fun, kind and loveable husband! I am so blessed! Thank you so much, Dad, for always taking such good care of me. Thank you for the weight loss and for helping me eventually get to my goal weight. Thank you for our jobs, our friends, music, and instructor- R.N. Thank you for your love, mercy and unending kindness to me. I love you! Thank you for being my dad. UR the Best!

Q1– Dad, what would you like me to know about myself?

***You always make me laugh. You’re constantly cracking me up. You don’t even realize how funny you are, especially when you’re in a good mood. If you want to make me happy, all you need to do is start singing, freestyle, or especially when you sing in tongues. You are my delight. Your attitude is positive, hopeful, and unshakable in trust. I love that about you. I love you and you should know that about yourself… you make me laugh and you touch my heart whenever you look for me…. I will always be there for you.

Q2– Jesus, what can I do for you this next week? What would make you happy? I want to make you smile.

***What would make me so happy would be to see you happy. Goof around, dance, sing, smile and crack some of your jokes with DB. That would really make me smile, to see you enjoying yourself. Don’t be so serious. Relax. Slow down. Be in my presence and soak up the love. Chill, Mar. Chill.

Q3-Love, what do you think I should know that I don’t yet understand?

*** You are powerful. You don’t yet understand, the power inside of you raised Jesus. This same power lives in you… I am in you and I can do all things. You don’t yet understand all that you can do because I am with you. You should know that you have the same power that Jesus Christ had while he was on earth. The power for healing, raising the dead, miracles, signs and wonders. You will one day soon, become aware of this power when you least expect it. Your faith can move mountains… you will do all that Jesus did and even more crazy miracles than He did! We can’t wait to watch what you will do with this Love-Power- all for His Glory. You will have the grace to make Jesus deeply loved through signs, miracles and wonders… in your music and also throughout all your life’s work/play. You should know that you have all that you need at all times. We are with you and you will be gently led throughout your Holy Groove/Love-mission. Each day we will grow together in showing/teaching you about His Power and what you will be asked to do for people. You will have a powerful healing musical mission – a revival like none other. It will be more like a “Habitation” and not a visitation… the whole earth will be moved by our songs. Powerful Evangelism of love and music… that is what you should know; that is what you don’t yet understand. You could never imagine the plans that we have for your life. It’s about to start. Yay, Mar! You go! Don’t look back. Run into our arms, we are with you through it all.

Q4-Mom, what would you like me to do for you? I want to thank you for all your help, love, interceding prayers and protection you give me. What would you like?

***Spend some time with your mom. Invite her to walk with you, get coffee, or go out to hear some jazz. She would love to spend time with you one on one.

 Actions Requested:

I make God laugh and I touch his heart when I look for him/rest in His love.

Chill, soak up God’s love, relax, laugh and don’t be so serious. Try it this week!

Get ready for a powerful evangelism Holy Groove/Love-Mission.

Powerful love and musical miracles

Take mom out – just us.

Closing Remarks:   Thank you for the meeting. I love you guys! Help me relax and laugh more. Amen! Xo, Mar.

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you for all the helpful people you have placed into my life. Thank you for a wonderful spiritual director, supportive family and friends, a wonderful church family and my clients. Thank you for my job and for always helping me out when I call to you. Thank you that you hear my prayers for help in making appointments. Thank you that tomorrow I will be able to break my “dry season” and set one or two appointments. Thank you for your unfathomable divine love and mercy. Thank you for this computer, my 2 land lines, my smart phone and iPad. Thank you that technology helps us be more productive and also connect with people. Thank you for this day, it was a blessing. Thank you for DB, my best friend and beloved spouse. Thank you for our health, and thank you that you are in control of all things. Thank you that your Kingdom will come, and that your will is being done always. You have the last word and you are our redeemer; you conquer the enemy and your ways are above anything I could ever conceive or imagine.

Q1–   Dad, I want to start to be aware of your presence at all times. I know (in my mind) that you are with me; even closer than my breath- but I want to be aware 24/7. I want to always rest in your presence, love and protection. What do I need to do to make this paradigm shift in my awareness?

*** Pray for it, hope for the shift to occur, have faith that I would answer your prayer, and then get ready for your world to change! I will talk with you all throughout the day, if you allow it. I will make myself known to you and you will know what I am doing in your life, if you invite me to help you. I want to include you in my plans all throughout the day. Pray for it. Believe it will happen for you. Keep praying for it every morning. You will see a huge shift in your life… the grace you will receive from the shift into my presence by awareness on your part- will be an incredible blessing for you and those people around you.

Q2– Jesus, what would you like me to do when I have a little time between projects. If I could make 5 or 10 minutes count in a special way for you, what should I pray for or what should I do?

