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December 9, 2015

Thank you for all the gifts you’ve given me in the last day! I had a very helpful lesson on Guitar/Uke tonight. I enjoyed myself and am excited to write a song. Thank you in advance that you will help me out with it! Thank you for giving me the time to enjoy the beautiful day outside with a short run. Thank you for the Divine mercy class this morning and especially thank you for M. She is a blessing to our church and has so much good insights and information that is very helpful. Bless her and JW. for all the work they do for our group and for the church. Thank you that I am able to financially help sponsor children, I hope I am a good steward of all that you give me. Thank you for the work you give me to do for your Kingdom. Thank you that you have me in the palm of your hand. Oh, YES- Thank YOU for the great and hilarious sign you gave me yesterday after I left the board meeting at Paneras, you actually gave me the sign I asked for right there in the parking lot as I pulled out– the car in front of me had the license plate:

“777 1177” You are too amazing! I took that as yet another sign that you see me playing the lottery and you are in charge… I think I might just win one of these days! Thank you for the signals you put in my encounters. Thank you for your love, Dad!

As for actions that are rooted in sin/ some shortcomings: I was a little impatient with my dad on the phone today when I was asking for help getting appointments for him. I had a question and I got arrogant with him, impatient and rude. I have problems with trying to get him to listen to me, then He thinks I’m not listening to him because I am trying to say something… it’s difficult. He doesn’t listen to me and I’m not patient in listening to him say something that is completely not relating to my original question that he never heard. It’s exhausting trying to communicate with him sometimes. Help me be patient with him and please give me strength to deal patiently with these difficult moments. I’m sorry. Help me, Mother, in the future, give me peace, strength and patience.

 

Scriptures for tomorrow Dec. 10th: How does God see me in this moment?  Today I wore purple to mass per Sr. Charlene’s suggestion to dress for the mass’ occasion. (purple for advent worked well.)

 

Isaiah 41:13-20 “Fear not, I will help you.” God sees me as his daughter, not a maggot or worm as in the scriptures. Because he sent Jesus to be my redeemer, I am no longer called a worm, but his precious daughter; thanks be to God. My Redeemer Lives! He cares about me and will help me! Praise God for that, I need all the help I can get!!!

Psalm 145:1, 9-13b . The Lord is gracious and merciful; slow to anger, and of great kindness.

God looks at me with unimaginable patience and love. He forgives my shortcomings and blesses me beyond anything I could ever deserve. He has GREAT Kindness,-his mercy is endless. May all your faithful ones bless you, God. Help me make known to men your might and the glorious splendor of your Kingdom! Use me for this or any purpose you desire. I am available and open to any suggestions you may have. Thank you for your unfathomable Divine Mercy. I love you Jesus, and Mary. Save Souls. Help me help you save souls. I am always in Divine Time- praise God! Keep me in Divine Time and Divine Order. Amen.

 

Matthew 11:11-15 . John the Baptist; yet the least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he… I am not sure what you are saying here to me… Is it because we have the Holy Spirit now and John did not have it since you had not risen yet from the dead? God sees me pure and whiter than the freshly fallen snow – washed in the blood of Jesus along with the Holy Spirit inside of me- we act as one. Thank you, Jesus!

 

Q1-Mom, I am exhausted. I am sorry I don’t have any great questions today but I would like to know how today was different from before yesterday’s consecration. I was still impatient with my dad… nothing seems to have changed. What am I doing wrong? I thought I would be a better, new improved and sparkly with more love and patience… what did I do wrong?

Q2-Holy Spirit, I want you to empower and enlighten me and help me be more loving… What do I need to do for this change to come to me?

Q3-Father, you know all things, you know my frustrations and impatience, especially with my dad… what do you suggest? I’m out of ideas. I’m impatient and unloving oftentimes. Help!

Q4-Jesus, I love you. Save Souls. Jesus, I want to help you save souls. Can you use some extra hands to help you out with this? Do you have any suggestions for what I can do to help save souls?

 

Answer Q1– Don’t worry. Just keep to this new board meeting agenda. As you review your day, you will realize where you need help and together with us, you will improve. It will take a little time. You will adjust and grow each day in more love and patience. That could be your mantra; “More Love, More Patience, Come Holy Spirit- Enkindle my heart with the fire of your love.”

 

Answer Q2-Just like your mother says, pray: “More Love, Jesus, More Patience; Come Holy Spirit! Enkindle my heart with the fire of your love.” Just remember to pray for this every day.

 

Answer Q3-Pray. Pray. Pray to your mother. She will help you in all things. You have recourse to her heart. You need to pray to her for help, and you will see quick growth and you will know the love of Jesus. You will become the love of Jesus for others. Give your love away and it will be restored to you in even greater amounts. The more love you give, the more you receive. Your cup will overflow. Share it with the hurting and share this love with your family. That is what I suggest. Pray to your mother and give love freely as you have received freely.

 

Answer Q4– Yes, I can always use extra hands to help save souls… that is the great commission! The suggestion that your Father gave you is what I would also say: Share my love with the hurting and share this love with your family. Pray to our Mom; she will always help you out with this. You also have a special assignment that will be successful. Trinity App and EPP, Inc. Shamrock Studios… these are all a part of our living enterprise that we will be able to use to help save souls. It will be fun, but this is serious. Souls need to be saved… there may be one little loophole, Mar.. I can’t say more, but just know that it will be amazing!

 

Closing Prayers:  Thank you, God for all your help and thank you that you will be able to use me for aiding in saving souls. Praise God for his Saving power! Thank you, Jesus!  xo!

~Amen

December 8, 2015

Thank you, Father for the gift of your son and for allowing Jesus and Mother Mary to be in my heart today and always. Thank you for the beautiful Consecration blessing this morning. Thank you for Fr. D and Sr. C. Please bless them with the joy and love through the Holy Spirit. Thank you for allowing me the time to journal these board meeting minutes. Thank you for this new format of board meetings with first thanks, then review, then asking for forgiveness/resolution to do better. Then: Scripture/journaling. Followed by Q/A then closing prayers. I think this will be a much better order of board meetings going forward.

 

Thank you for being here with me day after day. Thank you that you never leave me! Thank you for the gift of hunger at zero so I can enjoy this chocolate chip cookie and cafe. Thank you for all the wonderful people in my life: my sweet, sweet husband, DB, My mom and dad. Thank you for Dr. Y and for good doctors that help all your children when they face physical health issues. Thank you for Dr. W and P- for the care they give me and many other patients.

 

I am sorry for my shortcomings in that last night, I don’t think I thanked DB enough for all his help with computers and helping my mom and dad, also that he picked up after himself. I really need to let him know how much I appreciate him. I am sorry that I have not spoken/prayed with you first thing in the morning and at night before I go to sleep. Help me be more aware of your presence and remind me to talk with you especially upon waking and before going to sleep. I would like to create a new habit of doing this. You are patient in putting up with me. I am sorry I am not more appreciative of being your daughter. I take it for granted sometimes. I am so blessed by you, Dad. Thank you! I resolve to do better. Please forgive me.

 

Scriptures for Dec 9th:

 Isaiah 40:25-31

… His knowledge is beyond scrutiny. He gives strength to the fainting… They that hope in The Lord will renew their strength, they will soar as with eagles’ wings. God’s attitude could be that he may be feeling that I am putting Him in a box that cannot contain His Greatness. His love is beyond anything I could imagine, and He is where my strength comes from. I will soar as with eagles’ wings; in Him, I can do all things for all things are possible with God. For since God is for me, who could be against me, then?

Psalm 103:1-4,8,10

Thank God that you are slow to anger and abounding in kindness! Alleluia! I am feeling so blessed and grateful for your love! I am free in your love, free of any anxiety because all that matters is your love for me. It is unending and you give me life, Lord! Thank you for your love- I am blessed by you!

