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Thank you for putting up with me. Thank you for second chances, your forgiveness, your encouragement and for overlooking when I fail. I love DB. I am so blessed to have him in my life. Thank you for the gift of such a good friend. He understands me, knows me and still loves me. He is so smart, hard working, loving, kind, forgiving, and silly.   He has such a good attitude. I am so sorry that I complained so much yesterday and in the past. I want to let you know how grateful I am that you let me live the life I have with such a sweet husband. I wanted to delete yesterday’s journal entry because I know I was in the wrong. I want to focus on what I have. I am so blessed. Everything is going our way. I am about to have a basement soon… music and miracles… coming soon to my home to be. People will be woken up to the love of God. Jesus will work through me (and many other people, too!) and the power of the Holy Spirit will touch the lost people’s hearts.   Thank you for the life you have given to me.

~You are very welcome. It’s easy to love you, mar. You are blessed because you see life with a love in your heart, through your eyes; you see what the world could be. You still have faith, love, hope, and charity for your brothers and sisters. Even after all you’ve been through, your heart is still full of love for others, and for yourself. You are able to overflow in love and give love to others. Imagine the world as you hope to be in the change you see starting with you. To calm down, you must take time each day to be with me in silence… talk with me all throughout the day, and slow down.

I am so stressedddddd…. And pissed off. I am doing EVERYTHING and all I get from DB is grief, more stress, bad attitude, no help and non appreciative! I am sorry, but he actually had the never to complain today about something I double-checked with him. I got a text for the airlines, which he cancelled… because of the move. Now, all I said was I got a text about delay in the take off for the flight. He accused me of not being truthful – all I wanted to do was tell him I got a text. Anyways… I am just about at my peak of pissed-off on the upset meter… argh! He has 10 days off… slept all day while I worked my butt off… dealing with the stupid insurance from the guy that hit me. Dealing with arranging estimates, car rentals, oil change, getting my hours in today while working on getting my jobs lined up for April… on edge for realtors coming to show our condo… please arrange this for me…DAD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! Please. Please send someone to buy our condo quickly and easily. Please keep 811 open for us to buy… I need your divine intervention. Please forgive me for swearing at DB… that was rude. I am sorry, but I am no saint. I know… earth-shattering news. Not a saint… check.

~mar, hahaha, you don’t need to worry so much. I am in control. Don’t worry about swearing but apologize to DB when he gets home. Tell him your feelings and ask for him to help you out more. Give him jobs. He’ll do it. I will help you out financially. Just be patient and obedient. When I ask you to do something, try to do it and don’t let yourself get in the way.

Ok, so I apologized. He seemed sorry (a little) too, for his part in being difficult. I gave him a job a week ago to clean out the garage for the showings this weekend. He put it off saying it’s “too cold” and refused to help with that. I said ok, I’d do it, then… like I do everything around here. He grumbled, said it didn’t need to be swept out. Now, I’m trying not to become infuriated with him again. So, I went to change and just figured I’d do it. No big deal. I am not going to get mad at him over this… that’s what he seems to want. (For whatever reason, I don’t know why.) I put my shoes on and ready to go clean it out when he said he did it while I was changing. It took him not even 10 minutes and it looks great. Big to-doo about nothing. It took him minutes. Literally. Why do I have to go through this with him every time I ask him to do any small thing? I swear, Dad- I am about to lose it. Help me change myself… I know I can’t change him. It is not worth all this anger every time I ask him to do something. It is easier to just do it all myself. Not. . Fair… But the reality is this. Why he is so stubborn I don’t know. He certainly has plenty of energy for tennis 3 or 4 times a week. Argh.

Mar… calm down. It’s all just a test. Don’t give your energy away so easily. Refuse to get angry. The enemy loves it when you lose it. Come to me when you want something done. I will handle it. When you ask DB to do something… write it down, talk with him about it and give him a timeline to finish the project. He will do it. Pray to me about it if it isn’t done and I will help you sort it out. You are just stressed right now with everything that is going on. In a few months this will all be behind you guys. If you remain in peace, you will be blessed for your efforts. Enjoy your weekend. Rest up. Take time for yourself with me in the office. You will be at peace in there. I promise.