*** Meditate on the Father’s love for you. Be still and know we are with you. That is the best thing you could do is just to receive our love and to rest in the peace that surpasses all understanding. Close your eyes, breathe and know that we are with you always. Meditate that the Father is around you and nothing can come between you and our love.

Q3- Love, Holy Spirit, Sister today told me to focus on God and His presence. She said that when I feel accusations, I should know that they are not from the Father. She said to simply “dismiss” the accusations and turn to God’s love. I feel so much freedom because I have wasted too much energy on Lucy’s irritations by way of other people or unwanted thoughts. I am so excited that I don’t even have to respond… I no longer have to “go there”. It’s as if I have logged out of that whole ordeal and will instead focus on the love of God. It’s the same kind of freedom I get when last week I signed out of facebook and don’t have to respond or deal with that anymore. It is Soooooo freeing!

*** Ha, you got that right! Dismiss is a great word for not agreeing and ignoring him by focusing on God’s love for you. It is very freeing, indeed. Every time you feel as if the enemy is around, close your eyes and breathe in our love for you. You will notice a huge difference in your energy. You’ve been spending way too much time in conflict with Lucy. Instead, ignore, dismiss it, and fill up on God’s love for you. You will find that you will be stronger every time he attacks you… this is the most amazing strategy and you will love this new way of living! Enjoy your freedom!

Q4– Mom, Thank you for your prayers with me for God’s will to be done in my life. I am hanging in there and feeling much love from the Father. Could you intercede for me that I will be able to make the paradigm shift of awareness that God is all around me. Also, could you pray with me each day that I learn to “Dismiss” and ignore the enemy’s attacks and instead focus each time on God’s love and presence all around me.

*** Yes, I will be praying with you each time you have a thought of God’s love and light, I will be praying with you. All your intentions are prayed over by all the saints and by myself along with the angels. We are all praying to the Father with you. Your prayers are fortified by our love. Your prayers are powerful and God hears each intention that you ask of Him. Have faith in His will being done on Earth as it is in Heaven. It is a part of His plan/ that you are helping God reach people and sending them to Jesus. It may seem like a task too big for you, but God will make it all happen. Just remain faithful and open to His lead. Obey when you hear him and run to do whatever you are asked to do. Focus on God’s presence and we will help you do this more and more each day. You will have a paradigm shift of awareness. It will be a major turning point for your walk with God. He wants to include you in His plans… have faith that He is with you always and wants to work with you.

Actions Requested:

Pray for a paradigm shift of awareness that God is with you, all around you and loves you.

Meditate on the Father’s love for me.

Breathe slowly with closed eyes: Be still and know God is with me.

When attacked by the enemy: Ignore, dismiss it, and focus on God’s love for me.

Close my eyes, breathe and feel my energy become renewed from God’s love.

God will make it all happen. He wants to include me in His plans.

 Closing Remarks:  Thank you for your help, love and guidance. I am so excited for this new focus and paradigm shift of awareness of God in my day all throughout the day. Help me become all that you want me to be. Help me do your will. Equip and empower me to know what I need to do and to follow through with action to do it. Amen!   Xo ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:

Thank you, Holy Trinity, that you are in control and have good plans for your children. Thank you that you will see all things to come together in your perfect and divine timing. Thank you for giving me patience and determination. Thank you that you hold me and my destiny in the palm of your hand. Thank you that you will lead me where I need to be at all times. Thank you that you won’t allow me to miss the future that you have planned for me. Thank you that you love me and forgive me of all my sins. Thank you for your love, guidance and protection. Thank you that even when I stray of the path you have for me, you gently guide me back every time. Thank you for all the good gifts you have given to me. Thank you so much for my family, friends, and your unfathomable divine mercy and love.

Q1-Dad, have I missed my opportunity or have I blown it? I feel like I have messed things up with my attitude, or lack of gratitude, or selfish desires, or maybe out of being undisciplined… I don’t think I’ve done all that is necessary to prove that I am dedicated to working out your plans. I don’t know what your plans are and I don’t know what is required, how to do it, and when and where to follow through with it. Basically, I am still clueless as to what you want me to do. I feel like my hands are tied. I feel like I have so much to do but no time to get it all done. So, have I blown it? Should I forget about it and give up the lottery games? Whatever you want, I want. You know what your plans are. I have no clue.