 Matthew 11:28-30

“Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for yourselves. For my yoke is easy, and my burden light. (How is God looking at me? How close is God right now?) God is looking at me and asking me “Mar, why do you worry about things? You are making everything difficult. Give it all to me, I will make your burden light!” God is looking at me lovingly, holding my hand and telling me that He will never leave me. Amen, Thank you, God!!!

 

Q1-Mom, thank you so much for forgiving me for all this time that I have not appreciated you or looked towards you for help. Will you help me trust you and look to you for all my needs, all the graces I need from God will come through your hands…could you please give me all the blessings that God has for me? Also, if anyone does not claim their graces, feel free to pass them along to me, for I need all the help I can get.

Q2-Jesus, thank you for giving us your mother as our mother. What can I do to help share your loving mother with other people that don’t understand the amazing gift you have given us all?

Q3-Dad, thank you for helping me realize that I am making things difficult by trying to organize it all by myself without your help. My worry is useless and is making my life more strenuous than you planned for me. My life should be pure joy in the light of your love and protection. Help me remember to give everything to Mother so that I realize I have nothing to worry about. She will orchestrate my life through the Holy Spirit- who will enliven, enlighten, and empower me to do the will you lay in front of me… one day at a time! My Question: Will you remind me when I forget and show me your yoke is easy if I allow you to help me out?

Q4-Holy Spirit, now that I’ve rededicated myself to Jesus through Mary, will you please enliven, enlighten and empower me to do the will of the Holy Trinity, through Mary’s coordination… I want you to have your way with me in my life… Can you do some good with it; can you use me for your purposes? Can you help me lead lost souls to your love and the forgiveness God offers through Jesus’ passion? I am so excited to be used, where to start? There is so much work to be done!!!

 

Answer Q1– I have many graces to give you. First, I want you to know that you are in my heart, I want only good things for you, and I will help you every day as you look towards us we will be able to express to you what needs to be done. The Holy Spirit will empower you to do all that is requested of you. I will coordinate everything. You only need to live in the moment- by our leading. You don’t need to worry and when you do worry, give it all to me and I will comfort you through my spouse, The Holy Spirit. I will help you in all things. I have many graces to pass along to you; you have much need indeed. All you need will be provided.

 

 Answer Q2-Thank you for wanting to share my mother with other people. As you understand this amazing gift and as you grow in your relationship with your mom, you will naturally shine in that love and as you talk with other people, you will share her with many. Your Trinity app will have much to do with Blessed Mother. She will be the organizer and party planner, hostess of the mostess for the Eternal Party!!! It’s going to be amazing, Mar! The best party eva! Mom will be with you and help you through all your struggles. It won’t be easy, but with her help and organization gifts, you will be successful in helping share God’s Love and Help usher in His Kingdom! Look to Mom in all things for she is the one that directs your steps through the Holy Spirit. To me, Jesus, through Her – that is the way to the growth that you need. You will find everything you need through her loving protection and guidance. She crushed Satan’s Head with her heel, we will allow you along with her to finish the job! It’s going to be fun but challenging. You will be persecuted but only offer it all up and your journey will be successful.

 

Answer Q3- Just remember my words to you today: “You make all things difficult by worrying. You can’t make anything better by your worry. You make all things more difficult than they need to be. Only have faith and focus on today. Just for today, think of today. Don’t look at the whole picture and try to figure it all out… let it reveal itself. There are many surprises in store for you! Enjoy. Don’t ruin it by worry!

 

Answer Q4–Yes, Dear Mar, I will use you for helping bring other people to Jesus. You have a way of expressing yourself like no other. I will be able to use you for helping many lost souls come home. I know you are excited to be used. Why don’t you practice each day to do something for Trinity App- brainstorm it out! Also, you could look into gear for Shamrock Studios. You could write a song a week. You could plan EPP, Inc. Google for ideas. You need to also do at least one act of Mercy every day through Deed, Word or prayer. You are on the right track. You are such a hard worker and Dad is excited to start the biz also. He will be planning on investing but a little more time is needed. Things are being set in motion. Mother is coordinating many things – lining it all up for you. Relax. It’s all going to come to pass. Don’t worry. Listen to you Dad- “it only makes things more difficult”. We love you!

 

Closing Prayers: Thank you so much for your time today. I love coming to you in board meetings. I can’t thank you enough. Help me know what is you and what is “me” so that I don’t go too far off the deep end. If you could give me some kind of sign when I go off the deep end, I would appreciate it. I am really enjoying these ideas about the Business, EPP, Inc- I still just am not sure that It is your will and that I am hearing you correctly. Help me determine if I am thinking the right thoughts. I can only do what I can do. Lead me, Lord. Help me not be Grandiose in thought but only to look to you for your lead. I’m dreaming big “God-Sized” dreams. Only through you could you take your living enterprise in me to use my life for something good. I pray you can. I pray you will use me. Lead me, Lord. Please invest in EPP soon through the lottery, If you like, or any other means you see fit. Help me keep sane, healthy, and help me to eat when hungry and stop when satisfied. Lead me to a thin body that will glorify you and please you to be a temple you can use. I love you!

~amen.

December 7, 2015

Thank you for lining up my days, for being in charge and helping me love better. I live to love you, help me see you in other people. Help me be who you want me to be! Thank you that you alone are worthy, Lord. Thank you that tomorrow I will be rededicated and consecrated more fully to Jesus through Mary. Help me dedicate myself after the 7am mass in a beautiful way, Mom. Thank you for being with me the past 33 days and helping me dedicate my life to Jesus through your beautiful heart. Thank you for sending the Holy Spirit to earth, Jesus; Please help the world receive your Spirit joyfully and completely. Thank you for all your blessings, especially you unfathomable Divine Mercy. I love you! Thank you for family and friends.

 

Q1- Mom, thank you for being so patient and loving with me. I am excited to reconsacrate myself more fully to Jesus through you, Blessed Mother Mary. Will you give me a special blessing and the grace to love others better for love of Jesus? I pray you will help me tomorrow so I can start a new life of love with you!

Q2-Holy Spirit, will you come to live in my heart more fully tomorrow at the consecration? Will you direct my actions and thoughts more completely? I struggle with impatience and lack of love for others; I really need your help. Will you possess me more fully starting tomorrow going forward? Will you grow in my heart so I can be changed from the inside out? Also, would you help me with Thin Within, so I can wait for hunger before eating; I need to lose weight so your temple will be rebuilt more beautifully and healthy!

Q3-Jesus, my hope is that through our mother, together with her help, I can love you more by loving others and to see you in each person I meet. Will you please give me the grace to be able to do this more fully? You are good when there is no good in me. Make me more worthy to possess your love. Won’t you help me share that with others?

Q4-Dad, I’m running to your arms. Forgive me, Father, for my sins. Make me worthy of the promises you have shared with me. Help me be a worthy living enterprise for your purposes. Be my everything in all I do. Will you help me be the person you want me to be? Will you invest in EPP, Inc.? Is this in accordance with your will? Am I on the right path or have I gotten lost in this fog of my desires intermingled with your will. Lord, I want your will to be my will. Help me align my will to yours, Holy Father. I love you and want to be what you want me to be. Help me be who you want me to be.

 

 Answer Q1-Tomorrow will be wonderful… make sure to set your alarm 6:15am and get enough sleep tonight! Yes, I will be giving you a special blessing tomorrow through Fr. D He will be bestowing a special blessing for you. Bring your new rosary to be blessed tomorrow also. It will be a special rosary for you. Don’t forget to have DB’s haircut clippings into the locket. Your prayers will help both of you with a special blessing on this amethyst rosary.