I love you, silly! You crack me up… humming a tune and smiling a secret shared joke just you and I know. Does anyone else share what you and I know? It seems like there are thousands of people in the world in on this skit. Then other times I feel alone as if it were just you and I. Who is on what side? Do they rotate and how often/how fast is this rotation happening? Who is controlling and officiating this game? It seems impossible. Crazy. But true. All I know is… I love you. I will follow you wherever you lead me.

~mar, you are a good friend, soldier, player and confidante. You are one of my best friends in the world. Even when you stumble, your heart is within my heart. I won’t let you fail. Your efforts are noticed and your life is going to be worth your offering in many beautiful new and miraculous ways. Your living sacrifice is accepted and your sins all forgiven. Turn towards me and follow. I will lead you home. I will lead many if not almost all lost children… home. I only wish that I not lose even one of my sisters and brothers to the dark side. Thank you for helping me get the world to know of the love of the Holy Trinity, God, the three in one… we love each and every person in the world. If only they knew it. If only they would stop one minute and look within, there I will reveal myself if they only called out to me. I am real- and together; you and I (Along with the whole Christian Family) will help make that more real to the world. The reality of my love for humanity… in a personal one to one and close true friend of each person. I will make my way known. I am the way. I am the truth. I am the life. I am the friend you need and the love you desire. Mar, you will sing for me. I will give you the words (lyrics) and the melodies, and the talent to play along with yourself. My Holy Spirit will enable you to do many things you never dreamt. Get ready; it’s going to be an amazing ride… only follow me in everything. Do my will. The will of the father. Look to see what God is doing and then take your part in it. Don’t do anything you think God doesn’t agree with… especially with your eating. Your food, dear mar, is to do the will of the Father. You will never go wrong if you do that one thing… the will of the Father. I will help you.

I SAY YES! Yes to all that you have for me… freedom, love, laughter, music, miracles, signs, wonders, and experiences in the near future that will be the beginnings of helping usher in your mighty Holy Kingdom on Earth. I know I am not worthy. I know I am not equipped. I know it is impossible. But all things are possible with you, Dad! God Almighty! You are awesome! What should I do for you tomorrow?

~ yes, you have said it correctly. All things are possible with God. I will do this and much more amazing new life in store for all who love Jesus. He is the way, the truth and the life. You will help me get the word out about our Eternal Party… Heaven is about to invade Earth! You, my dear mar, you will work for me. Many people in the world are working for my Kingdom and me. Millions of people are helping usher in my Kingdom. You have a heart to be a part of this revolution of love. I can use a solder like you, mar.   You’ve been through so much, but you always look to me and you always loved me. You were lost, but now you’re found. You were in the depths of darkness… now you are in the light of my love. I will never leave you. I am so sorry you had to go through all that you’ve suffered. I will make use of it and pay you back a hundredfold. No money could make up for the lost time, suffering, and pain you endured. Just know that I am the one who got you out of it all. I brought you home to my love and tender care, protection, new life and resuscitated you back again. You were dead, but now you live. In my heart you always have been and always will be. I got you back in my arms and I will never let you go. Don’t worry about that! I got you.

~So, tomorrow, I’d like you to rest and relax but work most of the day. You see PE tomorrow, so have a good session. I love you! Nite. Sleep well. I will wake you when it is time, so heed my call when it is time for you to rise and talk with me again. I am with you every minute of every day… say hello to me and talk with me always… it will bless you immensely. Try not to “ignore” me with business and rushing around. I will give you all the time you need for all things. I will watch over your home and a quick sale is coming. Do not worry, but in all things … talk to me! I will ease your mind and know that I am in control. Even when it doesn’t appear like it, I am orchestrating everything. Your investment funds are coming soon. Keep looking for it. Know that I am with you. Nite.