*** lol… you are not supposed to know what my plans are. If you knew, your mind would be completely blown away. You could never imagine the beautiful future that lies just ahead. It seems tough right now, I know and I understand. You should know that you have not “blown” my plans for you. I would not take you this far along without finishing what I started. You have been very cooperative and doing the best that you know how to do. You have come a long way and I want you to keep playing! Don’t give up, I know you wouldn’t, I just wanted to make it clear for you. You have the dedication that I have not seen in a long time. Your patience is commendable and your dedication is unshakeable. You don’t need to know my plans because I will reveal them to you in time. I have given you little glimpses of what lies ahead. It will be more incredible than ever could be conceived. Your hands are not tied, you are doing all that I ask. You are doing your best and your efforts are noticed. Quit trying to swim upstream and just flow with my leading. You make things more difficult than they need to be. Rest, relax and enjoy the ride. I am in control so you don’t need to “make it happen”- I have all things under control. You will get to where you want to be quicker once you rest and just take it easy. I love you, and I’ve “Got this”!

Q2-Jesus, you went through so much at Calvary. I believe it was a huge success, but I don’t know how you’re going to get today’s society to come around. There is so much hatred towards Christians not only by cultural differences, but people that claim to be Christians are going against everything that you stood for. There is so much hatred between religions, so much distaste for what they believe a Christian represents. Not only that, but there are so many Atheists and even satanic worship. I feel like I have a huge mountain of work to do to share your love with the world. I am called, as we are all called, to share the good news with the world- but I have no idea where to start. I think “power evangelism” (show and then tell of your love) is the way to their hearts. Will music be a part of this plan of yours? If so, I can’t do it without your help. A lot of your help. As in- you have to do all of it. Can you use me as an instrument of your peace and love? If so, you will need to work powerfully through me, I can do nothing without you. I fell as if I can never accomplish what you are saying I will do.

***You are right; you can do nothing without me. The good news is- I will not leave you alone. Yes, I will do this for you. I will use you as an instrument of my peace. Don’t worry about being successful in turning people around, the spirit will handle all things. As Father God has told you many times, you need to relax and flow each day in my will. Quit trying to figure out all things; it will be shown to you as needed. It is all unfolding as it should. We are on plan b, or rather “plan T” where you have many options available to you. You have all the help you need and you are actually ahead of the game; the strategies have changed and they have changed for the better. You are in good hands, God has got this, and you are right where we like you to be. Continue to trust in me. I have taken you this far, don’t you think I will finish the plan? I won’t leave you alone to figure this out. Allow me to lead; you can follow. Together we will dance through the hoops to get where we want to be. This is a process and a plan that you will be a part of making it come about. It is not a quick process, I know. You have been very patient. Thank you. We are getting there one day at a time. Rest and relax in my love.

Q3– Love, I would like to start writing again, but don’t find the time or energy to start. Once I do start writing a song or poem, you always come through to help me. How often should I be writing? Have I missed many opportunities to progress in this area?

***There is no timeframe of reference. You are blazing a new trail. Do whatever feels right to you. When God leads you to write- then write. Don’t worry about doing this wrong. You cannot fail unless you give up. You will never give up, we know, but you just need to keep your eye on the prize. You are not missing anything. You are perfectly where you need to be at all times. This is a process. Remember that! Write whenever you want to. Keep practicing the guitar, writing songs, and enjoying your life. Smile. Laugh. You can’t go wrong. Get that through your head… you can’t go wrong. You are in the palm of our hand, blessed in all things, and protected in all your ways. We love you very much and you are making us very proud of you. You’ve been attacked on a regular basis, and come out like gold purified under fire. You have come such a long way; you have no idea how far! Thank you. We are getting there one day at a time. Rest and relax in our love.

Actions Requested:

Rest and relax in His love!

I have come a long way and have been purified as under a fire.

I am where I am supposed to be.

I am actually ahead of the plan in many new ways.

Closing Remarks:  Thank you for your love and for leading me on the road of your will. Help me to follow faithfully and give me all that I need to accomplish your plans. Be with me and never leave me. Amen! Xo, ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:

Thank you for your love, your unfathomable divine mercy, and your guidance. Thank you that you are helping me learn to follow your lead. Thank you that you remind me of things that I need to know, and what needs to get done. Thank you for music and relaxing weekends. Thank you for DB, even when we don’t get along sometimes, our love and friendship is unshakable because you are with us. Thank you that you are for us and no one can ever take that away from us. You are amazing and I thank you for your goodness. You are good all the time, you are in control, and we are safe under your protection and loving care. Thank you, Jesus, for forgiving me all of my sins. Thank you for paying the price for me, I can never thank you enough. I love you, Holy Trinity.

Q1-Father God, thank you for your forgiveness. How do I forgive myself? You have forgiven and forgotten all of it. I am having difficulty in forgiving/forgetting all that I was.

***That is the operative word, Mar- ..all that you “Were”. You are a new person. You died to sin and are alive in Christ. Believe in God’s goodness. All your sins have evaporated in my mercy. They no longer exist in my awareness and it shouldn’t be on yours either. Don’t let the enemy condemn you anymore. The next time he tries to convict you of past sins, tell him that the blood of Jesus forgave you and made you pure. Then remind Lucy that he will be going to hell soon… for eternity. That should shut up his accusations. God’s grace endures forever; my children are flawless because of the cross.

