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Appreciation & Gratitude: Thank you, for DB, even though he drives me nutzo most days… thank you for allowing me to have him in my life. Thank you for our jobs, even though I am so burnt out I’d like to pluck my eyes out in frustration trying to get an appointment… sorry, I am in a horrible mood. Thank you for putting up with me. Thank you for allowing me to have a home, food, clothing, technology, flowers, air conditioning & heat when I need it. Thank you for so many things. Thank you for forgiving me for being in a bad mood for no real apparent reason. Thank you that you will help me lose weight and eat healthily and get regular exercise.

Q1– Dad, why am I still not moving forward in this process? I mean, what am I doing wrong or what am I not doing that I should be doing? What do I need to pray or what how should I feel about this? Is there anything I can do to persuade you to invest in EPP, Inc/ ShamRock Studios? I don’t want to give up playing but for some reason this is almost the hardest endeavor I have ever had to do. For the last 8 years I have been told to play… told I’d win… believed that I would win… and every time (4 times every week) I had the let down of not winning. I believed it every time. You said I would win… soon. Every time you tell me I’d win, keep playing, hang on… yadayadayada… ok, so I’m complaining. I’m sorry. I just want to be real with you, Dad. I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I have put in so much energy into this. I have grown in this process. I am stronger because of it, but I would really and truly like to get on to the next chapter of this story. My life is going by and I’m getting older. Do you still have good plans for me with EPP? Have I ruined your plans? You are on the throne. Your will be done. You Kingdom Come! I love you and you have the best plans lined up. Please give me the patience and long suffering to get through it all the way to the finish line. What do you want me to know? (Please don’t tell me I will win if I’m not going to. Let me know how much longer… I can handle the truth.) Please have your way with me. You can string me along if that is necessary. Whatever you want… I want. I love you. I can’t wait for the new day to start and to turn the page off of this chapter… it’s gotten very old and all the pages are tattered.

***I am sorry, I don’t mean to hurt you. I am taking the best care of you. One day you will see. It is like a doctor that has to work surgery to fix something that went wrong. It hurts, but it saves lives. Please think of this time like surgery that is going to make all things better and you will feel wonderful when it’s over. This “surgery” saves not only your life but eternal life for multitudes. Yes, many upon many people will benefit from your suffering. Offer it up to me at the foot of Jesus along with His suffering. I know you don’t want to be compared to Jesus… that’s not what I am saying at all. What I am trying to tell you is that when anyone offers up any suffering of any kind (even as little as a painful paper cut) when it is offered up to me through Jesus, I can use that for saving souls. Pray for lost souls and offer up your suffering, it makes a huge difference for many. Yes, it does also make you feel better, doesn’t it? It’s like a mother that kisses a “boo-boo” when a child is hurt… the child feels better. In the same way, when you offer up your pain for lost souls, I kiss you with love and grace to endure any hardship.

I know you feel silly about being hurt because you didn’t win the lottery… it’s not about that, I know. You feel like you have done something wrong. You feel like a failure because your prayers don’t seem to be answered. I am sorry for “Stringing” you along. You will one day understand all that I have been able to accomplish in the last 8 years. You have grown exponentially, haven’t you, Mar? You will be fine. Do me a favor and just keep playing. You make me smile when your faith is so strong. I know you’re feeling weak. I will hold you up. You are in the palm of my hand. I love you.

Q2-Jesus, What do you think is needed to get done this weekend? I have time that I would like to offer up to God but don’t know what would be best to do. I could dedicate 2 hours tomorrow for this.

***What we would like very much is for you to spend this time with God in the word and in silence. Talk with us and we will give you all that you need to know for the next chapter to begin. You need your sleep. You need to fill up with Love’s perfect spirit. It will feel so peaceful, loving and energizing to your soul. You will love it.

Q3-Love, Holy Spirit, my best friend… you are always with me. You are always guiding me and helping me in this thing called “life”. When will we all start to live as intended… with no pain, struggles, fear or disobedience… when will we be in paradise? When will the enemy leave us alone?