Hey, hey… papa! How are ya doing? I hope you are not too upset with me for my incident this afternoon. I am so sorry. I am doing my best. I am struggling. I am stressed. I missed the mark. I sinned against you and did not follow your lead. I made a poor decision and followed my desire for those chips, protein bars and just ate way way too much today. I am so sorry. Please wipe my slate clean. Help me follow your spirit’s leading. I love you. I want to follow you. You have the best plans for me… don’t let me mess this up. I know I need to do this the right way. Moving… car accident… selling our condo… work… keeping the place clean… dealing with the evil forces against me in this building and everywhere I go… doctors… burning chest from all the stress and anxiety. Help me. I can’t take much more…. Do we have enough money for the 811 home? Will you help me out with your grace to deal with all this?

Mar~ I am always with you. Please don’t be complicating things. You will have all that you need when you need it. I hear your prayers. I am with you. You have nothing to worry about. Just keep doing your best. Be the best you that you can be… that is all I ask. I will help you tomorrow in some new and beautiful ways. You will see. Just know that if I could tell you all things, your head would spin in amazement, fascination, and then all the surprises would not be surprises anymore. Lol. You have some incredible blessings about to pour into your lives. 811 is the place where you will be for a season. I will hire you and I do have investment funds for Eternal Party People, Inc. Smile. Your redemption is near. Your freedom to make music with signs, miracles and wonders abounding are just around the corner. There are many surprises. Many surprises await you in the basement. I like that song too, Undercover Martyn… that video was made for you for this time in history. It helped me get my message to you, thank you for recognizing it. Don’t worry about the neighbors’ friends. They will not be an issue and your home looks beautiful. It will sell quickly and smoothly you will move to 811. Just be patient. I have perfect timing. I love you. I am with you always. And I hear your prayers for your ole’ dad. His back will be healed, time will turn back for him and your mom and supernatural weight loss will all occur in my timing. Just keep praying for him… it is helping. You’ll see. I love you. Night, dear mar. Enjoy your restful sleep and I am glad you are getting to bed earlier. You need to rest your brain… that will help with the anxiety symptoms in your chest.   It is only temporary. Take it as a cue to rest. Ok?

Hello, I heard your call out to me… here I am.

~mar, thank you for coming…when you heed my calls, I appreciate it and will bless our time together, blessings abounding. I am going to heal your shoulder. The doctor will have some suggestions for you, but wait on me. Do not rush into surgery or treatments that I do not approve and you will know my will for you going forward on this subject especially. You don’t need to do all the testing before you give prayer a first try. Ok? Don’t you know I can do all things? Pray for your healing… I will be with you in the Holy Trinity in your every cell. We can do so much for you, if you only would ask with faith in God for all your needs. Aren’t you enjoying your miracle new bed? I will fix your floor in the kitchen too, if you keep pressing in for the miracle. There is quite a battle right now, but it will get much easier soon.

As for the lottery, hang tight… I will show you some investment funds as you requested (multiple times) and you will soon see my power work for you in that area. Timing is imperative and you needed much training in order to receive this blessing. 811 is especially for you. Don’t be afraid to take the leap. I will be with you. I know you are apprehensive about moving, but it must be done soon. If not this year, you may not be able to fulfill your assignment. There is perfect timing on all things and your time is now. Don’t be afraid. I am with you. Pray for the lottery winnings to come. I know what you need before you ask, but you still must ask. Today in the adoration chapel, pray that hour for this special intention. Pray the Stations of the Cross, and chaplet of divine mercy. Your prayers are especially heard this timing 3 O’clock hour on Friday, as you know… the hour of my passion. Your fasting today on liquids is powerful to help receive answered prayers. You have been praying for this day for over a decade. I hear you. I love you. I will answer you. Have faith and believe, your heart is beautiful and I am with you. I will invest in Eternal Party People, Inc. I will hire you. You will be compensated. My company has the best benefits! Some benefits include: protection from all harm, peace, joy, love, laughter, miracles, signs, and wonders… support and council in all areas of your life, and I am the CEO of EPP, Inc.… I will guide you in all things pertaining to running my business. I thank you for wanting to be a part of this incredible undertaking of gently having Heaven invade Earth. Together with my people, we will create a beautiful world. I am always with you. Have faith and believe… the redemption is near and ShamRock Studios will be the place in which I will use for this purpose. Thank you for starting the company with me, mar. You are beautiful.