 

Answer Q2–Yes, I will help you be more patient with others. Tomorrow, I will have greater access to your heart through this special consecration to Jesus through Mary. I will bestow my blessing to your heart in a much deeper way. Expect great things! I will be able to better lead you and enliven you by means of Marian Consecration. Your mother is very happy and I am thrilled as well. Tomorrow is a new day! A beautiful new beginning. Forget the past, a new day has begun, together you and I will do many wonderful works for the Father. He is excited also. We are all excited for tomorrow’s consecration. The whole heaven is praying for you, rejoicing and singing praises to God for the work He is doing in your life. Saints are praying for you. Nothing in the world can ever take my love away. Don’t look back. Your best days are before you!

 

Answer Q3–Through the Holy Spirit living in you, I will help you love others. Remember, what you do for others, you do for me. Open your eyes and see me! My love surrounds you, my grace all around you, every day my mercy will find you. Don’t ever forget my love for you is unending, wide and deeper than the ocean. I will help you be the person God wants you to be. Also, Mother and I will help you restore my temple in you by the Holy Spirit, you will be led in all things of love, and also in your food addiction; we will help you eat when hungry so you can release the extra weight. Be easy on yourself, but trust in our help. My grace is enough for you. Look within for our lead. We are with you always in every way helping you.

 

Answer Q4-You don’t need to run to my arms, Mar. I have you in the palm of my hand- you are in my heart. Your every move and thought is before me; I love you. You don’t need to fear my disappointment, as long as you confess your sins, I see only my precious and righteous daughter whom I want all good things for. You are being formed new each day through the Holy Spirit working in you. You are fast becoming the person I want you to be. In due time, you will see all that I’ve done for your growth in Christ. As far as EPP, Inc. is concerned, you will see all that I’ve been planning and working on for your advancement with EPP. Yes, I have put that dream in your heart. Soon enough you will see it all come to pass. I will invest in my living enterprise; EPP, Inc. is not just a fantasy, but is indeed an amazing plan that I have. Trinity App will become the number 1 application and will become a household name bringing Jesus’ love to each person in an amazingly powerful tool. All will know that “God is with us!” Hang in there- your tenaciously plotting this will be prosperous and successful. I am behind all these lofty thoughts. My dream for you is eeeeeeven bigger than you could imagine!

 

Thank you for all your help and love, you guys! Thank you for a great board meeting. I hope that you see that I don’t disappoint you! Keep me on the right track! My soul sings how much I love you; help me sing out in the natural. I love you!!!

xo!

~Amen!

 

Scriptures Dec 8, 2015

What was I thinking about? What was I feeling? What was Jesus trying to say to me through the images and words of these passages?

 

Genesis 3:9-15, 20

I felt that Jesus was trying to show me the tricks of the devil. Lucy uses the abuse of overeating to ruin people’s lives. He first tricked Eve to eat the fruit; which brought sin and death to God’s children. Even so, now, the devil uses food against me and laughs at God saying to God “Look, she is vandalizing your temple. She distorted her figure and ruined her health; she lost so many years in obesity. She loves food more than you, God.” Dear Jesus, I am so sorry that I have listened to the lies that the Devil has whispered in my ear. I am sorry to allow myself to be addicted to sugar, fat and overeating calories. Forgive me, Jesus. Help me only eat when hungry and to stop when satisfied. Then, and only then, will I be able to release the extra weight and live in peace according to your word, your will and in gratitude for your love.

 

Psalm 98:1-4

Sing joyfully to The Lord, all you lands; break into song; sing praise. Lord, help me break into song! Release my vocal chords, free me to sing. Give me a voice that can be recorded and listened to with joy… not pain from an untuned and untalented voice. Help me sing beautifully so I can give you glory. Teach me to sing, Daddy!!! Holy Spirit, take over my vocal chords, help me sing to Dad!!!

 

Ephesians 1:3-6, 11-12

I was chosen by you, destined in accord with the purpose of the One who accomplishes all things according to the intention of His will!

Yes, Please if it is your will, accomplish all that you have in mind that is according to your intention, your will be done! Help me be who you want me to be. Accomplish all that you have in mind, through me, help me be the person you want me to be! Help me sing, help me with Trinity App, EPP, Inc. Shamrock Studio… if it is in accordance with your will, let it be done to me according to your will. If I suffer persecution or even death, I say YES!!! an excited and thrilled to be used by you, “YES”!

 

Luke 1:26-38

” … For nothing will be impossible for God.” AMEN! Anything’s possible. That is the motto for the lottery… anything’s possible. Amen to that. Lord, that or something better if you have something else in mind for my life, my purpose for your will. Behold, I am the handmaid of The Lord. Let whatever you want be done to me, whatever you want, Dad. I’m yours. Use me for your purposes. I just want to be used for something you would like me to do. Help me find out what that is. Am I on the right track? EPP, Inc., Shamrock Studios, and Trinity App. whatever you want. I’m ready. Show me the way, Lord. Maybe give me a sign if I’m off track. Get me onto your desires for my life. I want to be used by you.

 

Amen.

 

December 6, 2015

Thank you for the greatest Love of all- you, Jesus! Thank you for your incredible sacrifice, your grace given to us freely and abundantly. Thank you for your forgiveness and laying down your life taking lashes for sins I caused you. Please forgive me, Lord. I love you. Help me not to offend you anymore. Thank you for giving me your mother as mine. Thank you for lending me your mother’s heart so I can be one with her to be a better bride to you. Help me, Holy Spirit. I am nothing without your love. I can do nothing without you. Have your way with me. Help me do your will. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you that you never leave me alone to myself. Thank you for you unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you for family and so many blessings. Thank you for clothes, shelter, food, and for the abundant blessings on top of all that which I do not deserve. Thank you, Dad. xo!

 

Q1-Mother, how can I make a better consecration to Jesus through you with your help? I only have one more day to prepare; I don’t feel like I did a good enough job of getting ready. What more do I need to do to more perfectly prepare?

Q2-Holy Spirit, how can I better be used for you? What do I need to do to have you live within and move my heart completely? I want to love other people better; with your spirit leading. I feel like I am so self focused and impatient, controlling, unloving- I need your love to enkindle my heart with the fire of your love.

Q3-Jesus, I am trying so hard to become the person that you deserve; someone with a more perfect love for you and for others. Help me, Jesus!

Q4-Dad, Help me be who you want me to be. What do I need to do? My God, I love you. Help me love you more. Holy Trinity, possess me to do your will. I am yours. You are mine. Hallelujah!

 

Answer Q1- My Daughter, we will always be growing more and more each day in preparation to love Jesus better. You will make a beautiful consecration on Tuesday. You have grown much over the last 32 days and you make us all very happy. You can do another consecration and each time you do another, you will grow more and more. You are amazing, be proud of your efforts. I am so happy that you want to be moved and enkindled by the Holy Spirit and you want to be in my heart. Indeed you are in my heart. Your heart is home to me and the Holy Trinity. It will be more pure each day and you will grow much in 2016. Never give up. Keep trying and keep praying. Always remember to come here to the Board Meetings. We will help you here and you are helping us by saying yes to whatever we ask. It will be joyous. Look UP! It’s going to be awesome and a wonderful journey. Blessed be Jesus Forever!!!

 

Answer Q2-By asking and desiring that you can be used by God, you invite me into your heart and by asking and desiring that my Spirit possess your life- we will do this over time. It will transform everything in your life. Thank you for desiring more of us and less of you. You will grow in love for others. Breathe in and try to focus on being more patient. Love only comes through patience.

 

Answer Q3– Mar, I am so glad that you are coming around in love for others and in turn, for me. As you love others, you are loving me. Just remember that. I am happy that you are consecrating yourself to me through my Mother. Mom will be a great ally in our battles. She will help lead you and me to Victory in the last day’s battles. All of God’s grace will come to you through her hands. All of my mercy is dispensed and blessed through her hands. All victory come from me, Jesus through Mary so that we can humiliate Satan even more in his defeat. I will let you crush Satan’s head a few times with your heel, too. It’s going to be a long fight, in your time and your years, but it is short in eternal time. Take care of yourself. Eat only when hungry, mother will help you if you ask for her help. Remember, as you love others, you are loving me.