***I know you are dealing with a lot of attacks from the enemy. You are handling them well and we are very pleased that you don’t engage in any of the fights he is trying to start with you. Keep ignoring it and laugh instead. You are doing great. He doesn’t know what to do with you; he is flabbergasted that he can’t defeat you even in little tiny battles he’s trying to wage against you. You make us laugh because if you could only see how badly you’re beating him without even hardly trying… half the time you don’t even recognize that a battle that he is trying to irritate you just goes nowhere! You’ve got this thing in the bag… He will leave you alone not until the last day. But it will get easier and easier for you as time goes on. He won’t quit trying to attack you, but you should know that you have a lot of help from the angels, the saints are praying for you, Mother is with you always and the Holy Trinity, God Almighty is fighting with you- we are all on your side. You cannot fail to win all that is lined up ahead of you. Just know that you need patience, love and faith that could move mountains. You’ve got this. Paradise will be well worth the wait.

Q4-Mom, I hope you have a wonderful Mother’s day Weekend. You are the most loving mother who cares so much for each of us. I love you! Big hug and kiss. Please forgive me for not praying the rosary lately. I will try to get back into the habit. I know I would feel better if I started praying it! Oh, mom- Could you please pray with me to the Father… you know, for the jackpot this weekend…

***Yes, I always do pray for you. Your Father and I love you very much. Only good things are from God. When you win, you should know that it will be for your own good but especially for other people’s eternal future. This money will give you a studio and time to work on this new business: EPP, Inc. This is a real responsibility that you must take seriously. You will need to dedicate many long hours and consult with many people to get where you need to be. Marketing, Blogging, recording, working with musicians (alive and previously deceased) you will have a blast, but it will be true hard work that will need dedication. We know you are up for this endeavor! Keep dedicated to this good work. We will be with you. I will pray for you. I think it may be time for your new day, but that is up to the Father. He knows when the perfect timing will be.

 Actions Requested:

Offer up any suffering for lost souls… it will help them and also make me feel better.

2 hours in the word/silence on Saturday. I need rest for the journey.   Paradise will be well worth the wait.

Patience, love and faith that could move mountains- that’s all I need.

Get back into the habit of praying the rosary.

 Closing Remarks:   Thank you for turning my mood around. I feel much better. I feel relieved and relaxed. Please bless our weekend with love and fun. Amen! Xo, ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, God, for giving me such amazing parents and husband! Thank you that you are watching over us, protecting us, and guiding us. Thank you for your love, mercy and peace. Thank you that you are in control and that you will help me become all that you want me to be. Thank you for equipping and enabling me to be faithful in my assignments. Thank you that you will help me help you save souls. I love you! Show me what to do each day and help me be courageous and obedient to do your will with love and with the power of the Holy Spirit guiding me. Thank you for a relaxing day and a great afternoon with my dad. Thank you for helping me record the thank you song for him last night. I hope he liked it. It was so much fun to create. DB and I were laughing so hard listening to it. Help me make more songs in the near future. I love doing it and I feel like you want me to make more songs. Thank you for supporting me in my creative efforts.

Q1-Father God, I love you! What do I need to do to persuade you to invest in EPP? Haha, I’m just kidding… there is nothing I can do to earn such grace. I know. If you decide to invest, you will do it and I don’t deserve it, it would just be a gift from you for your purposes. But Dad, is there anything I can do or say that would help you move in my life in this area? J

***lol, Mar- you don’t need to do anything more than you already are doing. You are right. A gift of love and mercy is a free gift. Money can be a good gift and it can bring troubles. Are you sure you want this responsibility? Will you be able to handle all that it will entail? Will you be faithful and true? Will you continue the board meetings? Will you share it with your family, friends, and people in need? Will you continue to write songs and open ShamRock Studio? Will you be stable and grounded? Will you seek me and my Kingdom always? Will you be true to your values and to loving me and all my children? Will you be brave and courageous to do all that I ask of you; even if it makes you look silly? Will you always seek me and my will? Will you be forever grateful and always love me? Will you say yes to all these questions?

