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November 28, 2015

On November 28, 2015

Thank you that everyone had safe travels this Thanksgiving. Thank you for family. Thank you for an organized home, thank you for giving me the time and energy to work on it. Thank you for good friends and family that put with me and love me for who I am. Thank you that your love is unending and merciful. Thank you for forgiving me of my sins and struggles to be more like Jesus. Thank you for your patience. Thank you for long life for me and my family and for all that you so generously give us. Thank you that we prosper in so many ways: Health, peace, joy, happiness, love and for giving us everything we need when we need it and bestow your blessings on us so abundantly.

Q1- How would you like me to work the “Busy Person’s Retreat” this Advent? There are many suggestions in the booklet. Sr. C asked me to read and meditate on each scripture readings for every day this advent then to journal my thoughts on each. Will you help me and work with me on this project? Could you help me make it a habit to keep after Christmas? Will you help me find a good time each day to do this? Would you help me wake earlier and do this every morning. I could get up at 5:30am, get shower/dressed, spend an hour with you before 7am mass. I would get home around 7:45 in time to say good bye to DB and then work in the morning. Could you help me get to sleep earlier so I can work this plan?

Q2-Dad, have I let you down or disappointed you? What do you want me to change or do better – and in what areas?

Q3-Mother Mary, you seem far from me. Will you help me in these last days of Renewal of my Consecration to Jesus through you- help me to make a good consecration? Will you please help me, in my every thought and movement so I can be the person Jesus would like me to become? I want to be who God wants me to be, but I need your help to do this. I can’t do this on my own.

Answer Q1-Each day I would like you to read the scriptures using one technique in the booklets. Use the same technique for all the readings each day then try a different technique of meditation of scriptures on the next day. You can put your notes on the Board Meeting agenda after the Q&A then end with prayers. This way, all your notes will be in one location, making it easier to manage. Email your Board Meeting Notes to yourself ad put it into the binder you have started working with. We will have a great time discussing the scriptures. You will enjoy it, I promise.

Answer Q2-You are exactly where I want you to be. You have not disappointed me. What I would like you to do better is to read and study/meditate on the scriptures. Your daily mini retreat booklet will help you immensely. Sister C will be a wonderful guide on this amazing journey you are about to go on. The only other thing I would like you to do is to slow down. If you get up earlier, you will have enough time for everything. Priority #1 is the board meeting/daily scripture meditation and your work with Blessed Mother Mary. She will guide you in all things that you will be doing for the Kingdom. Through your Mother, we will make great strides with you in your assignment. She is key to this work so don’t diminish her importance. Jesus listens to his Mother, as in the water to wine, he will listen to her requests for your assistance and all of us will work on this together. Yes, we will slay the dragon and humiliate Lucy by your meekness, littleness, and all will know that it is God Almighty who makes all things possible. In yourself you can do nothing, but with me, Anything is possible and all is by the power of Jesus Christ, your Lord and Savior.

Answer Q3-Just a little bit longer… December 8th will be here soon, and then you will be more and more assisted by me and the love of Jesus and the Holy Spirit. Your father is very happy that you are doing this renewal of your consecration. It is in accordance with His will for you. We know your heart wants to be who God wants you to be. I will help you with this. Spend time with me as you go about your day, include me along with the Holy Trinity. You will make great progress – especially after Dec. 8th. Your Advent retreat will help us all communicate with you much better. Journaling in this new way on the scriptures will open up new doors to God’s will and desires for your work. It is vital that we all keep communicating with each other to navigate these new waters.

You will win the lottery soon, but you must continue in this work of Board Meeting/Scripture meditations daily or we will be in a bad position in your mission. You must come to us to know the will of God for your life. You must listen closely and reread your notes so as to keep on the path. I will help you in every way. You don’t need to worry, only do your best each day. Enjoy the ride! All of heaven is excited for you! Excited for this great preparation for Christ’s Return! You are blessed to be a part of this work. We love you for saying “Yes” to God. Father is very pleased with you. Don’t doubt His love for you. His heart is bursting with love for you, Mar.

Thank you, you guys, I really appreciate your words, your help, and your insights. Next up, I will be reading the scriptures for the day, and then today I will use the first method of prays which is suggested from the workbook which says:

“Reflection Questions” What do you See,hear, smell, taste, feel and touch? Do I hear any questions in my heart? How do I experience Grace within Myself? How do I experience God’s Indwelling Spirit within me?

Readings: 3 Jeremiah 33:14-16

I feel awe and excitement for his return. The grace I’ve received in forgiveness helps me feel secure. I experience God’s indwelling Spirit within me by peace that surpasses all understanding. I feel grateful for his mercy and love. A question I hear in my heart is this: I don’t understand what is meant by

“In those days Judah shall be safe and Jerusalem shall dwell secure; this is what they shall call “her”: “The Lord our justice.”

Why is this in female reference and not “Him”? What does this scripture mean?

Psalm 25:4-5, 8-9, 10, 14

I didn’t see, hear, smell, taste or feel anything. I did hear the question in my heart, am I always on the right path? Am I humble enough to be taught his way? I feel gratitude that I have Friendship with The Lord, and am instructed according to His good will for me. I agree that The Lord has strengthened my heart in readying me for the Coming of my Lord Jesus. This is wonderful grace given to me by Jesus through Mary.

1 Thessalonians 3:12-4:2

I feel glad to be forgiven for my sins and to ready and strengthen my heart to be blameless in holiness before God and Father at the coming of my Lord Jesus with all his holy ones. Thank God for his unfathomable Divine Mercy! I feel His indwelling spirit in me through prayers of tongues, words, thoughts, and by being in His presence.

Luke 21:25-28m 34-36

I see Jesus talking to the disciples with love and a desire to calm us down, us here in this end times. He was speaking to me and others alive at this time. I feel happy that I will be able to escape the tribulations by being vigilant and prayers to give us the strength we need to stand before the Son of Man – only by the blood he shed, am I able to stand before Him. It makes me want to go to reconciliation more often! The question I have in my heart when reading this scripture is this: “Dad, will you help me guide others to safety in the heart of Jesus? Will you help me do your will in helping save souls? I want all of your children to be able to escape the tribulation and go to meet you in Heaven. Help me usher in your Holy Kingdom, Lord.”