Q2-Jesus, why have I been so tired lately?

***Weekends are for resting. You need to just take some time to do absolutely nothing. Just rest in my love. I will give you loving peaceful rest. I have many things to tell you in your quiet time. Get extra sleep this weekend, sleep in tomorrow. You don’t have to do anything. Naps rule. Take an afternoon nap and rest.

Q3-Love, I am so grateful for my lab tests coming back in the normal range for my liver function. The elevated numbers were scary. What caused the elevation on the test?

*** You had inflammation from the dental implant and the bone growth around the implant caused slightly elevated numbers. I told you not to worry about it; and you didn’t give it much thought. You prayed about it and in time, you found out that you are doing just great. Keep up the good work on the plant based diet. We are proud of you and we will bless your efforts with weight loss each week at a steady but slow pace. It is your new way of life, your normal food choices. Watching the oil will really help. You can do this. Be patient with yourself. It will take a little perseverance. Your tenacity will come in handy.   Excellent health will be the result.

Actions Requested:

Naps rule, take some time to do nothing.

Be patient with myself and the weight loss.

Closing Remarks: I am going to go take a nap. Thank you for your patience and love. Thank you for your help and guidance. I am so glad you are in control. I give you all my hopes and dreams. All you have in store for me is good. I place my life in your hands. I am in good hands. (not Allstate) Ha! I love you!!! All my days- I live for you! Amen! Xo~Mar

Q1- Father God, I want to live my life for you and for your purposes. Give me our marching orders, and together you and I can move mountains. Lord, I want to make you famous, loved, and known to all people! I know this is grandiose, dad… I just want to dream God-Sized dreams… a dream you could work with for giving your love to your children through signs, miracles, and wonders… through the clouds (iCloud) in music for the masses! Guide me, show me what to do, and I will do it with your grace to have the courage to always follow through. (No matter the embarrassment or persecution)

*** Thank you for your love for my children. Thank you for saying “Yes” even through you don’t know all that it may entail. Thank you for your courage. I will lead you. I will give you all you need to accomplish my plan. The process may be nerve racking, risk taking, and need courage and tenacity. You can do this. I will always be with you and lead you in the ways of my plans- it is going to be amazing. Your passion for this assignment, love and compassion, and my will is going to get you through all that I call you to do. Enjoy the process. Love. Live well. Hang on, it’s going to be a wild and crazy life… you’ll love it so never worry about anything. I’ve got this. I am in control, dear beloved… you are mine.

Q2-Jesus, I love you! I would like to pray for people that need healing. The only problem is that my faith that you will choose to heal the people I pray for, my faith is weak. Will you help me hear the Holy Spirit more clearly and give me the courage and faith to pray for whoever you lead me to pray for.

***I want you to know that your faith will be strengthened when you need it; you will have all that you need for your assignment. I will work through your music. Write whenever I ask you to. Follow faithfully into writing and songwriting as I lead you. Keep working/playing and I will show you many wonderful things. It will be a blast going forward. Enjoy the ride. I love you, I am with you always.

Q3-Love, my precious friend, Holy Spirit, I need you more now than ever. I feel called for this work, but don’t know exactly what lies ahead. I say “yes” to all that you have for me to do, regardless. I know you have marvelous plans for EPP, Inc. and ShamRock Studios. I pray that your will be done, that I get out of your way. I pray for courage to take the risk of looking silly or crazy. I know many lies will be circulated about me. It’s ok. Your will be done. Possess me, Holy Spirit— I SAY YES! Have your way in my life. Empower me, equip me, and help me in every way to do all that you have for me to do. Help me know your plans… I want to have a part in your plans, use me, Lord! Whatever it may entail, I say YES!

*** I will change your life, I am proud of you, I will lead you and guide you in the paths I have for you to walk. It may seem like it is a long and meandering dirt road, but I will get you there. You will always be exactly where you need to be at the exact times you need to be there. I am in control. We have you in the palm of our hands, Holy Trinity is for you, so who can be against you? Trust in me. There is a method to the madness… enjoy.   I will enable you to be a perfect conduit of my holy power. You will walk on water… when you step out… in faith. I choose to use broken vessels, you don’t know how much you are loved. You don’t know all that you are capable of doing when you allow God to work through you. You will be amazed.

Q4-Mom, I love you! Will you please tell me what I can do to follow more closely to God’s leading? I don’t want to hold back anything from Him. I want to be spent as a coin in his pocket… whatever he wants; I want. Help me be more willing to hear and obey constantly throughout the day. I need to reflect inside to know what he would like me to do. Will you help me?