 

Answer Q4- Mar, keep praying that- “Lord, Help me be who you want me to be!” This prayer will get you to where you need to be more rapidly than if you forget to pray that. Pray that many times a day and the Holy Spirit will lead you to where you need to be. We love you. You are doing a great job in growing in the spirit. Keep your chin up, your redemption is near! His Kingdom will soon be here in full glory. Keep trying your best. I will use you and have great plans for you and DB. I will use your “Yes” and I will bless all your efforts. Keep working on all that you feel led to do. The Holy Trinity has many plans that will include your dedication to help- praise God for that! It is an enormous honor, Mar. You will do great. Keep praying, and keep your heart open in love for God and for others.

 

Prayers: Thank you, God, for your love and all that you give me to do. I want to do everything you ask, help me know what to do and give me the courage and strength to do it all. Give me a stronger faith. Please help me get the spot on my face removed with out too much pain or scar, please let the doctor get it all. Help me get in to see the doctor and give him help in deciding what to do. Thank you for guiding my life. Help me make smart moves and not to be dumb about things that matter. I try. I am in need of your help in all things. Alone, I can do nothing.

 

Scriptures: Dec. 7, 2015 Hear any questions posed within my heart, listen for a response.

Isaiah 35:1-10

What struck me most is that the mute will sing!!! … To enter Zion Singing. Lord, I feel as if my voice is in chains. I can’t sing your praises. I feel so inadequate when I try to sing. My Desire is to sing for you! I can’t wait until you bless my vocal chords with a voice to sing out your praises without reserve. Open my throat as you wish. Take over my voice, Holy Spirit! Use me to praise you and lead many to praise you. Lord, I desire to sing and I hold tight to this promise in your word that the Mute will Sing!!! Please loose my vocal chords. Free me to sing for you! Give me a talent and a voice that sings powerfully and in tune! NOTES OF LOVE LET LOOSE!

Psalm 85:9ab ,10-14

How near is the salvation to those who fear him? When will glory dwell in our land? When will kindness and truth meet; when will justice and peace kiss? I long for your return. I lift up my soul. Use me- Lord… Can I shout to the skies; awake my soul. I want to shout to the sky that you, Lord, you have come back for us! I want to go home with you, I look for your salvation every day awaiting your glory to come live with us. I look for your love in the air… I feel it is coming. I can feel it! I hear you call my name! I’m smiling in anticipation of your love for all to conquer death.

Luke 5:17-26

When they all saw you heal the paralyzed and he picked up his stretcher, were there people that still refused to believe? I think if this happened in today’s world, people still wouldn’t believe. They would say, “oh, it’s rigged. That man was paid to pretend that he was paralyzed… or in their heart say oh, no one can be healed – and still not believe. Jesus, how do you put up with all of us? The complete and total ungrateful and unbelieving… I want to help change that for people in the world now. I want everyone to worship your holy name and love you!

John 10:11-16

I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me. Just as the Father knows me and I know the Father- and I lay down my life for the sheep. I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.

Jesus, the other sheep that are not of this sheep pen– could they be the lost children of today’s world? And if so, could I help you gather them all to your sheep pen? I would like to help you bring them also to under your care and help them listen to your voice. Then, there shall be one flock and one shepherd-You Jesus! I am not going to hide my love for you. I don’t care if they label me a Jesus Freak; there’s no reason to hide it, It’s true- I love YOU!

December 5, 2015

Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy, through the redeeming love of Jesus, your son; Thank you, Dad, for your plan of redemption for all your kids. Thank you for my parent’s love and for all the fun we have together. Thank you for DB! I am grateful for his love and for being my best friend! (Even though we drive each other nuts sometimes; we have a wonderful relationship.) Thank you for giving me the help of Mother Mary, for the consecration renewal of giving my heart to Mary to help me love Jesus better. To Jesus through Mary; help me be a more loving spouse of Jesus. Thank you for all your help and protection. Thank you for Sr. C; please bless her and hear her prayer intentions. Bless our time together this Tuesday. Thank you for priests and nuns, deacons, and alter boys/girls. Thank you for music in your Church, bless the people in charge of leading worship.

 

Q1-God, how do you decide who will go to Heaven?

Q2-Jesus, how can I help others come to know you? What can I do to help?

Q3-Holy Spirit, why don’t your reveal Jesus to everyone so we can all go to Heaven and not leave out anyone?

Q4-Mom, without you, I am lost. Help me trust you and rely more on you to help spread the love of Jesus. What can I do better to work towards my assignment a little each day?

 

Answer Q1–That is a good questions, Mar. It’s in the bible, and I meant it when I said that Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Jesus. That’s just the way it works. There may be a loophole, though… Just as many come to Jesus through Mary, there may be a loophole I have not revealed yet. Don’t worry, all my children WILL come come to me for the eternal party! I love all my kids with an unbelievable type of unheard of love and forgiveness. You don’t need to worry. It will all work out. The children of the devil will choose to go their way. They are not my children. They will go to their own father, Lucy, and eternally they will be with him- by their own choice. All who want to come to heaven will have the opportunity to choose their destiny. You don’t need to worry about this, only pray for my Kingdom Come and my Holy Will be done.

 Your assignment will be to help spread my love for them. Holy Spirit will help you and your Mother Mary will be coordinating all the work you will do for this assignment. You are blessed to be a slave of Jesus through the Holy Heart of Mary. She will take excellent care of you and the Holy Spirit will lead you in the paths you will need to walk. It’s all taken care of. I’ve got this. You can’t let me down.

 I’m God. My will shall be done. Don’t worry about a thing. Enjoy the ride! You will have a blast and you will be used for my purposes, I will help you be who I want you to be. (Your prayer for this is beneficial. Keep praying “Lord, Help me be who you want me to be.”)

 

Answer Q2–What you can do to help others come to me is this: Be a good example, love and forgive your brothers, love your enemies. That includes loving Islamic Terrorists, and anyone you have need to forgiving.

 Second: Continue to serve others, love Jesus, Mother Mary and her Spouse, Holy Spirit, will lead you on your path. Look to the Holy Spirit in Mary for directions. Lastly, but not least: Pray more and continue the Board Meetings faithfully. We will have much to talk about in you being God’s Living Enterprise with working EPP, Inc. You will be used and your walk with God will be of benefit to the Kingdom of Heaven.

 

Answer Q3-I will reveal Jesus to all of God’s children in due time. A Great and Holy Revival will soon cover the earth and Jesus will become known, loved, and made King. First he will come as Mercy and at this time, many miracles and blessings will break out world-wide. Then, after those glorious days, Jesus will come with His Justice. No one will be left out, and all will come to Him as God’s Children and all return home.

 

Answer Q4-You will know me more and trust me more as we work together in your assignment. Talk with me all the time- I want you to know me better. I love you so much and will be with you with the Holy Spirit, we will lead your every step. Even when you don’t feel it, we are with you and guiding you. My angels are with you, also. They are protecting you with all their might. You don’t need to worry about anything hurting you and DB. You both are protected under my mantle. Enjoy yourself and be glad that God will always be with you. Rejoice in His Kingdom to come soon!!! Together, we will help Jesus in these last days. Your assignment is a big one, but you have a lot of help; more help than you could ever imagine!!! All the saints are praying to God for you also. You need not fear, but be of good cheer; your redeemer is near. Hallelujah!