Thank you, Holy Trinity. This time in scripture was very helpful in getting ready for tomorrow’s mass to begin this advent season. Help me do this faithfully each day. Give me the hour needed each day to fulfill this assignment. I love talking with you over the scriptures. Thank you for helping me with everything. I love you!

xo,

~amen.

November 27, 2015

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Thank you dear God, for helping me get through Thanksgiving without overeating or saying the wrong things to my family. Thank you for giving me a wonderful family, even if holidays are stressful. Family dynamics are complicated, but you saw me through. I am thankful that it is over, to be honest, because I feel so inadequate when we all get together. Help me in difficult moments, give me the right words to say. Thank you that you always are with me and love me even when I am not as loving as I would like to be. Thank you for your forgiveness and mercy. I am thankful that you see my heart and know that I mean no hard feelings. I only am not socially adept. Thank you for showing me what to do yesterday and for being with me, even though I didn’t pray. I am sorry I didn’t pray yesterday for your assistance. I know I would have dealt better with family if I would have. Thank you for your love. I can’t thank you enough for your Unfathomable Divine Mercy.

Q1-What could I have done better yesterday? I feel an anxious feeling in the air whenever we all get together.

Q2-What would you like me to do today and tomorrow while DB is gone? I would like to do something special either for you or him. Any ideas?

Q3-Mother Mary, I do not know how my mom can prepare for amazing holidays cooking like she does and making it all so fancy. I’m glad I helped out, but I’m ashamed to say, I would rather have a relaxing informal holiday- in order to get away from such a stressful time. I’m unfortunately, dreading Christmas because of the expectation, family interactive stressors, and busyness. I just want to relax in the love of Christ and celebrate your son’s birthday in peace. I know I’m being ungrateful and rude in thinking this, but I’m being honest here. I am so sorry. What can you tell me that will help me out with this? I know I would miss it if we didn’t all get together. One day we won’t have each other anymore, and I will miss everyone! . That makes me sad to think about. What should I do?

Answer Q1- You did your best. You deal with your family the best that you can. You have a lot of stress when you get together. I know. You don’t need to explain it all to me, I know everything that is happening. I see everything and understand your heart. You have insight and can feel what other people are thinking. Unfortunately, a lot of your insights are a little bit of paranoia stitched into your thinking. The tension was thick in the air, but you handled it just fine. Don’t worry what other people are thinking. It’s none of your business and you don’t need to concern yourself. Not everyone will like you. Not everyone will want the best for you or understand you- even your family at times. You really helped your mom out, and she was very grateful. They understand you have issues; they just don’t know what to say or how to deal with you and your issues. Unfortunately, they make it more difficult for you at holidays. I know holidays are hard for you. We will help you get through Christmas. Don’t worry about it. Enjoy your time with DB this advent. Celebrate Christmas this year with additional time devoted to him. We will get you through this. Just do your best and help your mom.

Answer Q2-Get through all the projects on your to do list. That will make you feel you accomplished much while he was gone and you will relax yourself by keeping busy and getting stuff done. Tomorrow when he comes home, enjoy yourselves Saturday Night and Sunday. Enjoy your time with him by trying not to tell him what to do. Make his time blessed by trying to be more loving and kind this advent. Focus on him and his needs more this Christmas. Try not to stress him out.

Answer Q3–Enjoy yourself! Enjoy time with your parents and relax more around your family. Try not to worry about what they are thinking. Focus on DB this Christmas and also help your mom again. She really, really appreciates it. You will have informal holidays later in your life, when you are in charge of them, but for now you really need to be more appreciative, more helpful and maybe have a drink to relax a bit! 🙂 hahahaha… Don’t you know that all you are feeling is normal?!!

All families have issues like you have. Don’t worry. Just try to not take it so seriously. Laugh more, and enjoy yourself. Take shifts to help out your mom so you can enjoy your dad; spending a few minutes with him and also UM. Don’t work too hard… but help your mom when she needs help. A fine balance… 🙂

I will be with you and you will have a glorious Advent and nothing will ruin Christmas if you don’t let it bother you. Relax, I said it again. Relax.

Prayers: Thank you for all your help. I feel better now. I thought I disappointed you yesterday. I thought maybe I said something, or did something, or didn’t do something – I felt badly about yesterday. I left after dishes were done and felt like leaving was rude. I don’t thinks so, You really helped me out with what you just told me. I am sorry I am not appreciative enough. I am sorry I don’t like the way mom wants to celebrate so fancy. I’m sorry I am so sensitive. Help me not think this way anymore. Help me relax at holidays. Thank you so much for knowing my heart and for telling me you were not disappointed. That’s all that matters; your approval and love. Thank you that you are merciful and understand everything like no one else does. Love you!!!

xo,

~amen.

November 26, 2015

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Thank you so much for all the gifts you give us. Thank you for family, friends, for my sponsor Children, for a loving husband, for health, prosperity, joy for life, good times with great people. Thank you for safe travels, a beautiful day today, good food, thank you for always hearing me and for making me laugh. Thank you for your unfathomable goodness and divine Mercy through your son, Jesus. Thanks, Dad, for finding a way to get all your children back. Thank you that you are in charge, not me. Thank you for leading me in the right direction and for having your way in my life. You have good plans for me, and I am so glad to be a part of your plans. Help me to follow your lead and to wait on your word.

Q1-Will you help me to control myself today at Mom’s house with all the incredible food today, Thanksgiving. Help me to lose weight, It’s such a source of frustration to me. I try and try but get nowhere. I forget each resolve. I go for the unhealthy foods, but want to eat your nutritious fruits and vegetables. Help me one day at a time, right? Is this an important agenda you have for me to do?

Q2-When I fall and try to get up again, will you give me the strength to continue in your will? I need your help in this life. Doing your will should be clear to me, but I doubt myself when I try to find your will. I’m so unworthy for your amazing blessings. Help me be more loving and grateful. Help me start again: Today and every day. Thank you for a new day. To show my appreciation to you, please help me do daily works of mercy: Word, Deed and prayer- for another person. OK?