***I will give you many graces from God for your purposes of your assignment.   Your prayers are heard and your desire to do God’s will is appreciated and you will be led in what to do and what to say- when to say/sing it. I am with you. I will help you and pray with you to the Father. I will lead you in song. I will help you write your lyrics and I will help you freestyle, too! It will be amazing, you will love it. Start practicing guitar more regularly!

Actions Requested:

Enjoy the process, it will be a wild ride- hang on.

Follow faithfully in song writing as led by God.

Write lyrics and try freestyling – Momma will help! (She’s a great songwriter!)

Start playing guitar more regularly!

 Closing Remarks: Thank you for your help, love and support. Thank you that you will guide me and show me what needs to be done. Amen! Xo,~

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you for my family; my parents are amazing and thank you for the best husband and best friend anyone could ever dream of. Thank you for music, tennis, our jobs, our home, our cars that are in working order, thank you for healthy food, thank you for my friends, computers and smart phones, thank you for our musical instruments; guitars, synth, harp, ukulele, and microphones, ux2, grageband, FL Studio, recording apps, thank you for flowers, the MRC, and finally, Lord, thank you that you are in control and for your will be done on earth as it is in heaven, thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy!

Q1– Dad, I have been so tired lately. What’s the deal? Is it my diet, the fact that I haven’t been exercising, or lack of good quality sleep?

***Make sure you get sleep and start exercising again. Your diet is healthy; the vegan LFHC plant based diet is optimal for you. Keep doing that and you will see results in weight loss when you log everything. Most importantly, make sure you get your blood level results tomorrow for the elevated alkaline phosphatase… don’t worry, it will be fine. Be sure to tell the nurse you’ve been tired lately and started a vegan diet in the last 4 weeks. Your body is adjusting and needs more movement. Sleep more and get to bed earlier. Or I should say get to sleep earlier… you’ve been in bed but unable to fall to sleep for 2 hours… making you falling asleep around midnight. You need more sleep than the 6 or 7 hours… try for 8 tonight.   You’ll be fine.

Q2-Jesus, I think I’m going to go to bed. I don’t feel very well. Please be with me while I sleep and give me good dreams. I would like to remember it in the morning, if possible.

*** I will have a message for you in the morning dream state… write down everything you remember. Put a pad of paper next to your bed so you are ready to write it down in the morning. Love you. Sweet dreams.

Actions Requested:

Get more sleep.

Write down my dreams in the morning- be ready with paper/pen.

Closing Remarks:   Sorry I am so sleepy lately. I hope for more energy soon. This is not fun. Help me sleep well and for at least 8 hours. I love you guys. Thank you, mom and Father God, Jesus, Love and the saints and angels. Thank you for your prayers, love and protection. Please pray with me for good results tomorrow on the blood test. Amen!  Xo ~Mar

Q1– Dad, Thank you for the appointment I was able to set today. It would be amazing if it sold. Almost like winning the lottery, but not quite the same, I wouldn’t be able to buy 35 E T… or be able to quit my job to make recordings/EPP, inc. and the website/phone app/blog. Do you still have those plans for me? Or should I reassess my future goals and aspirations?

***Do whatever makes you happiest. Yes, you are right… your dreams will. I put those dreams in your heart. No, it’s not too late. It’s perfect timing. Divine timing. You will need to work a little on it each day until you are able to do it full time. Wink, wink. Yes, I still have amazing plans for you. Just focus on your priorities. Play some tennis and enjoy the beautiful weather you’re having now this spring.

Q2-Jesus, thank you for watching over me and keeping me safe. Thank you for giving me angels who are assigned to protect me. How can I thank them for all that they have done for me?

***You can tell of their love for all God’s children. They save lives every day! They work overtime in your life… you should be more careful and save them a little work. J

Q3-Love, you guide me even when I forget to look towards your love… how can I focus more on hearing your voice/guidance in a more consistent manner?

*** You are doing better. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Keeping an ear for the Sprit takes practice. Try to count the number of times in an hour that you converse with God. Try to increase it each day. It will become a wonderful way of life/habit over just a few weeks of practice. You will love it and benefit greatly from it. Father God is thrilled that you want to focus on hearing guidance more fully. He will help you.

Closing Remarks:  I am so tired, God. Thank you for being with me today. I will try to create a new habit of focusing on talking with you throughout the day. Help me remember to count the times each hour that I hear your voice. Help me increase it over the next couple of weeks to make it a habit. You crack me up and so I am really looking forward to increasing our time together in conversation. Thank you, Angels! I love you, and don’t know where I’d be without your help! Amen! Xo ~Mar

Q1-Dad, I hope you aren’t upset with me. I feel like maybe you wish you picked someone else for this assignment. It’s been so long… is there anything I could do to help you in this endeavor?