 

Thank you for all your help, you guys! I love you and am eager to get started more fully working for your Kingdom. I ask that in God’s divine time and in God’s divine will, that I win the lottery- that or whatever may be better used to give me the time and money needed to start Trinity App, and to create joyful praises to God in a studio if He sees fit to give us. Help me learn to sing… I am so untalented in this area! Give me melodies and lyrics that are sent to me from Heaven. Help me write and sing songs of Praise! Help me to the will of God by first telling me what I need to do… Lead me, Lord. I am listening and waiting for your next steps. May my learning of heavenly wisdom gain me admittance to Your Holy Company. Use me, Lord, if it is your will. Show me what to do. I want to be in your holy company eternally, with you forever, in your light and love.

 

Scriptures for Tomorrow: Dec 6th:  Contemplation, Lectio Divina, enter story as if there.

6: Baruch 5:1-9

… With your mercy and justice for company- Lord I want to be in your company, basking in your love. God’s command, God’s glory leading Israel in joy!

 

Psalm 126:1-6

Yes, The Lord has done great things for me, I am filled with joy! You saved me and included me in your plan of salvation. You forgave my sins and made me pure. Those who sow in tears shall reap rejoicing! Thank you, Lord for wiping my tears away and restoring my joy! I look forward to your Kingdom of eternal Love and Laughter!

 

Philippians 1:4-6, 8-11

I am in partnership for the gospel. The one who began a good work in me will continue to complete it until the day of Christ Jesus’ return. Thank you for your prayer that my love may increase ever more and more in knowledge and every kind of perception, to discern what is of value, so that I may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ for the glory and praise of God. –Amen! I am in! Help me increase ever more in knowing your will and make me pure and blameless. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy that washes me clean- to allow me to be free of stain of sin.

 

Luke 3: 1-6

Thank you for including me in being a voice crying out to help Prepare the way of The Lord. Make me a worthy and willing vessel to be used for your purposes. If you want me to cry out- let me cry out with the Holy Spirit leading me. Envelop and guide me Holy Spirit, so I can be better used by God for HIs purposes. I want to cry out no matter the cost. Give me courage. Give me the right words at the right time. Give me a song to sing and give me a heart for others as Jesus loved; so help me love.

xo!

~Amen!

December 4, 2015

Thank you for my sweetie, DB. Thank you that we have so much fun together and a little extra spending money for the simple enjoyment of going to movies, getting a drink or dining out. Thank you for my parents; please give them good heath for many years to come. Thank you for the fog this morning; it was majestic. Thank you for the peace and joy you bestow on me. Forgive me for my greed in eating. Help me do your will in all things and help me make your temple fit for you, my King.

 

Q1-Jesus, I hope you are not suffering from my actions… I hope that I never cause you pain again. Forgive me for my past sinful deeds and please help me to be of service to you and a joy to you going forward. Help me to be a better person.

Q2- Mom, will you help me to not be a burden to God? I need your help to be a joy and not a pain to God. Will you give me the grace to be led by you and the Holy Spirit?

Q3- Thank you, Dad, for loving me when I am hard to love and for forgiving me my sins. How can I ever repay you?

Q4- Holy Spirit, I want you for my best friend, but I don’t usually feel you within me, or talking with you as much as I would like. Can you help change this so we can be close? I would like you to envelop me and I want to do your will always. I love you. Please come to live in me more powerfully than ever! Come to me like you came to Jesus- if possible. Thank you for abolishing my sins in the confessional. Thank you for your saving power.

 

Answer Q1–Your sins are forgiven; they as far from you as many light years away, never to be heard of again. I will help you forgive yourself and I will forgive any sins you may make going forwards. Confess you sins, and you will be good with me. Don’t worry about your past. It is gone. There is nothing good that can be done except from learning from your mistakes. Other than that, forget and forgive yourself for them. I have forgotten and forgiven you. You pain me when you don’t forgive yourself and you remind me of them when you remember them. I know you are sorry for them and I know you wish to do better. My mother will help you and give you all the grace you need going forward. I love you, Mar. I love you more than you could ever imagine. My heart bursts for you. Don’t cry- be glad! 🙂

 

Answer Q2-I will give you more grace than you could contain; it will overflow from you to your brothers and sisters in Christ. Your desire to consecrate yourself to Jesus through my heart will grow and grow each day. You will be closer and closer to me and in turn to Jesus- each day and we will have a lot of fun together. I will protect you always- with the warring angels. You don’t need to worry about being in danger from other people. You do need to make sure you drive carefully and don’t do anything silly like walk across the street w/o watching where you are going! Don’t test your angels, but be grateful for them. Holy Spirit will guide you more and more each day as you focus within and talk with Him and Me all throughout your day.

 

Answer Q3–haha, Mar, you could never repay me; you are my daughter and you owe me nothing. Just love me and be good. That’s how you repay me. I am full of love for you and all my kids. My love is divine and unfathomable. Jesus came to earth because we thought our love couldn’t be contained with just us. We overspill our love -so much flows that it could never be understood by you or anyone alive on earth. There is no word for the love we have for you. You are blessed unimaginably because you said yes. Because you say yes, to it all- you are in for an amazing and beautiful next decade or two and then Jesus will be returned and you will be with me, your mom, Holy Spirit and Jesus… evil will be defeated and My Kingdom will Reign on Earth as it is in Heaven. Get excited! It’s going to be wonderful!

 

Answer Q4– Mar, you are my beloved friend and I love you immeasurably. I am always with you and if you want me to be even closer to you what you should do is speak or sing in God’s Language; “tongues”. It is perfect prayer to God from you and with my help it will make many miracles appear. Sing out in this way and you will be overcome with peace and joy and many blessings/miracles will come fourth.

 

Thank you, I appreciate everything you say to me! Please help me to pray more in tongues, and to do your will. Make known to me your perfect will and empower me to do what you ask. I offer myself to you as a living enterprise for your purposes. Do with me what you will; whatever you like, whatever you want- I want!

xo!

~amen.

 

 

Tomorrow’s scriptures Dec 5th . Contemplate the scriptures. What difference does it make for my life, my family, for society if I hear the message?

 

Isaiah 30:19-21,23-26

While from behind, a voice shall sound in your ears: “This is the way; walk in it,” when you would turn to the left or to the right. Lord, I have experienced this at times, but I long to hear you at all times. I want to always hear your will so I can dutifully respond and do your will as you see perfectly fit.

 

Psalm 147:1-6

Blessed are those who wait for The Lord… I must surely be blessed because I am always waiting on your word, your next move for our work, I wait and I wait… I try to be patient! Lol! You are gracious and it is fitting to always praise you. You bind up all of my wounds. Great you are and mighty in power! Your wisdom has no limit. I trust in you with everything. Help me trust you more.

 

Mathew 9:35-10:1,5a, 6-8

As Jesus sent out the 12 disciples, so you send me! The Kingdom of Heaven in a hand. I want to you to use me to cure the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, drive out demons. Without cost I receive. Without cost I am to give. Thank you, Lord, that you call me to take a part in becoming and being your disciple. Help me have faith of a mustard seed so I can do your mighty works for your children. Holy Spirit, give me the right words to pray and the faith needed to complete my assignment. Give me courage, faith, and love which Jesus has for his brothers and sisters- give me the Heart of Jesus through Mary. Enkindle my heart with the fire of your love, Holy Spirit!

Love you!

Amen.

December 2, 2015

Thank you for family and friends on my birthday, they shower love over me and bless me. Thank you for my home, all the purple comfy blankets, miracle red couch (you know, you know!) thank you for music, God! Thank you for medicine that works, and for my doctors that help me with dealing and managing mental illness. Thank you for using me my unique brain for your good will; I pray you can use me more in the upcoming years. Thank you for all the blessings you shower on me always. You out-do yourself every day with new and exciting surprises!!! Thank you for family.

 

Q1– Jesus, how does heaven celebrate your birthday?