Q3-If I don’t win the lottery, will I still be able to work your plan? Is there something I’m missing here? Should I keep playing in 2016? We are going on the 8th year of lottery games – thinking it’s your will that I win… always hoping and believing I will win. Thinking that I am doing your will in playing. Knowing it sounds crazy, thinking you want me to play and to continue playing. Should I stop if I don’t win by 2016? One more month of playing… I’m considering that maybe this isn’t your will. What do you want me to do?

Answer Q1– I want you to be healthy. You are healthy. Your lab tests show fantastic health. You don’t need to worry so much about this. Try to stay away from the rich foods today and enjoy the healthiest choices. Don’t beat yourself up. Do your best. You will lose the weight in 2016. We will work on this together. Don’t worry so much. Have a fasting day 2x per week. This will help.

Answer Q2– I always give you the strength you need. I will help you start again each day as new opportunities open up before you. I will make my way clear to you. You won’t get lost on your path – it will be clear. You are growing each day for my glory. I will help you do works of mercy each day. I will prompt you to what I would like you to do. Help your mom today!

Answer Q3- Don’t worry about it, don’t try to figure it all out. I got this! I am in control. You will be where you need to be and you will have all that you need when you need it. You are my living enterprise, and God cannot fail!!! Keep playing 😉

Have fun. 😉

Prayers: Thank you, Lord for your goodness. Thank you for making me laugh in church today, your word was hilarious. You made me shed a tear in joy that you spoke to me. I love that you talk to me! I know I seem to others (if I tell them) That you crack me up so bad, I for sure am experiencing mental illness symptoms… I know better. I know you like to make me laugh. You are the most awesome Father! I love you! Thank you so much for all you do for me. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy! Thank you for priests, bless them all with your love and peace. Thank you for family. Help me appreciate them always especially today. Help us not be stressed out. Help me be a blessing to others, especially my mom. She works so hard at Holidays, making amazing food for us and creating special celebrations. She is amazing! Help my UM get through this life with peace and joy, long life. Help him deal with the alzheimer symptoms with your help and love all around him. Bless my sponsor children with love, joy, peace, and all their needs to be met. Love them in a special way, sharing laughter in each of their days.

xo!

~Amen.

November 25, 2015

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Thank you for giving me so many options to grow spiritually, help me be faithful in completing all that you have given me to do. Thank you for giving me time to do it all. Thank you for family and time spent with them over the holidays. Thank you for safe travels for us all. Thank you for a beautiful day today, the sky is so blue, sun is shining and I have all day to spend with you. Thank you that you see my heart and know that I am trying my best. Thank you for blessing me in so many ways.

Q1- I feel rushed around with all the projects I am currently working on: Marian Consecration, Advent Retreat for busy people, Spiritual Direction meetings, Consoling the heart of Jesus workbook, Magnificat daily scriptures, Praying the Rosary and Chaplet of Divine Mercy, Novena for Divine Mercy, then the mass/blessing for consecration on Dec 8th, then the Induction to Divine Mercy Group on Dec 13th, … what else? Oh, Catholic Daughters of America meets soon also. I think I’m missing something. oh, yes: Board Meetings Daily. Have I become unbalanced? I think maybe. What would you like me to maybe put off until January? Help, my head is swimming a bit.

Q2-Mom, will you promise to help me get to where you want me to be? Will you guide me, so that I will be more loving and peaceful? I can’t wait for December 8th- I need you to order my life for Jesus.

Q3-Holy Trinity, you know I am doing my best, how can I do better? I feel like my best isn’t good enough. I am impatient, rude to my parents sometimes, I don’t feel like you are in charge of my actions but rather, it’s me ruling. I don’t want to rule. I want you to have your way with me. I can’t change myself without your help. I am asking. I am begging, won’t you please change me to a person I can be proud of. Make me a loving Christian that is filled with your Divine Holy Spirit. Make me smaller, and you greater… in me.

Answer to Q1–Send Catholic Daughters an email apologizing for not being able to come to the meetings but would like to help out with their charities this winter. Find out who to make the check out to. Mail it in. Also the Consoling the Heart of Jesus workbook needs to be done in January instead of Christmas. Your gift to Jesus for his Birthday, instead, will be the Retreat for Busy People for Advent. You will enjoy that and grow spiritually. You will find a wonderful practice for the rest of your life. Scripture studies daily with the many different ways to go about it will be a treasure for you that you won’t want to give up. It’s not too much to do the rest. I will help you. Just do your best.

Answer to Q2- I will be in your life in a definite presence for you, but you need to rededicate yourself daily by talking with me. Growing with me leading you. I am excited also for Dec. 8th. You are making wonderful progress to understand how this all works. I will help you; you will be more loving and peaceful. All of heaven is excited for you. You will find much rest in my heart and Jesus loves all that your are doing in preparation for Dec 8th. Don’t worry. Just do your best. I will line up all things for you and your journey.

Answer to Q3- Mar, we are all helping you and always have been with you. You are finally becoming aware of the need for a relationship with Blessed Mother. She will help you do better. She will give you the grace to be patient, loving, charitable, and a person you will be more proud of- a person that shines like the sun in love of God. We will fill you more each day with the spirit of love. You will become less, and we will be greater in you. Don’t worry. Don’t try to hurry and force anything. Go with the flow and enjoy the ride. We love you, Mar. Don’t stress about anything, but instead trust God’s will and way for your life. You will be where you need to be. Really, you need to breathe in God and breathe out your stress, impatience and false self.

Prayers: Thank you for your help and guidance. Thank you for helping me with my schedule for December. I think it will be good to put off Consoling Heart Jesus to January. Also, thank you for reminding me to mail in my check to Catholic Daughters of America; that is the least I can do for my group. Thanks mom, for being the key person that is in charge of changing me to look more like Jesus. Help me grow quickly in God’s love for others. Help me remember to do a Word, Deed, or Prayer each day. Please bless Sr. C with her needs, her healing, her intentions and our time together this advent. Please give my Dad and Mom, DB and me, long life- prosperity, help us all do your will.

