Q1-  Thank you for telling me I can make the blog private until I win the lottery!  I feel much better about the whole thing now.  I found a plugin that would allow website visitors to see the Maintenance Mode so the blog is undercover for now… I’m incognito until I become “eccentric” and have some kind of story to tell besides just some crazy person playing the lottery claiming God asked her for over a decade to play the lottery (1 ticket per game of Powerball and Megamillions).  It’s really added up over the years… money I could have saved- but you like my tenacity, so you say… ?

*** Haha, yes!  I do say so!  Keep asking, knocking, believing… one day soon, Mar.  I hear you chuckling!  I know, I know… I say that every time you ask.  Soon.  Mar, it really is soon.  I like your childlike attitude.  You believe everyone; so trusting and joyful.  I love you.  You make me smile and laugh and you are such a great warrior.  All your suffering has not been for nothing.  It has all been offered up in prayer for my lost children to find their way back home.  Every tear you shed from the pain of mental illness especially- those tears are worth many lives returned from the grip of the enemy.  Thank you for offering it all up to the foot of the cross.  If only all the pain suffered in the world would be offered up for lost souls, people would know it was not wasted pain.  Rather, invaluable payment with Christ for many people to be able to enjoy eternity in my world of imagination gone wild with wonder.  Heaven is by far greater, more fun, more beautiful and more incredible than any vacation by the richest persons on Earth could ever afford… and guess what?  – The party will last forever!  Love, peace, understanding… what’s so funny about that?  (I like Elvis Costello, too- ya know!)