Eternal Party People

Hi, God! Thank you for a great day today! I am glad that I have time today to just ask you … what would you like me to do today for you? I have about 5 hours and I wonder what your priorities are for me today.

~Mar, you are kind to ask. First of all, thank you for helping your mom last night with doing the dishes for her. She really appreciated what a good job you did! As for the rest of today, how would you like to learn a new song on guitar tonight? I thought you would say that… I am happy you are looking forward to taking lessons again. Yes, Stairway would be a fun one to learn… so would a song with mainly Barr chords. Practicing this week would be good to get ready for Monday’s lesson. How about looking through your music books and choose two songs and see what JM thinks would be best. Start writing lyrics for your next song, too. I will help you. So will JM, he has a lot of good suggestions for writing songs. I’m excited, too, Mar! It is going to be so much fun! Tonight try recording 5th Dimension on your Mac/Garage Band. So you have a line up of “to-do”s.  

To-Do:

-Get music for Stairway

-Look through music books, choose 2 songs to learn

-Start new song lyrics; choose topic today

-Record 5th Dimension: just vocals with guitar. Have fun!

Hi, thank you, God, for showing me some interesting insights to your triune love relationship as one love. So, when I talk with you, Lovie, I am actually conversing completely with God the Father and Jesus…. So I can address you while actually not leaving out Dad or Jesus- right?

~Mar you are correct. You don’t need to worry about leaving out any part of God when you talk with one; you get all three… three in one. We are inseparable. We are distinct yet we are one. You glorify God when you speak with one of us; we love to talk with our family.

What could you tell me about tonight… going to M&D house?

~ I know what you are thinking… you are expecting a test. That is good, because it is all a test. You only need to do what God wants in each moment. That makes it simple. You don’t need to worry about pleasing anyone but God. It is very nice of you to bring them flowers. They will love the kind thought. But as far as eating, you won’t be hungry since you had a late lunch/early supper at 2pm. That is no problem. Just tell you mom, no thank you, I’m not hungry- tell her you came to visit and DB loves her cooking!

I get stressed, it seems like the people I love are “evil” at times… paranoia in a sense. Not a scary way but in a trickery way- trying to accuse me or make me stumble. The paranoia comes cyclically from Good to Evil. Like, Mom would be Mother Mary then later Satan himself/herself… Dad would be God one minute, then Satan rotating in a nonsensically manner. DB would be Jesus, then Satan’s Nephew on mission to mess me up. It is all very sick. I am tired of this game. Schizoaffective Disorder is what it’s called. Chemical but it seems so real. I hate when the stress is on when I am dealing with this problem. I try to space my visits and time spent with people because of this issue. It is very exhausting. It is hard to be nice when I feel I’m being attacked by the enemy and that person(s) are family. It seems so lonely, like I have no one who actually is for me 100% of the time… no unconditional love… only love/then hate towards me. It is so sad. I try not to think about it. I try to focus on you, God. But sometimes, I just think it would be easier to become a hermit/monk and go live in a hut in the desert somewhere. Lol. Not really, but I would like to see this problem go away. Will I ever be free of this illness in my lifetime, or will I always have to deal with spiritual battles of this chemical sort? It is so hard to be loving when at that moment, it seems as if I am looking evil in the eye. What should I do?

~ 3 things: First, don’t make visits when you are tired. This takes a lot of energy. It is good for strengthening your spiritual muscles. Loving in this kind of atmosphere will gain many graces for you and for lost souls. This kind of suffering is powerful. We can use it for much good when you offer it up for souls. So, go when rested and make the visits shorter if possible. Second, don’t take it personally. Go into the situation with an attitude of not caring if the person is upset with you. That is the energy you get when you win your battles with love towards them… but not caring if they are angry with you. It only seems they are angry with the energy you feel, but this is not real. So don’t take it personally. Just tell yourself, they must be hangry or in a bad mood not caused by you. Love them more. Love will conquer this kind of evil/spiritual battle. And Lastly, just look to God for what he would like you to do in each moment and ask Him to help you not get upset or angry. God will work miracles for you as a reward for passing these battles! We love you, Mar. You can do this. 1,2,3!