***Mar, when I chose you, I saw all things. All that you ever did and all things you may ever do going forward. I chose you because I love you and you are my beloved daughter. There is nothing you could do that you aren’t already doing: remaining faithful, being yourself, loving God and desiring to do my will. That is all you need to do. That and never give up. This is a long process, I know. You are a part of the plan. Don’t rush it. Enjoy each day as it unfolds before you. It’s beautiful; all of it – the good and the “bad”. You are getting so strong from your struggles. If you only could see yourself through my eyes. You really did a beautiful job getting through the tough parts. I am so proud of you. Your future will soon be filled with rainbows of my love, light and laughter. Hold on; if I could only show you a glimpse of the next age to come, you would never doubt my plan of redemption… and your part in helping us bring it about.

Q2-Jesus, I love you! I won’t look back, only forward to your coming home. Can you please tell me how long I need to wait and what can I do for helping prepare for your return?

*** It is a good idea not to look back. Your future is in my hands; and guess what… it’s going to be great. Don’t worry, I will take care of all things. You can do nothing but with God, all things are possible. I can’t tell you how long you will wait, but in the meantime, I am with you always- in your heart and in the people you talk with. Look for me in all people. You may have to look deep and with the heart of God, but I am inside all people. Some don’t accept me, but in time, they will all come home. My passion was a huge success. My mercy is deeper than the ocean and wider than the East is to the West. Tell them I love them. Tell them I care. Tell them all I have I want to give to them and share. My love endures forever. Tell them that heaven is near, and not to fear. I will give you lyrics. I will guide you in the music you will make. You are a powerful troubadour and your voice creates emotions of endearment. Have fun helping prepare for my return… I can use a sweetheart like you, Mar. Thank you.

Q3-Love, what can I do in preparations for the next step in my assignment. I always want to be working to make progress. I am eager to do something but don’t know where to start. What should take priority?

*** Thank you for your dedication, Mar. I would like you to continue to prioritize with a daily board meeting. Next, you need to get your work done faithfully each day and get your hours completed to the best of your ability. (Pray for help, I will work in your business for you if you ask each day.) Take care of the house and DB. Next, play. Play the guitar, write songs, write poetry… and come to church often. Get to reconciliation more regularly. Exercise. Pray. Most importantly, just do your best. Don’t stress about things… it’s all good. You’re doing great. Enjoy!

Q4-Mom, I love you! Could you give baby Jesus a kiss on his cheek for me? And could you ask Dad if it is our turn yet? Lol.

*** Haha, you remember! Yes, Jesus is playing the game with you and it is definitely our turn! It’s a bit past due, don’t you think? I think someone is a sore loser… Lucy the loser. J

Jesus wanted me to tell you that he loves you and is glad you are still playing the game and he also wants me to tell you that in case you didn’t know, you are way in the lead. Don’t give up. If you only knew, you would laugh so hard if you could see how many times you won this game’s rounds already. You’re going to a victory bash soon, so hang on.

 Actions Requested:

My future will soon be filled with rainbows of God’s love, light and laughter.

Tell them His return is near and not to fear.

God is inside all people, some just don’t accept it. God loves everyone.

Get to reconciliation more regularly.

I am “way in the lead” and I’ve won so many rounds already.

I’m going to a victory bash soon, so hang on!

Love you guys! Xo, ~ Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you for getting me through these last couple of days. I don’t understand what kinds of spiritual attacks were conspiring against me so fiercely. You allowed it to happen and I know you will make something good come out of it. It’s all good because you are in control and make all things new… you make all things work for my good. Thank you that you help me ignore all the lies that are spoken over me and inside my mind. You allowed it so it’s all good. I am more grateful every day because of your mercy, love, guidance and your perfect will. Thank you for your kingdom is come, your will is done on earth as it is in heaven. Thank you, Dad, for knowing my heart. You alone know how much I love and adore you. You alone know the depths of my heart’s gratitude. Help me glorify your name and guide me in all adoration, gratitude and allow me to shout out your goodness to the ends of the earth through the music you place in my heart. Help me sing out the joy you have given to me. Help me help you save souls. Give me the grace and blessing to help make you deeply loved and help me share your love with the world.

Q1- When you don’t move the mountains I need to move; I will trust in you. (Love that song!) It is so true, Dad! I love you, I trust you, you are my rock. Your ways are higher. You know what’s going on. You see all things. You will have your perfect ways line up perfectly. I trust in you forever. I just wanted to tell you that… forgive and forget my impatience and controlling prayers. Your will be done, not mine. I want only what you want. Thank you for my job and for lining up all things perfectly. Help me stay out of your way; and let your works be done in your time.