Dad, you know I say “yes” to all of this, I always say “Yes” to you, don’t I? Yes, Father. I am ready for this responsibility. I will be able to handle all that it will entail with your help and guidance. I will be faithful and true to you. I will continue to be faithful to the board meetings. I will share the money with family, friends, and people in need. I will open ShamRock Studios and continue to write songs and poems. I will be grounded and stable with your healing power and guidance. I will always seek you and your Kingdom. I will be true to my values and will always love you and my brothers and sisters. I will be brave and courageous in doing all that you ask of me; with your help. Even if it makes me look silly… I am the queen of silly and don’t care what people think of me, with your help. I will always seek you and seek your will. I will be forever grateful and ALWAYS love you, Dad!!! I say yes to all these questions and I say yes to anything you call me to do… just make it clear and help me do your will. I say “YES!” Thank you, Dad!

Q2-Jesus, I trust in You! Thank you for the Chaplet of Divine Mercy. Thank you that you allow us to make a difference in people’s lives through the power of prayer. Thank you for hearing my prayers. Thank you for your healing power. I would like to ask you to heal my mom of her illness and keep both my parents healthy and alive for a long time… until you come again. I basically am asking you to please let my family all live forever. I know that is asking a lot, but you can do all things. Don’t let any of my loved ones, family or friends get sick or have any accidents and that you keep us all safe and healthy. Could you please consider this prayer for me?

***I hear you. I will consider this along with what is best overall in each situation. There is a spiritual battle. You must pray diligently and powerfully in righteous prayer. You must go to confession more regularly and pray more confidently in my love and power. Faith can move mountains, but you must remain pure and faithful in praying for them. Be strong and continue to pray every day for them. Your prayers are working… don’t you feel it?

Q3– Love, could you tell me the main thing I could do differently that would increase the effectiveness over the enemy in my life? What could I do differently in my home that would make this sanctuary more holy, peaceful and loving in preparations for you being here with us? I want you to be comfy here and I don’t want you to feel like you’re in a place where any evil could exist. What can I do to make the enemy uncomfortable here… so he will leave us alone? I want only you and no tolerance for the enemy in my home!

***3 things:

1-Use Holy Water every morning and evening. 2- Pray the prayer to St. Michael 3- Release the anointing by choice. (It looks like fire in the supernatural realm) These three things will make a huge difference for your home. You will feel it! Enjoy! (The anointing may make you feel tipsy and happy… this is what it is supposed to do. It is powerful. People will feel it all around you and not know what it is. If anyone asks you what you have that makes you so happy, tell them it’s the anointing of God being released in your life.)

Q4-Mom, my blessed mother in combat boots- could you help me get a good night’s sleep? I would like to try to start getting up before sunrise so I can get more done in my day. I’d like to get to the studio before work. Do you think this is a good idea?

*** I think it’s a great idea. Try getting up tomorrow at 5:30 and see how you feel after a week of doing this. It will be hard at first, but you will get used to it. It will be easier as time goes by and in a few weeks it will be a habit and you will feel great! Go to bed around 9:30 even if you can’t fall asleep right away, keep getting up and you will be more tired early in the evening as you shift your sleep patterns. Next week you should go to the studio a few mornings before work. For now, start getting up early. Watch the sunrise. Play guitar. Write a song. You will love this time. It will be very quiet and you’ll love this time with God. He will help you write songs. You will learn a lot in this precious time with us.

Actions Requested:

I say “Yes” to all you ask of me. I am ready, Father.

Go to confession more regularly and pray more confidently.

Use Holy Water, Pray to St Michael and release the anointing everywhere I go.

Get up at 5:30, I will love this time with God and He will help me write songs.