Q2– Dad, since it’s my birthday, would you tell me something that I should know that would make me laugh and smile to hear?

Q3-Holy Spirit, will you guide me more completely today so I can feel your presence on my birthday in a special way?

Q4- Mom, I don’t want to leave you out of this wonderful board meeting, could you ask Jesus for me if it is our turn yet? I am ready to move on to the next chapter if it is ok with Jesus. It’s a go for Illinois? (Major Tom-William Shatner) Rodger, Go for Illinois… T minus one minute… just a slight pressure… The computer has the evidence… the count down starts!!! 4,3,2,1— Calling Home.

 

Answer Q1–We celebrate it everyday but when all of Earth celebrates it, we join in the festivities with all sorts of amazing lights of unheard of or ever seen on earth colors, music that is the most incredible and beautiful praise for my special day. We celebrate it also on December 25th even though it’s not my actual birth date. We have cakes for everyone, flavors you would not believe! We dance in heaven and create new worlds for fun. There is no time in heaven, so it is all eternal and difficult to explain, but my birthday is truly an event we celebrate in heaven and we love to share it with everyone on earth that wants to join in the fun. Actually, in heaven we party all the time. It’s joyous!!!

 

Answer Q2-Hello? Dad? — I’m thinking, Give me a minute, Mar. Ok, here goes: I can’t tell you the surprise that’s coming. I will tell you that it’s going to be grand. How’s that? A surprise is coming; I just can’t tell you what it is. You will love it.

 

Answer Q3-Yes, take time with me this morning to focus on your forehead and meditate the name Jesus, I love you… you will feel me filling you up with my love.

 

Answer Q4–Haha, Mar, you are so funny and loveable. I will ask Jesus for you, and we shall soon see what happens. God is the author of time, just know that everything happens in his time, his divine and perfect time. Let go and Let God surprise you when he wants to. We hear your prayers. Since you asked for my help and want me to ask Jesus if it is time, I will not only ask him if it is time, I will put your prayers as an offering to Him; I will arrange them all beautifully on a golden platter with flowers and a nice Italian dinner of His favorite lasagna with garlic bread and a salad. We will discuss it over dinner. I will intercede for you and DB. Jesus especially listens to the prayers I offer up in this loving way. Keep hoping. It will come soon. I think it is your “turn” 🙂

 

Prayers: Thank you for all your love. Help me be the person you want me to be. Equip me with everything I need for the assignment… help me be successful in my mission. Show me I am not crazy in all this thinking. Help me believe that this is real and not an imagination gone wild. Please help M find a job that suits her best. Bless my family and friends. Bless the world with your peace and joy. Help me eat from 0-5 and lose weight as I grow in my relationship with you, God. Bless H at TW, and all the participants in the study this month. Help everyone that needs to lose weight. It’s such a frustrating thing to deal with. Help me have a great advent and learn much from the “Busy Person’s Retreat”.

Tomorrow’s readings: Dec 3rd Meditation Prayer: read slowly, savor the words, absorb them, repeat word or phrase, reread passage lovingly as I would a letter from a dear friend, or as I would softly sing a chorus of a song.

 

Isaiah 26:1-6

Open up the gates to let in a nation that is just, one that keeps faith. A nation of firm purpose you keep in peace, in peace, for its trust in you. This sounds crazy even to me, but I hear my Father telling me that His Kingdom will come. It will come to C and to the United States as we trust in God and repent. One Day, Heaven will come as we trust in The Lord. On that day, we will sing this song: “A strong city we have; He sets up walls and ramparts to protect us… open up the gates… I see an incredible vision of my parent’s home as the doorway to this heavenly place. There is a Ska checkered drive with people dancing in the cornfields waiting to go in. Yes, I have quite an imagination, but God is good. Heaven will come! I trust in The Lord forever. For The Lord is an eternal Rock.

 

Psalm 118, 1, 8-9,19-21,25-27a

Open to me the gates of justice; I will enter them and give thanks to The Lord. This gate is the Lord’s, the just shall enter it. I will give thanks.

I pray that all people can enter and give thanks to The Lord. I want all people to come to the eternal party. I will give thanks! I will always give thanks. Always. Use me, Lord. Your will is eternal and just. You love all your kids and want all to come to your home in heaven to be with you forever and enjoy heavenly eternal bliss.

 

Mathew 7:21,24-27

Build your house on the rock, not shifting sand. Not everyone will enter the Kingdom of Heaven, only the one who does the will of my Father in Heaven… Lord, help me do your will, I want to build my house on the rock, the rock of your salvation. I would like all people to want to do your will so that all can enter into your presence and enjoy your eternal party! Help me do your will always! Give me all that I need for your purposes.

 

1 Corinthians 9:16-19,22-23

… I am compelled to preach. Woe to me if I do not preach the gospel! If I preach voluntarily, I have a reward; if not voluntarily, I am simply discharging the trust committed to me. What then is my reward? In preaching the gospel, I may offer it free of charge, and so not make full use of my rights as a preacher of the gospel. Though I am free and belong to no one, I have made myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible…To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all people so that by all possible means I might save some.

My thoughts as I meditate on the above, gives me conviction to speak the words that Jesus gives me to speak through the Holy Spirit. To be brave, courageous, and bold. Do not fear offending others with the gospel. The people that hate me because of it also hate Jesus. Do not worry. Be free to speak your mind on the gospel. Much good will come of it. I belong to no one but God. He is my master and father and friend. Good things will come because I will sing out and praise my Father without abandon. Help me do your will, Dad!

 

Mark 16:15-20

Go into all the world and preach the gospel to all creation. … then the disciples went out and preached everywhere, and The Lord worked with them and confirmed his word by the signs that accompanied it.

I feel God calling me to a great ministry for a revival like none other. I am so unequipped, by God and only with Him is any of this possible. I am going to need a lot of help, Holy Spirit, if this is true! I need you!!! Don’t let me down, God… Don’t let me ruin this… it’s all on you. I am just a willing vessel. Make me into who you can use. I say yes. I ask for your Holy Spirit to be within me and guide me. Help me have courage to do this. I would like to preach the gospel to all creation, in my own little way. Give me a song and a prayer for this. (Many songs and many prayers, with much love and laughter for your glory.)

xo!

~amen!

December 1, 2015

Thank you that DB has my birthday afternoon off work so we can enjoy the day together. Thank you for all my clients and for helping me help them grow their businesses. Thank you that you are calling me to work for you in your new living enterprise with EPP, Inc. Thank you for giving me a vision and hope that it will one day come true. Thank you for friends and for the tool of Facebook to keep in touch. Thank you for new friends coming my way. Thank you for old and dear friends that have stood the test of time. Thank you that you are giving M a new job that she will enjoy and excel in. Thank you for always hearing my prayers and never forgetting your promises. Thank you that you forgive me of all my mistakes, sins and for the things I should have done, but chose not to. Thank you for your unfathomable divine mercy. Thank you for sanity and sound mind filled with love for you and your lost children.

 

Q1- Dad, you say in your good book that I should ask, knock, seek… I don’t want to bore you with another plea for EPP investments (lotto jackpot win) so, I won’t ask you today, I will only ask that your will be done in my life. I ask for patience and a happy heart in expectation for all that you have in store for me and also for the world. Come Lord Jesus, Come! I ask you, Daddy, for acceptance and patience for your will to be done in my life as you choose. You always have the best plans in store for us, better than I could imagine. Thank you.