***I like your perseverance. Your tenacity is legendary in heaven. Keep the faith. Keep strong. Don’t listen to the lies. Live for Jesus, never give up, and keep jamming to the tunes… your smiles make my day. Your tears make me sad. Please stay positive. I won’t leave you to yourself. Look within and you will always find me.

Q2-Jesus, I am sorry that I allowed Lies of Lucy to enter the depths of my being and completely upset my mood for the last couple of days. However, I must say that all that crying was an awesome release of pent up frustration, sadness and anger that I have towards Lucifer and his minions. I don’t mind one bit that I was upset, but I would like to make it known that I chose to release those emotions. He did not cause it, I allowed it for my own benefit. Let it be known to him and all my enemies who may be on-looking as this drama plays out, let it be known that it only made me stronger. To those that laughed at me and were glad to see me suffer; they should know that I benefited from their attacks and it will ultimately help me defeat them all; defeat evil in my own small way. I stomp on the serpent’s head along with Mother- the last victory stomp on you!   So, Jesus, I just wanted to see what you would like to say about these last couple of days. It was powerful… in a good way, oddly enough.

***We are family, Mar. I know your heart and as it was torn- it was given to me to see you through and come out victoriously. I knew you would be victorious in this one battle of many, and knew that you would feel better after it was all over. You won’t remember the pain, even now it’s faded from your memory. Funny because you took out some of Lucy’s best armies. They are really trying hard to move you, yet you take every strike against you and you turn it around with ease- you have superpowers you don’t even know you have! You’re doing marvelous with your stamina and ability to roll with the punches. You’ve come a long way. Amazing moves, Mar.

Q3-Love, I Trust in You! Whatever happens, I won’t allow it to shake me. No matter what happens, I know you are with me and you will see me through to the finish line victoriously. I am sorry I didn’t come to the board meeting yesterday. I was emotionally drained and had no energy. I would have felt better if I’d come, I know. I am sorry. Please forgive me for not obeying to your call.

***No worries, Mar. You were with us all along. We were carrying you along your way to paradise. We will carry you all the way home. You don’t need to worry about a thing. You are where you are supposed to be at all times, doing your best will get you there. You are a person of mighty endurance. I won’t give you more than you can take. You might bend, but you will never break. Jesus has great plans and this next chapter will be amazing, filled with wonder, love and laughter! Keep looking ahead. Never look back. You’ve got a wonderful future ahead.

Q4-Mom, thank you for never leaving me. I hope you had a good Mother’s Day. I am sorry that I was in such a sad mood and unable to talk with you yesterday. I love you and I really want to make it up to you. What can I do for you in this month of May- for you…?

*** Just by being yourself, beloved daughter, you make me very happy. Don’t listen to the lies that you are not good enough. Don’t believe the lies that you are filled with the stain of sin; as if it was not washed away. You are washed in the blood of the savior, Jesus- He has it all wiped away. For the month of May, I would like you to focus on your righteousness, pure and free from stain. It evaporated away, through Jesus and it is never to return, gone from any remembrance. Your father calls you clean through Jesus’ passion on the cross; it is all gone. Quit looking back. Don’t let Lucy condemn you. When he does that next time, you tell him that your momma is watching and will make him pay if he does it again! He’ll shut up real quick; he knows better than to mess with my daughter.

Actions Requested:

Stay positive. Look within- I can always find God.

Don’t give up.

I have stamina and I roll with the punches; Amazing moves, b.

Jesus has great plans for me. Look ahead, never behind.

Warn Lucy next time he attacks me that my momma is watching and will make him pay if he does it again!

 Closing Remarks:  Thank you so much for your love, support and guidance. Thank you for getting me through the last big battle, unscathed and better from it! Thank you for victory is assured in Jesus! I love that I am on the winning team and that with God, I cannot fail; for I am God’s living enterprise! God cannot fail, Amen! Xo, ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, Father, for giving us a brand new day each morning with unlimited opportunities. Thank you for getting me out of my funk yesterday. Thank you for healthy food, clean air, your love and light; thank you for new beginnings. Thank you that today is a new day with renewed hope and faith for your will to be done in my life. Thank you for YouTube and all the information that is so easily available. Thank you for books, music, movies, all entertainments… dancing, singing, rejoicing in your majesty. Thank you for weekends! Thank you for relaxing and very enjoyable time with you in the word today. Thank you that you are with me and never leave me to myself. I thank you for forgiving me for last night’s pity party. Thank you that you give me the grace to live life for you. Thank you for guiding me in all things. Thank you that you will continue to help me hear your voice and follow your lead. Thank you for guiding me when I stray off into other directions. Thank you that you won’t let me become a lost child, but that you will keep me close to your heart. 