 Closing Remarks:  Thank you for inviting me tonight to meet with you again! Thank you that you are powerful in love for us and that you have good plans for each of us. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you that you say it is time for a new day! Thank you that you equip me for all that you have for me to accomplish. Thank you that you are preparing ShamRock Studio and lining up all things for a mighty win in the lotto. Thank you that you have plans that would amaze me and that are better than I could ever imagine. (I have quite an imagination, so to top that will be fun to see!) Thank you that you call me to be a better person every day. Thank you that you are molding me into all that you have for me to become. Thank you that you are helping me be who you want me to be. I am in your hands and you love me… me. Wow, thank you, Father! You have the entire universe, the multiple universes with all the galaxies that you powerfully created… and you have me in your palm. You care about all the little things in my life and you know me through and through… you know the number of hairs on my head!   Wow! What an awesome Dad I have! You’re a rad Dad! I love you!   Amen! Xo, ~Mar

P.S.- I want to thank Edwina and St Michael for your love, protection and service in my life… thank you to all the angels that love us and help us without us knowing all that you do for us each day. One day we will know and I just want to thank you in advance for all you do… Where would I be without you? Probably dead a long time ago: the ski accident, car accident(s) that I would have died in or who knows what all else you have steered me clear of from danger. Thank you! I love each of you dearly. And Thank you, Saints for your prayers! Please be praying for my miracle… you know the numbers… our birthdays and 7!!!

Q1-Love, I would like to create a “Thank you” song for my dad. He gave me a good trade… the old grill for his iPad!!! Could you help me write it and then help me put it to music? He always does so much for me/us. I would like to make a song that you help me create for him.

***Sure! I have some ideas you may like to use for the song. Tonight when DB is at band practice, we will work on it. We can do it on the iPad your Dad gave you last night. There are some great new recording apps you haven’t tried yet. I’ll show you the right one for this song. It will be fun. You can make a Mother’s day song for your mom on Sunday. They appreciate you and DB also! You are blessed to have them in your life. {Yes!!!} Treasure them. {I will!!}  

Q2-Jesus, I love you! What could I do for DB this weekend that he would appreciate? I want him to know how much I love him. He’s been crabby lately and I just want to spoil him a little. Any ideas?

*** He’s a little crabby because he needs to catch up on sleep! He’s been stressed and his calendar overbooked. What you could do is let him sleep in as much as he can and let him zone out/relax without asking him for anything. He would really appreciate that. You could give him a treat from the World Harvest Store. He really likes that Swiss chocolate called Toblerone. You could also make him the chili from the recipe he likes. Ask him for the recipe and make it on Saturday for him. You’re good to him. He loves you very much. Ignore the crabbiness and just love him this weekend. It’s going to be a great weekend for both of you.

Q3– Abba, what are you up to tonight? Are you having a good day? Do you have “days”? Do you see all things all at once yet individually in time? Is it complicated or easy for you to oversee all the details of each of our lives? How can you possibly do that? You know the number of hairs on my head! Who does that?!!!   It makes my brain hurt trying to understand how this is all possible for you. You are amazing. You are all powerful. You are mighty. You are Holy! You are my daddy… how blessed I am!

*** I love you, my precious Daughter. You make me laugh and you also make me cry. When I see the things you have to go through, my heart breaks for you and then you go and make me laugh. You are my delight. I will have my way in your life and it will be even better than you could imagine. Just a little while longer. Hang tight. (The calm before the storm… enjoy it.) You are enjoying the process and you know you are part of a plan. You are right on target and your time is soon. It’s around the corner. I’m just putting the finishing touches on the plans; lining up all things for you and DB.

Q4-Mother, thank you for praying with me for my mom. She is doing much better and it looks like she is on the tail end of this bug. I was worried about her. I appreciate her and don’t always show it. I am sorry that I have such a hard time with the (evil vs good) illness symptoms and find it very difficult to love people (in certain situations) sometimes.

*** She understands more than you know. She has always been there for you. Do something special for her on Mother’s Day. She will like the gift and card you picked out and will really enjoy going to Mass with both of you and your dad. She will have a wonderful brunch at the restaurant she picked out. Do you know what is missing? She would love a big hug from you! At church when the sign of peace (handshakes) comes time, give her a big hug and kiss her cheek. Don’t worry and don’t hold back because of your concern about the (hex) evil- you will be fine. She will love it and she understands, just don’t think about it and it will be much appreciated by her. You’ll be fine, silly.

 Actions Requested:

Abba will help me make the songs for my Dad and Mom.