Please remember my request is still out there for an investor for EPP, Inc. A lottery jackpot or maybe something better that you have in mind… Help me complete my mission and assignment. Show me what to do each day. Please bless all the people that I wanted to pray for, who I cannot think of with my memory impaired. Here are a few I remember: for BN’s quick recovery, TD and her family, for J’s leg to be healed, for M’s health and happiness, for Mom’s intentions, for C’s job situation, For G’s new job, for S’s recovery and health, for all the people on the St.M Prayer request list, for all priests and seminarians- especially in our diocese. For safe travels over the holidays for my family, friends, and our church members. For my work to be successful. For my clients to sell their products. For my dad’s clients and the clients to come quickly. For my dad’s health – strengthen his heart, clear out excess cholesterol and fat from his blood, give him nourishment that his cells need, renew and regenerate all his organs, and help him lose weight supernaturally and completely. For all these, and for the intentions of Pope Francis. For anyone I am forgetting. For all the lost souls, the souls in purgatory that you all come to the light and glory of Heaven. Also, to the saints- please pray for me.

xo!

~Amen.

November 22, 2015

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Gratitude: Thank you so much for leading me to Sr. C. I am so grateful and excited for the “Busy Person’s Advent Retreat”. I am even more excited that she would be available to be my Spiritual Director after Advent going forward. Yay! Thank you for sending me help! (I need it! lol) Thank you for the gorgeous snow and ice covered trees, crystal white snow and blue sky on my walk with C this afternoon. Bless C and help her through her mourning and legal battles. Show her the way she should go. Give her peace and strength. She loves you so much. Thank you for new friends, your love shining forth in our days. Thank you that your coming is so near. Bless all your children that are offering themselves for your service. Show us all what we can do for you. Live in our life’s daily work and show us the blessed be God forever! Thank you that I am alive at this incredible time of your return. Thank you for saying you will be able to use me for some service. Thank you for being my Father, Dad- you amaze me. I can hardly get my brain wrapped around the fact that you love me and have great plans for my life. Please help me along the path, showing me each step at a time, but please give me a heads up on things I need to be aware of. Thank you that you are in control and thanks for keeping me informed with what I need to do each day for you and your Kingdom. I am at your service. Thank you that you won’t let me get lost or too much off track. Thank you that you say I am your living enterprise. I am honored to be a part of your plans.

Q1- Mom, will you put my heart in your heart so I can love Jesus more purely and more beautifully? Also, will you lend me your heart so I can love other people more in accordance with the love of God? I need help because I don’t know how to love others more completely. I am so inadequate. I hurt people when I don’t want to. Help me not be self-focused. Help me see Jesus in other people. Help me not get distracted with the illness trying to show me evil in others, help me see God in them instead. Please correct my heart and keep me safe in your love with the Holy Spirit guiding me and showing me how to love better.

Q2- Dad, you see the struggles I go through each day. You know I’m doing my best, but could you tell me something that I need to know that will help me do a better job? What should I consider that will bring me closer to the person that you want me to be?

Q3– Jesus, I love you. I want to love you more. Will you help me with this dilemma? What do I need to do and what do I need to know that you could share with me for this enormously important desire?

Answer Q1- On December 8th at your ceremony for Consecration to Jesus through (me) Mary- I will put your heart into my holy heart and I will also lend you my heart. You will notice me interiorly and your desire to love others will improve drastically and will grow each day. You will rapidly change and grow in love towards others. I will have your heart inside my holy heart; keeping it safe, transforming your prayers and love for Jesus more perfectly. Keep offering your merits and prayers to Jesus through me, your mother, and I will make them beautiful and perfect as an offering to the Holy Trinity. Also, we sent you Sr. C this advent so that you will prepare more completely for Jesus’ birthday party and his coming into Earth. She will be instrumental in helping you grow. She will keep you on track and assist in helping you love others and God more fully.

Answer Q2- You will become the person I want you to be. Just doing your best is all I ask. You will become that person: Do you know what that means? Holy. I know you don’t consider yourself “Holy” and even have a hard time imagining yourself “Holy”. Believe me, you are on your way.

I don’t understand, Let me Google it: Google Question: “Is being holy even possible, since only God is holy?”

Answer: Holiness is not only a possibility for the Christian; holiness is a requirement. “Without holiness no one will see the Lord” (Hebrews 12:14). The difference between God and us is that He is inherently holy while we, on the other hand, only become holy in relationship to Christ and we only increase in practical holiness as we mature spiritually. The New Testament emphasizes the pursuit of holiness in this world and the final attainment of holiness in the world to come.

To be “holy” means that we are, first of all, “set apart for honorable use.” Whereas we were “once foolish, disobedient, led astray, slaves to various passions and pleasures . . . God our Savior . . . saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit” (Titus 3:3-5; cf. 1 Corinthians 6:11). The Lord took the initiative to pull us out of our former lifestyles. He saved us, cleansed us, and set us apart for righteousness. If we have believed in Christ for salvation, we have been washed by the regeneration of the Holy Spirit and set apart from the world for godliness (see Romans 12:2).

If you want more help along the way Mar- in order to hurry this holy process, you should do 3 things:

#1- Go to reconciliation weekly.

#2-Consecration to Jesus through Mary (Do this as best you can each day to December 8th) Also, finish “Consoling The Heart of Jesus” Workbook by Christmas.

#3-Continue to meet with Sr. C through Advent and going into 2016. (She will be your spiritual director, I have lined up everything you need for this journey.)

Answer Q3– Mar, I love you so much. If you only knew the depths of my love for you… you would have no problem loving me even more than you do now. If you want to love me more, and I know you do, all you need to do is follow the suggestions above, but also please spend more time with me in silence. I will fill you up with my Holy Spirit and you will then more completely and physically feel my love for you. I will fill you up with my love. This will help you also in your desire to love others more fully with the heart of Christ. You can’t give away what you don’t have. So, be sure to take time to be with me. The Holy Trinity will be able to transform you with our love. Take the time each day. A good time is right before you go to sleep and as you wake up in the morning. Take 15 minutes to just rest with me and soak up my love for you. I want you to feel my heart’s love for you. I promise, you won’t want to miss out on your time with me, once you get in the habit of doing this with me. Put it onto your calendar until you get used to it. I know you are super busy. This will help you deal with your schedule and make your day more productive, loving, peaceful, and holy.