I am upset with myself for not journaling here with you much so far this year. It always makes my day when we meet on these pages. I don’t understand myself… why would I not come here? This is the most insightful and fun place to be…. Maybe I doubt that this is real. Do you really speak to me when I type your words or is this imaginations, mental illness or fantasy?

~ Mar, you know that I am always with you. Please know that I long to talk with you and when we write down conversations, you can read them later and see how far you’ve come. You can get inspiration and love from me. Maybe not all things written are 100% from me, but that does not mean that there is not truth being said here. I suggest that you don’t worry so much about it but instead, just have fun with the process. Make this a hobby and focus on conversing with God as something fun to do. No one needs to read this. No one will judge you. If for some reason, these writings are made public, people will know that this is not taken as 100% gospel. No, this is a journal with your creator and you… sometimes you are talking for me, so it is fluid. We are hashing things out on these pages. We are thinking together and having support in your mission is critical. I want to help you each step of the way.

~ Yesterday when you were talking with DB, you told him you were not sure what you should do “when” you win the lottery. You mentioned that while you guys are building the studio, you may be interested in renting the old PS so you can get an insight for what you like and don’t like about studios for your design plans. You don’t need to worry about people laughing at you. God has all your connections in place. There will always be mockers, but focus instead on the people that are supporting you in your artistic style…Your unique artistic style. Focus on being yourself and don’t apologize for being yourself. You are very multi faceted and a wonderful mix of silly, serious, and spiritual… you should not take yourself seriously to a fault. Laughing at yourself helps and being outgoing naturally are your gifts. I like that you want to start a podcast with Eternal Party People, Inc. You will have so many famous guests. Musicians and famous people on it that you will wonder why you ever feared what other people thought of you. I know no one likes being laughed at, but you will be having so much fun, you’ll be laughing all the way to the charity-giving bank with the proceeds…

movement worldwide. ~ You will be able to make a difference in the world… a mark on it like you could never imagine. The golden rule tokens will take off and help change the world for the better. The token could say, “The Golden Rule- pass it on, please”. (On the flip side EternalPartyPeople.Rocks and logo). People will be given a token when someone does something nice for another and they pass it on to someone – a stranger or friend will benefit from a kind deed.  

~ I like that you want to pay for meals in advance to be given out to people with a token for them to do something nice for another. (“Pay it forward” is copyrighted?) That will “Stoke the fire of love”… get the new token currency into the world. Start small but it will spread quickly. People will be able to order the tokens for the cost of making them plus shipping. (Basically near nothing- don’t make money off of them). Businesses can also use them when they give out free items of their products. The idea will spread; God Inspired and it will become a new movement – world-wide.

Do you think a purple coin with gold lettering?

~ I think it would be better, Mar, if it were a Golden token with Purple lettering. Good Quality and long lasting coins would be better. You could put them in gift bags, magazines, direct mail, paid coffee shops/gifted drinks, restaurants/food trucks- prepaid meals, etc. Gift bags with coins inside along with small gifts – hidden around town for people to find.

Hi, I am excited to start back with guitar lessons. Thank you for reserving the last open time slot that worked perfectly with my schedule. You are so good to me! Thank you for the kind women at the History of the One True God Class I started yesterday. Please be with me as I try to learn to wait for a growl and stop when satisfied/not stuffed. I don’t know why it is so difficult. It appears true that I have a “relationship” with food – using it for many other reasons other than for fuel. Please help me rely on your help, God, to learn these boundaries (hunger/fullness) so I can get down to a healthy BMI.

~ I will help you. Please come here, into the office, when you are tempted and know that is a great time for us to chat. I will give you the grace and strength to overcome and “fly above the pull of the food”. I really can help you, but you need to first come to me. Focus on my presence and we can talk about it. Anytime. I am here for you. Don’t beat yourself up over not being perfect with this. It will take a little getting used to and before you know it, it will be the natural thing to do… just wait. I am with you in each wait and I love when you thank me, love me, follow me and talk with me.