Treasure the time with my parents.

Make Chili for DB and get him a Toblerone.

Things are lining up. Dad is just putting the finishing touches on the plans.

Give mom a big hug/kiss her cheek at church on Mother’s Day.

 Closing Remarks:  Thank you for being with me tonight. I appreciate your help and ideas for me to do. You make me a better person when I follow your lead. Help me follow through with all your suggestions given to me at board meetings. Thank you for my parents and DB. I am so blessed. Thank you that your will is being done in my life and in the world. Thank you that you will help me get all that needs to be done for your Kingdom Come. Thank you for leading me in all things. Help me hear, heed/obey all your words. Thank you that you give me a heart for God. I can’t get enough of you! Amen! Xo, ~Mar

Appreciation & Gratitude:  Thank you, Father, that you are in control. Thank you that you will have your way in my life, and also in the entire world, you are in control- praise you, Jesus! Thank you that eternity with you is going to be incredible, amazing and a blast every minute with you in Heaven! Thank you that you are giving me the opportunity to be a living soul perfected in your love and forgiveness. Help me become all that you have in mind for me. Thank you that you allow me to die to myself, lie down my life, live for you and rule and reign with you in eternity. Thank you that you are helping me walk in the spirit and not fulfill the desires of my flesh… I want to manifest your love, your plans and do something with my life to help your Kingdom Come! Thank you that you can use me. Thank you that you will never give up on me; I need you always. Thank you for your love and mercy.

Q1-Dad, I apologize for missing our meeting yesterday. The time flew by with all I need to get done and Dad needed help with some things at his house after work. Could you tell me what is in my future? What will I do for you?

*** I hear all that you are asking for. Be patient on my timing. No timing is better than mine… I know everything. You are on my timeline and all things will line up perfectly. Keep believing for greatness in the future. I will use you and you will make music… you can quit telling me that you can’t do it, that you have no talent… I can do all things. You will be a new creation. I will do through you all that I desire you to accomplish. You are a citizen of heaven. Do you truly think anything is possible with God? You will sing and you will lead many people into creative miracles with Jesus and your music in prayers for the world. You will be able to help bring my kingdom to fullness to ready people for His return… soon. I will answer your prayer, and I will help you make Jesus loved deeply by many people. You will introduce God’s goodness to unbelievers and to people that simply don’t know me. You will not disappoint me; so quit worrying about that. Just do your best and ready my church for His Glorious return by being yourself, remain courageous and grow in faith every day. We love you. Hang in there. I know you are having difficulties with the studio and being embarrassed at your singing/lyrics… keep trying. You’ll be amazed at where your future will take you. I will lead you through it all.   Have fun with it! Get up early and get to the studio before work… you could go in 6-9am during the week on days when you get a good night’s sleep. You will surely have privacy at that time of the day, and you will not need to worry about what any of the other bands think of you. (We’ll show them… J) I will bless your efforts. Ask L if you could come to practice for EPP with DB/bubbler’s monthly payments or if you need to pay separate.  

Q2-Jesus, I’ve been thinking about either deleting my Facebook account or deactivating it, or maybe just log out for awhile. I don’t want to waste time with it or worry about privacy issues. I also think I would be happier without it. What do you think is best to do?

*** Don’t delete it, you will not be able to reopen it later if you want to. How about if you try logging out and not use it before you deactivate it… look into what that would mean for your account. You can also change the settings to “only me”. {ok, done… I feel more relaxed already! It’s facebook freedom! Yay… lol} I’m glad you’re happy with it. Spend the time you normally wasted on fb and give that time to writing songs and playing guitar. You will love it!