Q2- Mom, Will you help me learn to go to God when I want to eat and am not hungry (at a zero on the hunger scale) because this program I’m starting with Thin Within is teaching me to go to God for all things, especially for renewing of my mind and help in losing weight. Will you help me remember to go to Jesus before I eat when not hungry. Help to be faithful to the study this December, to do the readings and use the app. I need you to really have the Holy Spirit help guide me in this area of my life so I can get into the habit of looking to God for all my needs; to God for help in only eating when I’m hungry and stopping at comfortably full. (a 5 on the scale)

Q3- Holy Spirit, will you please remind me to look towards you, asking for your help in all things? Help in hearing God’s will for my life, to help me do His will… I want to make his temple, my body, a healthy and beautiful place for your spirit to dwell. Please help me. Please remind me of my resolve to eat on the scale 0-5 and also give me the grace to look to Holy Trinity for help in this area especially.

 

Answer Q1-You don’t bore me, I love it when you ask for things in order to help spread my love to my children. I love that you want to help save souls. I love that you said your “yes” for my will in your life to be done. Mar, you have been tenacious in playing the lottery since 2008, it won’t be overlooked. Your heart is in the right place. Just wait patiently in hope; you will win one day. We can’t say when, but you should know that I am pleased with you. My will -will be done, it always is done in my children that look towards me for their hope and offer themselves to me in service. You won’t be disappointed. 🙂

 

Answer Q2– I will help you renew your mind. I will remind you to always look towards God as you do all things. You will become one with God and with me if you keep on this path of board meetings, scripture readings, prayers and your class, you will have all that you need and be where you need to be. We have you in the palm of our hands. You are on the right track; don’t give up. Diets don’t work, give your eating over to God and He will melt away the excess and give you the peace you desire over food. It is not trivial. We want to help you. We will help you as long as you ask us to. We love you no matter what you eat or don’t eat. We only want you to be happy and at peace with food and your body. You will soon be at your goal weight if you look towards us. I will coordinate everything for you with Jesus in the front fighting your battles. God Bless your journey, Mar.

 

 

Answer Q3– My spouse, Mary, is going to coordinate everything and keep you on the right track. My spirit is everywhere around you and in you. Only ask me, and I will help you. Look towards me to find the what, when, and how – I won’t disappoint you. My yoke is light. You will flourish in this way of eating. You will melt away and it will be a joy. I will take you through all the spiritual battles in this area, and together, we will be victorious over Lucy’s tricks. He will be defeated first in this area and then the other battles you face will be so easily won, this is the time and place for great training. You are victorious; step into your new life with joy.

 

Prayers: Thank you for your help, you guys are awesome! I love being on your side, fighting with you all. Of course, this is the winning side, so I have you to thank for including me in your plans. Thank you that you are all helping me with love and the tools I need for this journey. Thank you for the TW App, and especially for the Holy Spirit’s guidance. Thank you for H for leading this study; bless her abundantly for doing this, Lord. Help me grow in faith, love, patience, and to always look towards you for help in all things; especially food decisions. You kingdom come, you will be done!!!

 

Scriptures for tomorrow: Dec 2, 2015

Prayer of “Pondering” Hold a question in love for God and let God know we are willing to stand in love, hold the question and surrender and to listen to God to answer:

Isaiah 25:6-10a

On that day… It will be said, “Behold our God, to whom we looked to save us! This is The Lord for whom we looked; let us rejoice and be glad that he has saved us!

In listening to God in his word, I pondered if we are “in that day”… I believe God answered me that yes, indeed we are fast approaching that time and that He will be able to use me, the internet, trinity app, music and many miracles to help people realize that HE is HERE TO SAVE! I am so glad to be a small part of what God has in mind for these end times. I offer my all to Him, for His purposes. Thank you, God that you say you will save us and I stand on this promise and offer myself for this time for anything you choose for my life. I want to help make a difference. I want to help share your love and good news. Jesus Lives! Jesus Saves! Hallelujah!!! 

 

Psalm 23:1-6

You guide me in right paths, yes- you do! I shall not want. You refresh my soul, only goodness and kindness follow me all the days of my life; and I shall dwell in the house of The Lord for years to come. In eternity, I will be with you, Jesus. Thank you for your guidance always keeping me on the right path. I definitely shall not want. You are so good to me! I love you, thank you for your promises. You spread the table before me in the sight of my foes. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. AMEN! Thank you, Lord. I receive it, I believe it, and I give you all praise, honor, and Glory! Forevermore. Amen!

 

 Mathew 15:29-37

Many miracles will break out in these end times, Mar. You will be used for my purposes and many will come to our banquet and eternal party because of your efforts. Many other people are going to be used during this time also. All Glory will go to the Father- ALL Honor and Praise to God the Father. In His mercy, all good things come. Food will multiply and all sorts of Healings and creative miracles, rich blessings will be released. My kingdom will come and you (and others) will help usher it into the world. The masses will be amazed when they see all these things take place. It will be a glorious time of intense revival like never before seen. Thank you, Mar for helping with this mission and assignment for your life. God bless you.

 

Thank you, GOD! I receive it all with deep gratitude and humility. Use me as you wish. You can have complete control in my life. Envelop me, Holy Spirit. Mom, please orchestrate my life for His Purposes.

 

XO,

Amen!

November 30, 2015

Thank you for time to enjoy you and be with you. Thank you that I don’t have to rush this December. Thank you for your provision in all necessary things and even for blessing me far beyond my needs. Thank you that I am able to share with people less fortunate. Thank you for giving me a heart for the poor, help me love them more each day. Thank you for my sponsor children, please bless them with your love, laughter, peace and prosperity. Thank you for my good friend, M; help her find her next job that she will enjoy and be glad to have found. Thank you for DB; for blessing our marriage and friendship with your love and protection. Thank you that we always have a lot of fun when we are together. Thank you for Mom and Dad. They are great parents who always do their best and give of themselves in so many ways for our family.

 

Q1-Jesus, what is your favorite thing about your birthday?

Q2-Dad, what is your favorite thing about Jesus’ birthday?

Q3-Holy Spirit- what is your favorite thing about Jesus’ birthday?

Q4-Mom, what is your favorite thing about Jesus’ birthday?

 

Answer Q1-Besides everyone remembering me, my favorite thing is the music… I love music and the Christmas Songs are my favorite time for receiving worship in song. Please play Christmas songs in your home this year… especially play it for DB. He will enjoy it, too. I love hearing you sing to me… thank you for your loving worship.

 

Answer Q2- I love seeing all my children happy, pure and loving each other. Christmas is a time especially fun for children. I love the children and adults with child-like spirits. My kingdom is for the pure in heart; like little children before they are hardened to my love. Christmas is supposed to be fun; I look for the people that are joyous… it makes me smile a big God-Sized grin. 🙂

 

Answer Q3- I like to be able to touch and reach out to people that are sad during the holidays. When I am able to be used for such a purpose, it brings me great joy. I love when people reach out to others in need. I am with them in spirit when good deeds are done and Christmas time is especially busy with outreach efforts. I am right there in the middle and loving every minute of it. I am able to reach more hearts for the Father during this time also. I love everything about Jesus’ birth… it’s a joyous time for me!

 

Answer Q4- My favorite thing about it is being with the infant Jesus and celebrating his birth with all my children on Earth. My baby, Jesus, my love, my heart… I love everything about Christmas. I love the celebration of the birth of my savior, my king, my everything and I love sharing this joyous time with the earth. May his love and peace spread across the earth this season for the salvation of all my kids.

 

Prayers: Thank you for sharing with me your thoughts of Christmas. I love it and am excited for the whole season; help me stay stable and at peaceful rest this month in the love of Jesus every day growing closer to the Holy Trinity. Thank you for being with me and for these Board Meetings. I start Thin Within program online today. Please be with me and renew my heart. Give me peace with food and to only eat when hungry (zero-5 eating). Help me go through the book and use the tools for success in losing weight finally and forever. Help me look to you for help and guidance.

Retreat for Busy People this Advent:

Tomorrow’s readings: Tues, Dec. 1 .  Ask: What was I thinking about? What was I feeling? What was Jesus trying to say to me through the images and words of this passage?