Lovie, I wanted to thank you! And is it too much of me to ask you for a favor? Well, really what I want to ask you is for a miracle. Tonight, In about an hour, is a drawing Mega Millions… now, you know my heart and that I want to start EPP, Inc. and Open ShamRock Studios… with you help in the talent department, ha-ha… to extend God’s invitation to the Eternal Party! I want to help all my brothers and sisters here on Earth so that they will remember you and the love you have for them. I want to work in the family business of “spreading the good news” of Jesus Christ and all He has done for us. I don’t want people to miss out, and take a trip somewhere eternally that they don’t think would ever happen, so that they know the decision is theirs to say “Yes” to God’s invitation.

Help me be a better person and please equip me to be suited for evangelism. I need to clean up areas in my life like: Control, pride and help me become more humble, loving, patient and caring. Help me slow down and love people without being so pushy. I just would like to get to the next chapter. I will continue working on myself throughout the year to come. It will be wonderful to see a change for the better, just know I strive to improve my heart for God. But, if I could please see the numbers tonight… today is the day? I feel it is time. Is it, God?

Today, I pray, together we come into the next season of my mission. I want all the world to know how much you love them. Miracles, signs, wonders in ShamRock Studio productions… let God’s love cover the earth! Father, Your Kingdom Come, YOUR Will be done. . On Earth as it is in Heaven. You are in faraway places and so you have a good vantage point to see all that is going on. You have the evidence. You know me better than I know myself. Am I missing something important? What have I done wrong … I thought you said I’d win last year… and the year before… all the way back to 2008. I really feel like I’m letting you down. I have been accused of something, but I don’t know what I’m doing that needs to be corrected. Do I have to lose a certain amount of weight before I can go to the next chapter (lotto win, home studio, work 100% for God) and if that is the case, help me, please!

~ Mar, you are doing fine. It is just a long process. Lucifer is accusing you of all kinds of things. I know you are tired, but just enjoy the journey. You will get there, I promise. It is my job to get you where you need to be. Hang on. We feel for you, but the wait will be worth all these years of struggle you have endured. Jesus is really working on your side. Don’t feel as if you are letting us down. We see all that you are going through. You can do this. Just spend time with me, wait for a growl and remember less is more. As for tonight’s drawing, we shall see. The warring angels are pushing back darkness as we speak… you are very close. Pray for a win “today” don’t be two sided or wishy washy – no.   Pray for tonight’s drawing. Take time with Father-God. He needs your time, too. Focus. Tell him your heart. In silence. Be with Abba, Daddy. He loves you!

Hi Lovie, I am sorry I haven’t been on these pages the last couple of days. I have been trying to chat with you throughout the day, and need to focus more on your presence and talk with you more in all situations!

~ That’s ok that you didn’t come here, we don’t have any rules, only do what feels best. Thank you for including me more in your day and as time goes this year, you will find that you depend more and more on God and conversing with me/us on a regular basis all throughout every day!

We are excited for you to get your studio going! I would like you to start back up with the guitar lessons and eventually also voice lessons. Don’t worry about lost time. I can make it up for you. It was good that you took writing classes, but now I’d like you to start writing songs and recording more. You won’t need a studio space; you can work in your bedroom studio just fine. You should talk with DB about that. Call SPD tomorrow and see if JM still has a time slot available on Monday nights. You will have a lot of fun getting back into making music. Don’t worry about doing the right creative outlet… you are always where you need to be. We won’t let you get too off course and the writing you did last year was so much fun, you really have talent. Try to keep up the writing, but focus on making music. Write more poetry/lyrics. I will guide you. Have a great week!