Q3-Love, when will I be able to help change things here in the world? I want to “occupy” take territory back from the enemy. To start with, I want to at least be in charge of at least my home’s atmosphere. What can I do to combat the ick that invades my home when DB watches shows like Throne of Kings… baby demons and whatever else that show glorifies…

***It is true. The atmosphere needs “refreshing” from the crud that comes through your television. It’s as if the enemy is puking all around your home with disgusting smells. (The enemy loves that.) Use the holy water more frequently on yourself and throughout the home. When you feel down, or low, use it and pray to St. Michael. He will help you overcome any difficulty. Ask for his help and know that it is a simple matter to rectify. Pray the rosary and use the holy water and you’ll be way ahead of this game. Try also to ask DB to skip such shows. It’s up to him, though, he has freedom in his house to watch whatever he wants, but you should tell him how it makes you feel (yucky). I will be with you in this situation and will lead you in what to do.  

Q4– Mom, would you please pray with me for a victory sometime this week with a jackpot win in the lotto? I am getting very tired of waiting for my next future assignment to start happening. I know God has perfect timing, but could you meet with God and ask Him for me if maybe he could do something powerful for me- to invest in EPP, Inc.? I’d like very much to start ShamRock Studio and get going on all the plans he has for us.

***Of course I have been in meetings with the Father to discuss this very matter. It is high on the priority list for all of heaven to pray with you for this new chapter to begin. Hang in there… I know you hear that a lot, but truly you must hold on tight. Remain in faith and know that it will eventually when the timing is perfect- it will come to pass. Mark my words, we are all praying with you. Whatever happens with the timing, it will be the most perfect timing with all things lined up perfectly. We will be with you every minute of the day for all of eternity. We will not let you be by yourself in this. You will know how much we love you and pray for you when you come home to be with all of us. You will be amazed at the support you have had and will continue to have. {Thank you!} you’re very welcome, Mar.

You’re doing great and I am so proud of you for saying “Yes” to all that you’ve been going through- especially that your privacy is gone for the most part. I know that this is difficult for you mentally even though you are used to it… I know it’s difficult. Paradise will be worth every challenge you have gone through and there will be many more things you will have to deal with. (Persecution, mocking, etc) we will be with you through it all but remember, it will be better than you could ever imagine. It will be worth it in the end. Thank you from all of us. Keep praying for the grace to help Jesus save souls. J

Actions Requested:

 Get some practice time 6-9am at the studio!

Use the extra time off FB to write songs and play guitar.

Pray the rosary and use Holy Water when the house needs “refreshing” from evil TV Shows.

Keep praying for the grace to help Jesus save souls.

 Closing Remarks:   Wow, Thank you for your help! Thank you for making all things new. Thank you for the practice space and for the small room’s availability. I am so glad that I am off facebook… it will be nice not to have to deal with that anymore. I’ll have to get a new way to find out where the bands are playing on the weekends… events on facebook were very useful to keep track of bands/shows and where they’re playing. Oh well, DB will keep me informed. Thank you for sanity, good times, love, peace, laughter and thank you that your Kingdom will COME SOON! Lord, Send out your spirit and renew the face of the Earth!!! Amen!   Xo, ~Mar

Q1– Dad, this weekend has seemed nice and long. I wish I could have every day a weekend day. It was so much fun to get to go to VC, St. M, Practice Studio, shopping, resting and playing, hanging out, listening to music, reading, and visiting with you this morning and last night. Thank you for a fun Thursday evening also with my dad at IP. I am so blessed. I just wanted to thank you, and ask you if it will soon become a regular lifestyle one day. (After I win the lotto, I’ll be glad to have every day be a “weekend”!!!)

*** I can only tell you that it will happen… soon. Wink, wink… You will love it and you and DB will have a blast in the studio… and creating EPP, Inc recordings, and all that you will do for my business… You will be busy, but you will love every minute of it! It will be better than you could ever imagine!

Q2-Love, I would like to write more poems/songs. Could you help me buckle down and make it happen? Would you bless my efforts and help me write something that I could be proud of?

*** When you get the inspiration -go ahead and write. Write anytime you have free time… a half an hour here or there. Just make it happen with dedicating some time to it. I will help you, I always do… don’t I? When I give you a line or two, just jot it down in your notebook app. That is a great tool. You should use it more often. Organize it a little, too. Instead of putting notes in your “notes” put them in you “Notebook” under the corresponding tab. You can do it! You have a lot of help. Your mom wants to help you, especially. She is a master of lyric writing. Blessed Mother is Lucy’s nightmare… she will crush his head with your songs leading the fight against all of the enemy’s army. Just shine the light the darkness will have no chance of keeping it from shining onto all mankind.