Isaiah 11:1-10 .  I was thinking that Jesus is first coming with his mercy before His Just Judgements. I was thinking how good it is to be redeemed and saved from His Judgement. I felt Jesus was telling me by the images of the wolf living with the lamb, leopard and goat, calf and lion… with a little child leading them… that this will happen in my lifetime. The child leading them is Jesus and all the people that make themselves little like Jesus. I felt Jesus telling me that I will be one of the little children leading others to heaven along with the angels. The earth will receive their king. Jesus Christ is born, hallelujah!

 

Psalm 72:1-2,7-8,12-13,1 .  I was thinking about asking Jesus if he could use a tool such as the Trinity App I have in mind… could he bless all the nations through this tool? May His name endure forever, as long as the sun and even longer! Save the children of the needy; may he crush the oppressor… Change in management, Lord- Come soon! Rule from sea to sea to ends of the earth… may the kings bring tribute to him. God, I feel you may be able to use hard workers to share your love with others. Please bring many to help work your vineyard. Send me to help gather your people all in one voice acclaiming your Kingship! Blessed be God Forever! (That’s what I was thinking about and felt God’s approval in my desires.)

 

Luke 10:21-24  I was thinking how blessed I am to have shown me the son and through Jesus, the Father. I am so glad to be his daughter. I am glad to hear your word and to believe the truth. I am blessed to alive at this time. Jesus was speaking to me that He loves me and has shown himself to me because he wants me to know I am not alone. He will help me always and is always with me.

 

Thank you for this time together. I love you, Trinity- you are amazing! I love you Mom, thanks for your help in my life and for your love. Envelop me, Holy Spirit, mother please orchestrate my life. Use me, Lord. I love you!

xo!!!

~amen.

November 29,2015

Thank you for Advent and the time to prepare for Christ’s Birth, His glorious arrival on that Holy Night. Thank you for angels and their protection. Thank you for giving me Jesus’ mother as my own mom in heaven that is helping me with all things and protects me with her angels watching over me. Thank you for Christian Christmas Music; it’s wonderful and a way to really worship Jesus in my home this month. Thank you for working heater, washing machine, dryer, and dishwasher- they make work so much easier. Thank you for clothes and shoes that are well made and always spare in the closet; many people in Africa and other places in the world only have one or maybe two pairs of pants (according to the priest tonight who came to St. M for his mission in Uganda.) I don’t want to go clothes shopping, I have plenty of clothes. God bless the people in need of clothes, shoes, food, shelter, and even a mattress to sleep on. Thank you for all you have given me, I need no other material goods; I want to be a blessing to many others. Help me find ways to give to people in need.

If I win the lottery, you will need to direct me to where to spend the money you’ve blessed me with so others can receive from your gift. Lord, thank you for giving me the idea of Trinity App. Thank you for your miracles that will come through this tool you will be able to use. Use me, Lord. Thank you for saying that you can use my services. I am your living enterprise, Lord; I thank you so much for this honor. Thank you for blessing me with many ideas where I can help spread your love with hurting people around the world. Thank you for helping me be who you want me to be. Thank you for helping me grow in love for your service. Help me not be self -focused, but love others and serving others to share your love with others.

 

Q1-Mom, when you gave your yes to God, to be the mother of Jesus, how excited were you that night? What did you think when you had to escape to Egypt right after giving birth?

Q2-Jesus, when did you first know that you were Christ, the messiah? Also, when did you first know that you were going to be crucified for the redemption of the world?

Q3-Holy Spirit, Will you promise me that when I am finally possessed by your spirit, that you will protect me from any evil spirit having any power over me physically? Will you completely equip and empower me and so I will have no fear of any evil entering me?

Q4- Dad, just not to leave you out of the Q&A- Can you tell me something I’d like to know. Could you give me a hint about any possible Lottery winnings? 🙂

 

Answer Q1–I was thrilled but also scared. I was young and very trusting in God’s will for my life. When the angel came to me, I was honored and blessed by him coming to me with that news. When the Holy Spirit entered me, I knew that God would do amazing things with my baby; I knew he would be the savior! When we had to go to Egypt after Jesus was born, Joseph was such a good protector and father to Jesus, we made it the best we could. Enjoying Jesus and each other on the way there, though it was a long trip, I knew everything would be fine; that God had a good plan for us all.

 

Answer Q2–I always knew from as far back as I can remember, but it became more and more real the older I got. I grew into it. I grew in my relationship with the Father, knowing his will at all times. I first knew I was going to be crucified the first time I saw a crucifixion of criminals. I was about 13. I then knew it would be for the forgiveness of sin. I said yes. I gave my yes many times in my life. I had many tests by the devil. The Holy Spirit helped me through it all. Father gave me a lot of help. My mother helped me grow into my mission. I was not alone. She will help you with yours, too. We are all with you, helping you. You are not alone.

 

Answer Q3- Mar, you have nothing to worry about. I will protect you and no evil will enter you. You are well taken care of. We would not let the devil hurt you in any way like that. You will have a lot of fun with me when we are finally completely and fully one spirit. God in you as the fullest instrument of the Holy Spirit will have many surprises in store for you. You cannot imagine the things you will do with my spirit inside you fully. Smile, your future awaits! You will be safe and you will have a blast! Pray for this to happen, your prayers will hasten the time when this will occur. Pray for the Holy Spirit to empower you. You won’t regret it!

 

Answer Q4- Hahahahaha, no.

🙂

It’s a surprise, Mar– can’t say anything else. Relax, enjoy, and we’ll soon see.

 

Prayers: Thank you for talking with me! I pray for your spirit to possess me, through Mary’s orchestration. Dad, use me for your purposes, I pray, you find me helpful in saving souls for your Kingdom. Help me help your kids that need your love and your help in these dark times. Thank you, Dad for being so tight secretive, I love a good surprise. I will relax and I will enjoy! Thank you that I am not alone in this assignment. Thank you for stability. Thank you for Zyprexa and Dr. W and P. I see P on Tuesday; help me have a good appointment. Thank you for Christmas!!! I love advent and getting ready for Christmas!

 

Busy Person’s Retreat: Notice God Noticing you: What is God’s attitude and /or feeling about? What am I feeling? What am I trying to do? What do I want? What am I like? How does God see me at this moment? How is God Looking at me? How close is God right now? Is God for you God as Father, as Jesus, as spirit, as mystery, as indwelling Spirit?

Romans 10:9-18

I read as Jesus speaking telling me that people can not preach unless sent… how beautiful are your feet, Mar, you will bring the good news to many people. Miracles through Trinity App and EPP music. You will certainly help many people around the world come home to the Father. Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved; Mar, you will help them call out to me. Many will be saved. It will be a great revival. You have many people in the world that will help you with this assignment.

 

Psalm 19:8-11

I feel as if this Psalm is God the Father speaking to me. The judgments of The Lord are true, and all of them are just. He is speaking about the need of repentance. The washing of all our sins so that Christ’s Mercy will save us. His justice will come after His mercy. First Mercy, then unfortunately, He is just. People can’t forget that God is Just. People need to know that they really do need Jesus’ forgiveness.

 

Mathew 4:18-22

God is looking at me with a smile. He is close to me. I see Jesus reaching out his hand to me, stepping towards me with a huge grin. He is telling me that we will do this together. I am not alone. Jesus is hugging me, laughing, we are excited for the journey ahead. He reassures me that He won’t leave me. The Holy Spirit will lead me. Many miracles and saved souls as the result. He will use me for this honor. I am glad and thankful. I want to do everything that He has in mind, whatever it is. May all Glory and Honor be to God. I bring my offering to you, my life. Use me as you see fit. I love you!

 

xo!!!!!

~amen.

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