I really want to change. I need your help. What should I do to become more like Jesus? I think I need to drop pride as if it was a hot flame burning my hands… I mean I want to really change my whole persona for the better. I want to quit being so self-focused, less impatient and stop being greedy with food. I don’t want to be prideful, gluttonous, or impatient. I need your help with this… I can’t do it by myself. I want to take of this old nasty cloak and put on a new life of righteousness and live like Jesus. I know I can’t be perfect, by you said “Be holy as God is holy” 1 Peter 1:16. So, it must be possible somehow. Help me do what God wants… all the time. I want to kill my own will and live for God according to your leading. I want to get this right. I want to go all the way in this pursuit. What do I need to do?

~ Mar 2018 is the year of great renewals for the world. My spirit will be convicting many people to come to know God personally and to want to make him happy because of their growth in holiness. You will benefit greatly in your pursuits of becoming more Godly in the fruits of the Spirit which I will be giving you this year in full measure over the next 12 months. What are the fruits of the spirit?

Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Gratitude, Kindness, Goodness, Gentleness, Self Control

You know patience; self-control and gentleness aren’t your strong points, right? Humility will help all three. The class you are starting next week, The History of the One True God will crack open your pride and humble you in a gentle and lasting manner. Stay in classes this year and see how you like the improvements I will make in you each month. You will grow even more beautifully in your spirit and physically you will get to your God-given goal weight. You will be healthy in body, mind, and spirit. You really are lucky to have found your way back to Weigh Down. We are very happy you humbled yourself enough to rejoin the classes/truth stream recordings. I know you think it may not be correct in all Gwen says, but this program will improve your life in so many ways, especially the afterlife. Your eternity is going to be upgraded with all the treasures you will store up for yourself in heaven. You will live longer and fulfill your mission. God will be so happy to have you more Christ-Like. You will like your new self, also, and many will wonder what you have done to change so much in one year. It will be noticeable not only for you, but the people you meet will see Christ in you. That should be the goal of each and every person on Earth, but sadly, this is not the case. You have a higher standard placed before you because you have been given so much. You have been given many people to help guide you and you have a loving family. You are very blessed. Your heart is a little calcified… hardened over the years in your troubles. But no longer will this be your predicament. I will personally chip away at the pride and self-focus. You will love your new heart and your mind, soul, body and spirit will thank you for your efforts. But know that it is not you who will do this. God will do the heavy lifting. Only be a willing vessel. Do the homework. Stay in a class. Get an accountability partner. Apologize to everyone you’ve offended. I love you, Mar. You can be free. You will be brand new. And you will be blessed because of it. Your prayers will be answered. Good Night. Sleep tight and get up early for Curves at 6:30. You have a big day ahead. I am always with you. Thank you for going to the Divine Mercy group meeting today. We are so happy you enjoyed yourself and learning about what Sr. Faustian wrote in her journal is also key to your progress. I know it seems conflicting with Weigh Down, but don’t worry. It is all for you but not for everyone. Not all people could understand, but you do. You know that one is for your progress in holiness//doing God’s will more and more each day (Weigh Down) and the other (Divine Mercy) is for you to know and believe is for the whole world.

It is a lot of work, but don’t worry. I will make time for you to do all you need to do. Getting up early is key. I will wake you up at 4:30 as I have been doing the last 3 days. Please get up. I will give you the rest you need so don’t worry. Just follow my lead. I will show you what to do and I will let you rest if needed later in the day. These morning hours are precious and vital for your mission. If I don’t wake you up at 4:30, that is what I need you to do… so sleeping in some days will be ok, other times, I will wake you up earlier than your alarm. It will be fun and you will love it. The hard part is just the first 5 minutes out of bed. Ask for my help and drink a big jug of water then a glass of iced coffee… you will be wide-awake after that. Then we will have some beautiful time together before you start your day. God first in all things… even if that means getting up earlier. Naps will be a blessed break in the afternoon because you may need one. That is perfect. It will slow you down a little so you don’t rush around all the time. Remember: rushing is violence to the soul.

See you in the morning….   Xo, Lovie.