Prayers: Thank you so much, dear God, and Mom. I really need your help with all of this. Show me the way each day. Help me change my schedule and be faithful to your ideas. Teach me love. Help me give my heart to you, Mother Mary. I believe you will help me along this path. Pray for me, that I may be made worthy of the promises of Christ. Help me do your will. Help me become Holy and a true friend of God. Show me each step to take. Thank you for your assistance. I want to do your will. Please help me remain stable this Advent. I don’t want to become sick. I know balance is important, so please help me with that. Thank you for this beautiful winter day and for your love. Please help me love with the heart of Mary, pure, perfect in love and charity for others.

xo!

~Amen.

November 21, 2015

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Thank you for the beautiful views we have of the lake, the snow, and trees which are coated with pure white snow. Thank you for the delicious lunch and for helping me get back onto the “Eat to Live Plan”. Thank you for helping me get off sugar, help me more each day, please. Thank you for my sweet, sweet husband who I love with all my heart. Thank you for fun and loving parents. Thank you for the furnace working so well. Thank you for such a great life. Thank you for the happiness and joy you put into my heart. Thank you for saving my soul and redeeming me so I don’t have to go to Hell. Thank you that you have good plans for me. Thank you for helping me be who you want me to be. Thank you for working in my life changing me each day to be more like you, Jesus. Help me be more compassionate and loving.

Q1- Why me? Why do you give me this great honor of being your daughter; loved and cared by you guys in such an amazing way? I am so undeserving of this love and attention.

Q2- What can I do between now and Christmas that would be a good gift for Jesus? What should I do to prepare for his birthday and give to him as a gift from my heart to baby Jesus?

Q3- Dad, what is the most favorite thing that you like to see from your children? What can I strive to do daily that you would enjoy and appreciate I do for you?

Answer Q1– Mar, of course a good Father and Mother love their children unconditionally. Why wouldn’t your heavenly parents love you even more completely? Yes, you are right- you don’t deserve this love and attention; love isn’t earned. It is given freely. It is unconditional and the depth of our love for you is endless. The Holy Trinity has you in the palm of our hands. You will one day be able to share with the world the unfathomable love and divine mercy that is available to all our children. You will extend our love to others by many miracles from EPP, Inc- Music from your amazing Shamrock Studios, Trinity Phone application, and the ushering in of our Holy Loving Kingdom. None of the miracles, love and affection is deserved- it is all given freely by the sacred heart of Jesus. If it wasn’t for his dying on the cross to take away sins- none of this would be possible. All my children would be on route to hell because Legally speaking, Lucifer would have rights to my kid’s souls. I could not let that happen. It won’t happen. It’s all done. It’s all taken care of by Jesus. We are happy to let you in on our plans for the last days of redemption.

Answer Q2- What we would like you to do is finish your consecration to Jesus through Mary. Do that faithfully and present yourself after mass on December 8th with the group. Officially offering yourself to the Holy Spirit and Mary’s will for you. Then, after December 8th, I would like you to look into the act of dedication to the sacred heart of Jesus. The book “Consoling the Heart of Jesus” has the program I would like you to complete between now and Christmas. By doing these 2 acts of love, we would be very appreciative and happy to receive as a gift of love from you to us.

Answer Q3-The thing you could do for me to show your love to me, would be an act of mercy each day. Complete at least one act of mercy each day in the form ofeither, Deed, Word, or Prayer.

“I am giving you three ways of exercising mercy toward your neighbor:

the first — by deed, the second — by word, the third — by prayer. In these three degrees is contained the fullness of mercy, and it is an unquestionable proof of love for Me. By this means a soul glorifies and pays reverence to My mercy.”

Prayers: Please help me prepare for Christmas and to complete the gifts you requested. Help me be a better person. Give me a tender heart for the hurting, the poor, for sinners, and the people you want me to help. Show me the way to your heart. Help my heart expand with the Love you give me and give to others through me. Prepare my heart for service to you. Strengthen me, give me wisdom and patience, courage to be myself always, possess me completely for your plans to become true. Heal the broken hearted on earth. Show us your love and mercy to each person individually so that they all can come to know you. Let the light of your kingdom break through the darkness of this world. Use me for your purposes. Help me become the person you have in mind and show me the way each day. Remind me each day to complete at least one act of mercy as i promise to do my best. I love you! Help me make a good Consecration to Jesus through Mary and then also help me to do your program “Consoling the Heart of Jesus”.

xoxoxoxo!

~amen.

November 20, 2015

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Thank you Jesus for making a way for me. For loving me unconditionally and putting up with me. For your amazing grace, forgiveness, and Mercy- oh Jesus, you are my reason for living. You rescued me and saved me from myself. Your love is forever unconditional, amazing and true. I’ve done nothing to deserve you; you pulled me from the pit of hell. I don’t deserve your love. No matter what I’ve done, what other people have done, no matter how grave the sin- you love us at all times. I can’t comprehend your love. Your mercy is unfathomable. No greater love has the world ever experienced. Help me share your love. You are my mighty savior, no greater love in the world for your friends. Praise to Jesus, Praise to Almighty Father, Praise God trinity. Blessed be God forever. Special extra praise out to the Holy Spirit! You never leave my side, you never fail me. You guide me, pray with me, help me grove in your love and you are the silliest, most wonderful friend. Holy Trinity- you are the power of love that we need. Come, Holy Spirit, enkindle our hearts with the fire of your love. Spread your love across the earth; give us all a new birth. Save us from ourselves. Thank you, for hearing my prayers.

Q1- Holy Spirit, how do you put up with us? How do you manage to love us all when there are so many indifferent to you? In the world, there is so much ingratitude and confusion about your love.

Q2- Blessed Mother, sometimes when I look back, I am ashamed of my life. Please don’t let me disappoint Jesus again. Help me be pure and do His will. Will you come to me through the Holy Spirit living in you, your spouse the Holy Spirit, and live in me? If you possess me (along with the Holy Spirit) I think I would feel much better knowing and doing God’s will. I don’t want to miss one move of His Spirit. If you will come to me with your grace, I would be so very much appreciative and glad to finally become who God wants me to be. I know I may never get there, but with your help, I know I can go much further towards becoming a saint. I just want to be used. I don’t care about any kind of title given by the church- no; I only want to be perfect as Jesus is perfect. Actually, I don’t know if that is possible, I really just want to aim high and strive to be the very best version of myself as possible. Will you take the job of possessing me along with the Holy Spirit? Mom, make me worthy to serve in a beautiful pure way so as to advance His Kingdom along with you.