Q1-Dad, what do you think about me going to the v tonight? Do you support me and encourage me to go back there? I’m not sure how I feel about it. It’s a lot – going to 2 churches.

***I think it is great that you want to go there to worship. You love the music and you get a chance to pray for people after service. You will continue to go to St. M; and that should get your priority if you have to choose between the two. You need the celebration of the Eucharist each weekend; this sacrament will strengthen you and be life for you.   But no, I don’t see any problems with going to both. Enjoy! You would love to get back into the small group for Prophetic Words of Encouragement. I know you are happy that you are healthy enough to be going to both, so enjoy!

Q2-Jesus, I have not been exercising much lately and I miss it. For some reason, I’m just not making it a priority. My time is limited and I need to get up earlier to fit it into my schedule. Could you help me make the transition back to it?

*** “Just do it!” Nike knows… you just need to start doing it. You’ll love it. Morning exercise and early morning music practice/songwriting… you will get so much done once you make the switch over to early mornings. Rotate between the two and you will have balance. Also, your muscles will get a chance to recover.

Q3-Love, will you guide me tonight? I want to pray for RW tonight after service and I don’t know what to say. I want to pray for his complete healing of Cerebral Palsy. Will you help me pray for a powerful healing miracle for him? It would be amazing if you would heal him.

*** Yes, I would love to help you pray. I will give you the words. I will heal him in time. You will fight for his healing over some time, but yes, I will be able to heal him if you remain faithful and press in for his heling. Don’t give up. Fight the good fight.

Q4-Mom, Could you please pray with me for our numbers to come in tonight? The Powerball has a large jackpot… enough to share with a lot of people that may be in need. The money could start EPP, Inc & ShamRock Studio! I am believing for a miracle in this area also. I want to help you and Jesus save souls. Can you use me in any way? I’m offering everything I have… all that I am… for God’s purposes. Use me, Lord. Please pray for me, momma!

*** I will speak with Jesus, Love and together the four of us will go to the Father with this intention right now. Father, we love you! Father, we humbly ask that you hear our prayers, find victory in these areas: for the investment of EPP, Inc. and all the dreams Mar has in her heart. Father, we ask that if it is according to your holy will, would you please bring victory in this area for the beginning of the next chapter of this book of dreams that you have so lovingly placed in Mar’s heart. Father, God- we come to you with prayers for victory and healing of people’s hearts minds, spirit and souls for your glory. May all your children find their way home to you.   Bless the work that Mar has done and will continue to do. She needs your help. Alone, she can do nothing, but with you, Father, all things are possible. She needs you now more than ever. Her strength is fading but her faith remains strong. Father, please hear our prayers and bless her with the numbers of her and DB Birthdates, Jesus’ birthday and your number 7 as the Powerball.   (A fitting name for your victory over evil-Power from God, the #7!) We humbly ask if it be according to your will, Almighty God, that you will invest in this way, or if you have something better in mind, we thank you. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven!   Amen, and so it is, we believe and declare victory in this area tonight. Amen! Let there be a new day for your Glory, and your will to be done. In Jesus’ name we pray. You said that whatever we ask for in Jesus’ name, you will do it, if it is in accordance with your will. I pray that these ideas/dreams of your Beloved Daughter are in accordance with your will. If it is not in accordance to your will, Father, then we pray that you show Mar what you would like her to do for you. Guide her and love her with your infinite mercy and protection. Bless her in her efforts. Please allow her to win tonight. Come with your power in an amazing miraculous move of your spirit. Help Mar run this race, gain victory over her enemies, and never give up on doing your will. You have great plans for your Beloved, we receive it now… in Jesus’ name. Amen.

Actions Requested:

Enjoy the V tonight! Be grateful for my healing that enables me to do all things.

Don’t give up, fight the good fight.

Love will help me pray for RW tonight. Have faith!

I receive all the graces that God has for me.

 Closing Remarks:  Thank you, Mom, for leading a prayer to Daddy today. Please press in for me until 10pm tonight when the numbers come out of the computer. The computer has the evidence, Lord, you know my heart and your mighty Love Compute knows all things. Lord, you know my heart and you have given me this dream. Please see your plans through and help me win tonight and have the victory bash of the universe by bringing all your children home… set the captives free and all your plans for us come to fulfillment. Help me be who you want me to be! Equip and empower me to be all that you need or desire me to be. I want to do your will at all times. Help me in this endeavor, Lord, I will never forget or forsake you. I love you. Enough nonsense waiting on this, Lord? Can we please move on to the better part of this plan. I know I am just a part of the process, part of your amazing plan. You know all things. Your will be done in your divine timing, Lord. Is it time?   Amen! Xo, ~Mar