Q3– Jesus, I think I’m a little grandiose with these answers… am I making up all of this, or is there any hint of truth in these words? I don’t want to deceive myself with lies. I only want the truth. Whatever the truth is, I want that. I don’t want to be puffed up in arrogance and pride thinking I’m something I’m not. I only want to please God and do my part in helping share the good news of Jesus Crucified… Jesus is Alive… Jesus beat Lucy a long time ago! What could I possible do that would add anything to that?

*** Mar, you are not making up “all” of this. Yes, you do get some of it confused with yourself; but you must know that much of what is said on these pages is truth. I am the truth, the way and the life! You only want to share that good news. There is nothing grandiose in that. That is what you are called to do. That is what all Christians are called to do. If only more people were as passionate about sharing my love with people, the world would be a better place. Don’t worry about it being misled; I will lead you in all things. Just keep a good attitude, remain humble, love people and look interiorly for all guidance. I am there within. I will always be with you and I will always show you what you need to do. I will lead you in all things. Ask yourself if Love is leading you in each action. You have much growth ahead and I will help you learn to love more completely. I will give you my heart for others. Pray for it. I want to give it to you to borrow. Pray for my will to be done in you. I will always answer that prayer. I love you. J

Q4-Mom, after 3 days you found Jesus in the temple… all were astonished at his answers. Were you astonished, or did you know Jesus could answer questions with such maturity and understanding?

*** I was so scared. I did not know where He was and was so worried about him. I was at first so happy that he was ok, I didn’t put much thought into his answers at the temple. On the way back home with him and Joseph, we talked and knew that He was on his path with God’s will being done. I was so thankful that he was coming home with us, I cried tears of joy. My baby was stepping into his destiny… the savior of the world. It was much to take in and understand. My heart was torn: Happy for my boy becoming a man, yet still not ready to let him go. Thankfully we had many more years together before the Wedding at Cana when he started his ministry. You also, Mar- you have a very important ministry ahead. You will have many challenges. It will not be easy. You will need courage and you also will have much persecution. People will not understand you. People will mock you. I will be with you; as I was with Jesus. I will put my loving mantle of protection around you. I love you and am with you every day. Be courageous. It will be wonderful and miraculous… all will work out. Remember that God is with you and has all things lined up for you. Forgive your enemies.. there will be many. Pray for them. Love them; they know not what they do. You will be fine and you will have many, many, many fantastic times. Not all fantastic, but mostly. Keep coming back to the board meetings. We need to keep talking with you each day. Be faithful in meetings.

Actions Requested:

Things will start happening soon! Wink, wink…

Db and I will have a blast in ShamRock Studio!

Blessed Mother will help me write the songs to crush the enemy.

Pray for God’s will be done in me. Jesus always answers that prayer.

Jesus will lend me his heart for others… pray for it.

Forgive your enemies. Pray for them.

There will be persecution.

Be faithful in coming to the meetings.

Closing Remarks:   Thank you for this time, for your love and guidance. Thank you that you haven’t given up on me. Thank you that you won’t leave me where I’m at… you will give me some kind of talent one of these days. Thank you that you say it will be awesome… thank you that you will give me the courage to follow through with singing. Thank you for your protection. Thank you that Jesus lives… and loves me! Thank you that you are preparing the bride and will see that she is ready when the time is fulfilled. Help me prepare and help me shine the light of love to the people I meet and all who read these words, or hears my voice.   I need you. Never leave me. Pray for us sinners: now and at the hour of death. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for me. Pray for all of us sinners… always. We need you, mom. I need you, and I appreciate you. Please help my mom get healthy, she has a virus. Please heal her of her illness and watch over my Dad… give them both long life and make them grow younger and healthier each day. I ask for this for us (me and Db) also and for all your children. Lead all souls to heaven; especially those in most need of your mercy. Amen! Xo, ~Mar