Q3-Jesus, I have a question about last night when I was talking with DB about wanting to be a part of whatever God is doing in the world. (How I would like to assist in ushering in God’s Holy Kingdom.) Jesus, will DB be on board with your plans for me? I don’t want him to be against everything that you call me to do. I put you first, though, and Jesus- whatever happens, I only want to please you, be used by you. Could you please work on DB so that he will be moved in his heart to cooperate with you also, in all that you call us to be, please watch over and heal our relationship with your life-giving Spirit.

Answer Q1- I am able to deal with the world because I know how it ends… The Father will not lose even one of his beloved children!!! They may be ungrateful or confused, but soon, Mar, very soon- all will be revealed. Jesus’ love and friendship will sweep the earth in waves of love mightier than all the oceans of the world. It’s going to be amazing. People don’t know all that’s ahead and how incredibly awesome it is going to be. You will help usher in this love. You don’t need to worry about failing in your mission because I am with you and will guide your every movement. I will give you songs to sing and love to bring. I will possess you and it will be awesome! You are going to love seeing what I’m up to next. Each day will be like unwrapping a gift from God. It will be better than you could eve imagine. Keep looking towards your heart because that is where I dwell. You will have my power working through you and it will be a great victory over evil in the world. Jesus conquered Lucy, it’s mop-up time! We will wash the earth of Lucy’s scum with Jesus’ healing light.

Answer Q2- Yes, Mar. I promise I will possess you as long as you wish. Just know that sin will disconnect my way of working with you, so go to reconciliation often. Once a week would be a good goal to achieve. Don’t go more than two weeks without this purification. Then also, try to see how long you can go without sinning once you go to confession and remain pure as long as you can. Pray for my help daily. I will be with you. You are my special assignment. I am so glad you asked for my help. I am so thrilled to be of service to my son, Jesus. He is very glad also, that you want me to work through you. Also, keep asking for graces to be bestowed to you. I have much more for you. Everywhere you go, grace will be right there. Everywhere you turn, everywhere you look, everywhere you turn, everywhere, I will be everywhere chasing you down with goodness.

🙂

Answer Q3–I am always looking over your marriage. Pray even more, pray daily- for your marriage. It will become the most amazing love ever conceived of in the history of humanity. BUT, you must pray diligently for this. Pray, pray, pray and then pray more for DB, for your marriage. Pray that his heart be moved in love for Jesus. Pray that DB starts going to mass again. Pray that you can find humor in the quirks and love that part of DB also. Pray for peace and that you don’t get frustrated with some of his comments. Pray to look past limitations or challenges that you come across in your marriage. Laugh more, love more, be more patient, and don’t expect anything. That way, you will not be let down. Love him unconditionally. Love him strong and true, pure and holy. Love him, as you adore him each day. Be grateful for him more and more each day. Your love will overcome all obstacles. The worst is over and better days, much better amazing days- are just ahead of you. Don’t give up. DB will be on board with the plans God has for you. God’s plans for both of you are amazing. You could never imagine how much fun you are about to have. His plans are going to come true. Nothing can stop the plans God has for his children that love him. Be glad. You will have all you need for your assignment. God has graced you and graced DB with love and good plans! Operate in your grace and you will be prosperous, used mightily by God and you will help usher in God’s Kingdom. THIS IS IT! You are almost there… hang in, Mar!

Prayers: Thank you, God. Thank you Holy Trinity and blessed mom. I love you guys so much. Beloved saints, please pray for me. Pray for my will to be one with God’s will. Thank you that the world will sing with one voice and become united with His holy will. Thank you that you are covering over me with you love. I need you. Come through in all my days, come through for me- help me serve you more faithfully and with a pure heart. I need your love. I want your every wish to come true. I pray your Kingdom Come, Your Will be Done!

xo!!!

~amen!

November 19, 2015

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Thank you for our furnace is in good working condition for the winter. Please help it remain in working condition. Thank you for our new roof, please help keep the water outside going forward. Thank you for our beautiful paint job on the cathedral ceiling and for getting all the mold out of our home. Thank you for healthy nutritious food. Help me eat less of it. Thank you for your help in organizing my life so that I am productive and peaceful. Thank you for doctors that are able to help us with health problems. Please guide doctors in doing the best they can do for their patients. Please help people lose weight that need to lose. Help our nation regain health through proper nutrition. Thank you for your love and unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you for your forgiveness. Help me have a good confession this Saturday afternoon. Thank you for giving us your Holy Eucharist, help us receive it faithfully and gratefully.

Q1- Dad, thank you for your encouragement on playing the lotto. I really needed the hint… 17… you are amazing! I know you are in control, but it seems so impossible to finally win. Will you help me remain faithful in hoping and planning on your investment? You’re still going to invest in EPP, Inc.? (I hope so!!!)

Q2- Jesus, thank you so much for forgiving me for all those things I am ashamed of. I know that when you were getting the lashes by the guards that you saw into the future and felt sorrow for the sins I’ve committed against you in my lifetime. I am so sorry and grateful to you for wiping them all away! I am so sad to have caused you pain and just wanted to thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. Could you tell me if there is anything else that I should be confessing? I want to be pleasing to you free of stain – holy and pure from the stripes you paid for my redemption. What should I confess that I haven’t thought of yet? You know my heart better than even I do.

Q3- Holy Spirit, will you help me be guided in the choices I made each day. Everything from what I eat or don’t eat to each thing that I speak or think of. Guide me to love more. Will you help me more? I need to be closer to you, to hear you better and to follow you each minute of the day. I want your spirit, your love, to possess me through the guidance of my dear mother, your spouse. I want to be an instrument in her hands to collectively work towards slaying the dragon, Lucy. Momma is wearing her combat boots and I want to join in her mission. Thank you, God, for the help to Jesus through Mary in coordination with the spirit. Holy Spirit, will you make me worthy to join in your battle against Lucy and his armies? I know Jesus beat him on the cross, but there are so many people on earth now that need to be redeemed. I want to help expand your Kingdom to the greatest extent possible. I want to help souls come to Christ and be saved. I don’t wish anyone to burn in hell for all of eternity. Oh, Happy Spirit, will you help me by guiding me, possessing me, and lovingly showing me each step to take?

