What does the future hold for us?  Will we be alive when the second coming of Jesus happens?  Do we have time to get all that needs to be done?  Should I be rushing at getting  done all that you call me to do?  What is it exactly that you want me to do?  I want to help you save souls from the grip of Satan… I don’t really know what someone like me can possibly do for you.  I have no talent.  My voice is out of tune, weak and lyrics are usually cheesy and unwittingly written.  I am such a no talent and don’t even have courage to sing in front of other people.  I am afraid you may have made a mistake in choosing me for this job… if there is actually indeed a job for me to do- which it could all be in my imagination.  Is the dream I have from you or am I unhinged from reality in my own fantasy/grandiosity and am I way off the mark here?

*** That is a lot of questions for me to answer.  Let me tell you in a few short sentences the answer.  #1 no one knows when that day will come, only know it is soon and may be in your lifetime but that would give it away if I told you so.  However, your life may be extended- with a light body you could theoretically live with me for the 1000- year reign.  This is a possibility, Mar- but I unfortunately can not tell you for sure.  You have many decisions to make between now and then which could alter your journey drastically. Heaven is watching to see what you will do with your time.  Will you take care of yourself and do as you are led to do by Me?  Will you obey and live?  Or will you disobey, and thereby perhaps not live to see the 1000-year reign.  What you choose to do has implications in your future.  I know that this sounds drastic, but that is the choice you must make.  Obey or do not Obey… obeDIEnce-  die to your own will and follow God… and live.  You have an opportunity to bring much light into the world through obedience.  This is not a joke.  No.  This is real.  Not your imagination. 

This is longer then I first thought.  Sorry about that.  Mar, you must listen to my leading.    If you want to help save souls, you must first save yourself- you must obey.  Faith without works is death.  Obedience is the work you must do to live and to bring others home with you, you must be an example.  Everyone is watching.  Are you going to allow the food to rule you?  Or will you follow my leading with hunger from my signal to eat with a growl- and wait until then before your refuel.  I know that this sounds odd.  Simple. But it is indeed difficult with Satan lying to you all the time.  Do not be rushed.  Approach food with reverence and slowly decide when, what, and when to stop.  I am sorry this is so hard for you.  You have not made the decision.  Now is the time to decide.  I will help you.  But you must help yourself also. 

Do the homework.  Listen to the videos.  Decide right now to follow my lead.  Obey my signal/the growl and you will then be blessed.  I can help you if you ask me to.  Ok, Mar- I hear your prayer.  Only believe that I am here to help you pass your tests.  Don’t look back over the years. Now is the time.  A new day today.  Starting right now. Press your restart button and get ready for your new life.  It will be much easier if you pray for help.  Only then can we help you.  You must want my help.  You must want God over the food.  Food can’t help you in any way to get where I want to take you, mar.  Food will only rob you of your destiny. 

Fast and pray.  Fasting between growls.  In this way, you will be fasting all the time each and every day in this special way.  I can answer your prayers much more easily as prayers are much more powerful under a fast.  Yes, waiting on a growl is a kind of fast.  It is a powerful fast.  Also, go to confession as soon as possible and this new clean slate will also help your prayers.  Pray to win the Powerball!  Don’t give up!  I would like you to handle the blessing of helping many people and in this way, you will be doing me a great favor in being my hands and feet in the world.  Love my children who are in need.  Feed and clothe the poor, love and care of them is what I am asking you to do in this way though the job looks unending… I will come powerfully and wash the world in my love.  The Holy Spirit will be let free to work many miracles, signs and wonders.  Pray for all this while you are fasting and waiting on the growl each day.  This is indeed a FAST!  Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.  I am your Father who loves you and I only want the best for you!  Ask me for help and you will get it.  I don’t call you to perfection, only try your very BEST!  You can do this!  I have given Gwen this program with you in mind.  She will help you in this assignment.  Start right now with a renewed dedication!  I will be with you and I will help you. 

Many blessings will come through this kind of suffering/dedication/fasted prayer life and you will not regret your “yes” to me on this road to my will being done on Earth- just as it is in Heaven!  There is much to be done and first it must come through prayer!  The world is a battlefield for souls.  Fasting and prayer is what is most needed right now!  You can do this!  We are counting on you!  Eve ate the fruit and died.  You must not eat of the fruit until your stomach is growling—- and Live!  Many lives are at stake here… no pressure, but I am sorry to say that your actions do have severe  consequences.  I forgive you.  But do your best and try to live this life I am calling you to… FAST and Pray, Mar!   The world needs obedience right now.  In this way, many miracles will be made possible.  I am sorry this is so difficult for you.   I know the addiction is real and it is powerful.  I can only help you if you come to me in prayers – ask for much.  You will then come to see much good and powerful answers in the years to come.