Prophetic words given today, 12/15/12… I asked for prayer from TB and another after service asking for prayer to help my fears of my lacking talent for praying for others in the Care Ministry that I’m joining/getting training for in Jan 2013. I saw that on the board tonight and thought that it pertained to my feelings of fear with starting the service of Care Ministry at VC. Below are some things Tim said to me today: TB saw a Songbird meaning God would use me to speak through me. TB also saw a rose the roses and thorns are for protection and he went on to tell me that I am protected by God’s mighty angels- warrior angels. He also said that God will use me to speak through me -imparting healing to others for body soul and spirit. He said that God uses people that are weak and that He can shine through them -and that the fact that I don’t feel like I can’t pray for people God will speak through me and also if I stammer that might be the way that the patients need to hear it and not to worry if it seems like I’m stammering and stuttering just need to trust that God will work Through me.
TB and the other guy prayed for me for impartation of healing and be filled of the Holy Spirit which I felt in my legs almost losing my balance~ I felt uncomfortable going to the state of being filled with the Holy Spirit- I prefer it to occur in private. That same night, I had a dream I was being filled with the Holy Spirit- awoke and felt my hands shaking with the love and peace of God consuming me.
I also had a session with three prophetically trained volunteers:
C prayed for me also for healing when she prayed for me I felt warm and a tingling in my hands She saw me in a vision along with the other two women. She saw us each in a different colored robe of righteousness strutting down a runway beautiful and proud/happy, blessed. She saw me in a Beautiful Blue Sparkly Robe Of righteousness. She explained to me in a new way coming directly from God that Jesus loves me just the way I am and there’s nothing that I can do to deserve it. Covering My Head down to My Toes~ I Was Strutting around Runway like a Model Showing off My Robe of righteousness. She wanted me to know that there’s nothing I can do or not do to change about me I can’t make him love me anymore or any less –that God Loves me.
T saw a cartoon image of a meadow with purple flowers in a meadow popping open in a row as if God was marking my path for me ahead of me over a hill into the unknown. This made me think of DK’s cd cover from his last album and maybe this is pointing to collaborating with DK? I can only wish! (And pray to have God line up everything I’ll need to do his will/my mission!)
T had a vision of fog and somehow God is leading me through the fog. With a cool breeze on my face and I was given the ability for discernment. I love fog and always felt as if I were being blessed whenever I walk or drive through fog. She told me that I just need to trust that God will take me or I that don’t need to try so hard~ I need to relax and have mercy on myself. He said that there’s nothing I can do for In order to make God happy with me God except be myself and relax, enjoy the ride. (Like a river not too fast or slow)
C also said that God really likes my wild streak and when she said that she was laughing because God showed her how much he He thinks it’s fun. She also said that God could use that for his glory. (How awesome is that?!!!) T said I am going into a season in 2013 -multiplying my learning and understanding of God with much growing expanding growth~ it will be an exciting year for spiritual growth!!! I can’t wait! Freedom from mental illness/ complete freedom to live my life for God!
C saw two gifts from God: Kindness and mercy. She said kindness “comes naturally” but Mercy is challenging for me and God wants me to have my mercy on myself. There is nothing that I can do to perform. We prayed to Break it off in Jesus name~ breaking the chains of the need to perform and open the flood of Gods grace. I am holy before him. Stop Condemnation because there is no condemnation in Christ. ( I soooooo needed to hear that tonight and really I’ve needed to hear that over the last year or so!)
God wants me to give myself a breather and release high expectations on performing for God. God is in control and is in charge of it and he has a great plan for me!!! So be excited and relax – be calm in Gods ways. Practice Mercy with myself. You will find your voice in 2013 as you grow spiritually.