Answer Q1–Ha, hahahah…. you saw that 17 again. I knew you would appreciate that. The answer is yes. Emphatically I say, YES! I will invest but it is supposed to be a surprise gift, so I can’t tell you when. Just know that it will be perfect- A Perfect gift given at the most perfect time. I am the author of time and so you don’t need to worry about becoming late in the game. Everything is all planned out in detail; Every last detail is planned, so don’t worry. Don’t hurry. Don’t fret. Most of all, Mar, don’t ever doubt. You must believe in your heart that you have already received it and also keep asking, hoping, praying for your answer to arrive. Ok?

OK, Dad! Thank you!!! That is awesome! I love living with regard to your plans and being part of your plans. It’s exciting, even if DB hates that I keep talking about the lottery, I love you and will never give up. It’s hard sometimes, but I am sure you will make it all worth the wait. All good things come to those who wait on The Lord. Just remember, Dad, it’s been since 2008 so that means 7 earth years. I know that it probably only seems like a minute to you, but really, it’s been a long, long, time for me. Not to complain or anything, but man, Dad- it’s tiring. But you give me the strength to go on each day in love and in hope. Thank you! I love being a part of your redemption plans. Help me be the instrument you can use for your Holy purposes.

Answer Q2- You make good confessions. Your inventory and giving it away in to Fr. D was a turning point in your path towards your holiness. You made a wonderful and searching list of mistakes and were very sorry for them all. You went back to when you were 4 years old and covered your life to now. You have a few areas that you know we are working on. Namely: swearing, pride, and controlling issues. You have come a long way. Keep making a living amends. Ask me and the other people involved for forgiveness when you realize you’ve made a mistake. You could go to confession weekly or bimonthly, which would help move you along the path more quickly. You are doing a wonderful job. You are beautiful, completely pure, holy and free of stain when you come out of confession. It will help you get over your struggles to grow holier each week. Remember when you go to mass, when you cross yourself with holy water at the door entrance to church, that is one way of cleansing yourself from venial sin if you ask for forgiveness for specific things. This will also help keep you clean of sin. Keep up the good fight. Keep striving for holiness. Ask Mother to help you each day. Ask the saints to pray for you. You keep forgetting to ask for help. It is very important that you ask for all of our help.

Answer Q3- Yes, I will guide you, but you need to work on a few things in order to have me more extensively in your daily choices. You need to remain pure for me to work perfectly in you. So, continue going to confession, and go more frequently. You will be “possessed” by me through Mary but there are a few things that need to be worked through first. Prayer will get you there. Look towards me at all times. Look for my lead. Ask me what you should do. I will come through for you. Sing in tongues all the time. In your mind or out loud if you can. When you do this, your spirit is with me in prayer to the Father. Perfect prayer such as this will do more good to you than 24 hours of praying on your own efforts alone. This prayer will gain everything for you and for the Kingdom. Don’t be afraid to sing out. It will be beautiful and many people around the world will hear you praising God in their own native tongue, just like in Pentecost. Sing out, dear Mar! I will be able to help you, guide you, and lead you to your destiny with this special lovely prayer. Sing in tongues, look towards me each minute, and trust me. I want only the best for you and you know that what God wants, God Gets! (And you want what God wants, right? Right!) So be glad, sing out, and don’t worry about a thing. This is going to be amazing! Wonderful and truly FANTASTICAL! We love you, Mar. Keep looking to the light with your shining smile.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for all you’re doing for me. I love you guys. Help me remember these things: Go to confession more often, sing in tongues at all times whenever possible, ask for help in my daily prayers, believe and know that God likes my proposal for EPP, Inc and promises to help me by investing. Be grateful and smile with my shining smile looking to the light at all times. Love Wins. It’s that simple. Jesus Rocks and Jesus kicked Lucy’s butt — we’re going to finish off this last little battle, kick out Satan and usher in God’s glorious Kingdom. Help me be who you want me to be. Equip me with all graces needed to pursue this dream of mine and help me be guided. Give me hope, faith, long endurance, patience, wisdom, love, charity, and work all things for the glory of GOD, the Father Almighty- from whom all good things come. Bring home all your sons and daughters, I beg.

~amen. xo!

November 18, 2015

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Thank you: Thank you for a great guitar/songwriting lesson. I learned lots and am excited to rewrite the music for Away in A Manger. Help me do a good job and have fun with it! Thank you for the funds to be able to take lessons again. I really enjoy it! Thank you for talent and patience of my instructor. Thank you for a wonderful day. Mass early this morning and then Divine Mercy Group met. I really love the people that are offering the program and the other members are sweet people, too. Thanks for showing me the way back to the Catholic Faith and for all the opportunities that they offer. Thank you for helping C and for finding her a safe home to live in until things settle down for her. God bless MP.for helping her and for being a wonderful example of Christian love and works. Thank you for my job. Thank you for my Sponsor, E. She is perfect sponsor for me, very kind and helpful, understanding and not pushy or judgmental. She also understands Mental illness and is very knowledgeable and insightful. I’m so blessed! Thank you!!!!

Q1-If I give myself fully to you, Mother, will you protect me from any physical intrusion of Lucy- what I mean is, if I ask you to take full control over me with the Holy Spirit, what if I get scared? What if I feel like it isn’t you or the Holy Spirit, but scared that the devil is possessing me? I want to be possessed only by God! Giving complete control over to Him (and through your will and guidance) But what of the devil and his tricks? Can you promise me that I will never be controlled by the devil????? I really need to know. Will you help me understand? What does Louis Montfort mean? (in the 33 days to Morning Glory booklet; day 14 to be possessed by the Holy Spirit) He says: If people are able to be possessed by the devil, why couldn’t God possess us through the Holy Spirit… I want God to possess me completely! But, I’m scared of Satan’s trickery and need reassurance.

