Just thinking with the God of the Universe:
The Game called “life”. I need to revive my purpose why I am here! What is the reason for it all? How am I wired… crazy or what? What is going on? I don’t understand myself. Dreaming of one day starting my mission. Why should I wait? Don’t I want to do something now for helping people… Yes! I want to be living my compassion in action. What are the rules? I want to win… but I don’t know what the rules are in this game of life. I am in conflict… pain… frustrations. I am playing by the rules… giving my all. The storm destroying all I’ve worked on. Why even try? Everything I do is for not. What is the meaning beyond the moment? What else can this mean… how can I use this pain to sculpt my soul? What can I do to move myself forward? (Tony Robins is talking to me here, now.)
What is the essence of what I really want to do? Remember back when I felt like “this is what life’s about”… what was I doing? What was I feeling?
I was “performing” in my living room with no one around but I was laughing and entertaining in practice runs. I was talking about God, singing, and cracking jokes.
Grow, create, discover, expand, love…. Think of a second time in life when things were flowing. Step into it right now. Look around: See what I saw, what I felt… what was I doing? How was I feeling. What people were involved? What was the process? Who was I with? Capture the idea and the feeling.
I was in shape. I was in spectacular shape loving to eat “raw” fruits and vegetables and I was running most days. I was super fit and had tons of energy. I was also a little bit manic at the time but not in a bad way. I felt so amazing and it was easy to be kind and loving with all the extra energy.
Think of a third time when I felt incredible… on a major roll. When I thought this is what life is about. Step into it right now. What was I creating, sharing, feeling…
I was singing Christian songs in my basement with the karaoke auto tune and effects singtrix machine. I felt time go by so quickly and I loved every minute of it. Another time, I was singing LaLaLove Language – I sang in tongues and felt freedom with being able to sing from my soul. Time went by so quickly that time, also.
if I was to say it in a simple phrase: The purpose of my life is…. (Stay positive, brief and emotionally charged) I have to be in my mission statement and also with other people. Being and doing… what is the purpose of my life? TO be and do what for others?
The purpose of my life… say it 5 times in different ways until it molds into something I like. The purpose of my life is to what….
Know the goal of the game. Keep it in front of me. To do list. On wall. On phone. Think about it each day- how can I live my purpose more? Powerful, loving, playful, inspiring, loving, caring… my purpose statement-
Not getting my dream sets me up for my destiny. Whenever something happens, what is the higher purpose. How to use it to make me more? Trust that it happened for a reason. This will serve me. Even though it may be painful. No matter what happens, I will benefit because I will look for the benefits. If you build it, they will come…
My purpose in life:
Serve God. Connect with people and connect people to God. Be used by God in the family business of helping people know God’s love and to help them make the choice for Jesus to accept Him in order to become destined to live eternally in Heaven with the family of God. Pray through songs with courage for others for their healing and to help people be happy, joyful through laughter. To be healthy, energetic and fit in order to best be prepared to get on a stage -to entertain people and bring smiles and light to the people who are living life in darkness. To love others selflessly and to live the rest of my life loving better. To live and love like Jesus. To see people healed in body, mind, soul and spirit through music that EPP creates. To create healing music (Feat.) with many different musicians. To help feed people and show love to all people at all times. To be a blessing to others. To be giving, patient, kind, loving, generous and to be brave in sharing the good news of Christ’s Divine Mercy. Maybe have people come over for a karaoke worship party? Start a small group?