Q2-Mom, blessed Mother Mary, help me get to you, to love you more, to trust you completely… help me pray, help me in my sorrow, help me do God’s will, show me the way to love Jesus properly, help your child who needs you so much. Help me be humble, patient, loving, kind, and wise. Can you give me these graces? Can you give me all the graces that God has in store for me? Any leftovers from others, I’d take them, too if it’s ok with you… 🙂

Q3-Mom, I really want to be the best person I can be and in my mind that would mean to be a saint. Now, I know I am the furthest from that and have such a long way to go. Will you help me on my journey to strive for perfection (which I know is impossible until I reach heaven) Help me be the best version of myself. Would you mold me into a person that Jesus could be proud of to call his bride? Can you help me become that person?

AnswerQ1-I will always protect you. NOTHING will happen to you that your Father does not give His approval. Satan cannot possess you with the trinity, me- your mother and the angels all watching over you. You are in good hands. I love you and want you to know that you have nothing to worry about in this area. Now, people may call you possessed in their confusion. The world has never seen the things that you are about to do, so they will be very worried, confused, and lashing out claiming you to be possessed by the devil. But you need to know that in no way will the devil have access to your physical movements. You will never be possessed by the devil. You don’t need to worry about that. People will spread rumors and talk, but that is just to be offered up to the foot of the cross and add your suffering to Jesus’ passion as a sweet offering to your Father Almighty. Many souls will be freed from their misery with these offerings. Always offer up sufferings for lost souls. Many will be saved from hell with your (and other people’s) sufferings being offered up to the foot of the cross.

Answer Q2- Mar, I love you. Thank you for asking for graces. Many people never ask for their graces, and then they go wasted… until someone like you asks for them. So, yes, I have many graces for you. You will be opening up each as a gift. None will be lost. In time, you will see the fruit of them upon your life. You have grown so much in the spirit realm that if you look back a few years, you will see that you already have receive many graces from Jesus through my hands. I give out God’s graces with pure joy. When someone asks for them, I am thrilled that I get to give them a gift from the heart of Jesus to their heart. You will be receiving the gifts you asked for in due time. You also have many other graces coming that you had not thought of yet, it’s going to be fun to watch you grow in the next years.

Answer Q3– Yes, I will help you. The graces you receive will be the means for the outcome of spiritual growth and holiness. Your mother hears all your prayers. I will grant them to you with joy. Keep rededicating yourself to Jesus through me, and you will make quick progress. It takes a lot of prayer and work to understand what this all means for you and to be diligent daily with this is important. I will help you if you ask. Start each day with a greeting to your Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit, your angels, and the saints and to me. We will be with you and can only help you if you ask us… so, don’t forget us in your prayers. Jesus loves you and his passion wipes all your sins away… he sees you pure when you go to confession regularly. Just try your best and the rest will follow. I will help you. We love you. You are in good hands.

Prayer Requests: Gentle Mother, Gentle Dove: Teach me wisdom. Teach me love. I am so happy that I started the Board Meetings- I am really enjoying and getting so much out of it. It is imperative that we continue these meetings; please help me continue them faithfully each day. I love you guys, you’re the best!!!

~amen.

November 17, 2015

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Thank you for the delicious vegetable, yummy tomato soup, seed, and walnuts. Thank you for helping me get through the grocery store without buying anything not on my list of healthy foods for the week. Thank you for my DB- honey pie. Thank you for my sweet mom and crazy funny and out of this world dad. Thank you for my time with them. Thank you for MP. and the Divine Mercy Group. Thank you for SMP. I love the people there and also for all the available mass. Celebrating you at mass is my favorite time of the week. I should take advantage of it and go more than 2x week. Help me find time to go. Help me sleep earlier and get up in time for 7am mass. I love you. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Daddy and thank you my sweet, sweet Holy Spirit. Trinity Rocks!

Q1- I feel like I’m running in circles sometimes. I have so many things I want to do, am I over booking my days and not leaving enough time with you?

Q2- Mom, could you help me to not sin? Would you protect my mind from the darts of fire that Lucy is shooting into my thoughts- I always try to catch him in the act, help me to not miss protecting myself and help me defend myself?

Q3- What do you say about us winning the jackpot in the Powerball tomorrow night?

Answer to Q1– You will soon have much more time… hint hint. So, don’t worry if you can’t get to it all. Tennis, guitar, church, adoration, DMG, writing poetry/songs, reading, walking/jogging, house management: shopping, laundry, dishes, cleaning… run your business…it’s a little overwhelming I know-but I’d like to spend more time with you. I know it is a lot on your plate along with working 5 -6 hours a day. I have a great idea: Do all these things with me in your awareness. Focus on me and I will help you get through each day. You will go through it all as a joy.

Yes, Father-God! That would make everything even so much better! I LOVE living with you!

Answer to Q2- Asking and you will receive. Yes, Mar, I would love to help you with this challenge. You are doing a good job of catching some of the thoughts he has put in your mind, but prayer will always help. I will talk with your angels and Jesus, we will be more vigilant to help you in this area. Expect less darts, and the ones that do get through to you, I will help you catch in the act. What you need to do when you notice thoughts that don’t agree with Jesus’ teaching, just pray this prayer: “Scratch that, I don’t agree with this thought. Blessed be Jesus forever!” If you do this, you should expect less darts – much less stress and mental peace will be greater. I love you, Mar. You are doing a wonderful job in this battle. We are all cheering for you.

Answer to Q3– Hahahahhahahahhaha!!!!!!! You had to ask! lol . We’ll see. Take it easy. Enjoy the journey.

Prayer requests: Powerball this Wednesday, Dad? You said to ask, keep asking, ask some more, be persistent, keep asking and praying. You’re getting there. One more thing is that you help me believe even more that I will win. Help me know I will win without falter. I’m knocking, asking, believing, hoping, praying… it’s not just for me – no. It’s for Trinity App, Shamrock Studios, EPP. Help me remember always that this is all for lost souls, your mighty and Holy Kingdom. Not me. Not just me, I should say. I know I will be happy when I win so that I can start this amazing next chapter of this story. I would like to have help to be who you want me to be. Help me know what to think, to do, to say, to be… come to me and shower me with you love. Forgive me my sins. Help me live a pure life. Wash me clean. Jesus, I love you. Thank you for putting up with me, nasty sinner I was, and still struggle with sins. Please forgive me. I know that lashes you took had my name on not just a few of them. Please forgive me for putting you through that. I apologize to you for hurting you, for disappointing you. You loved me through it all. God bless you, forever, Jesus!

~amen.