I am ready to go, pops!!! Let me know what to do and where to go next! I feel like I’m about to take off for the races… crouched and waiting eagerly for the starting bang of GO from the Starting gun!

~mar, you are always ready for action… that’s what I love about you! You’re a go-getter! I do have many awesome plans for you. Don’t worry about selling your condo or where to move… I have it all planned out; you will soon see the big surprises to come! No worries. But pray/talk with me about all things. Do not worry, but be diligent in all that you sign up for and commit to. After this weekend, you will know much more. I am excited to reveal for you the beginning of our plans for EPP, Inc… ShamRock Studio… you will be so glad you always say “yes” to me! We are in this together… and I’ve got this! So, you just relax and enjoy the ride. It’s going to be beautiful and perfectly timed in all that will occur in the next couple of months. I am not going to leave you. I am in you and all around you… can you feel it?

YES! I do, God! I even felt the sacred heart of Jesus the other day… his precious heart was beating beautifully next to mine… I FELT the heartbeat next to MINE… incredible. It was soothing, lovely, sweet and incredible. Thank you for that! I love you! You are so wonderful to me, I don’t deserve so much love … the love and care you give me is so… so… so… no words for this. So sweet. I love you, Holy Trinity!

Hey, pops! How’s it going for you today? I am finally getting here to chat with you (officially in writing). I know it’s been quite a while. You are with me always, though and we talk all the time, ya know! But, I do these meetings to have it down so I can look back at it later. I forget a lot of what we talk about… and this is also very therapeutic for me! As you know…

So, I thank you for your help in getting me ready for the whole new batch of things to take care of with a move! I know I’ve been dragging my feet on getting a practice space for music. The situation with our neighbors has been the catalyst to get me to decide to put our condo up for sale. I’ve been waiting to win the lottery, but that may not be happening in my lifetime… lol. Anyways, I want to do your will, and I think this is what you would like me to do. And, I want to do this, also! I am so excited to have a basement, play music… and you tell me there will be many “surprises” awaiting us! Yes, Lord!!! Let it be! Have your way with my life… only lead me in the way to go. I love your way. Not mine, not my will, YOURS be done! You are in charge!

~Mar, you got that right… I am in charge and you will be so glad that is true! I am lining up all the necessary things, people, situations, buyers for your home, and your new home to be… designed exactly for your needs. Yes, there will be MANY SURPRISES that await you! You are not completely crazy… I do have plans for you…. Good plans… plans that will delight you. You will work for the family business (of helping share God’s Love) and I will allow you to have enough money to close your business, you will soon be an employee of the company I’m planning through you… Eternal Party People, Inc. Yes, that is my company that we will work together for the ushering in of my Mighty and Holy Kingdom… Jesus is so excited to start it up, also. You have all of heaven helping you, interceding for you, angels protecting you (and your loved ones) and me, Your DAD- I will be with you! You have nothing to worry about. I am coming…. Your God is coming home to visit His chosen people. All my kids who love me and know me will be delighted. The new Kingdom is Coming… has already come… and will come to the fullest extent… soon! You have many saints (Christians who love God) in the world that are going to be with you. You are not alone. You will help gather them all together into one powerful force. One voice. Once and for all… together under Christ. We’ll be pushing back the enemy and gaining territory in the hearts of the people on earth. Thank you for your diligence, your prayers, you continued efforts, your love, your friendship, your tenacity, and your faith! You are the apple of my eye… my daughter whom I love… and am well pleased. We have a lot of work to do, but the worst is almost over. It’s going to be so much fun… smooth sailing… as long as you stick with me… talk with me… come here to board meetings, and do whatever I ask of you. (If you are not sure if it is me, talk with your spiritual director about it.). I would never ask you to hurt anyone, of course!!! Believe in yourself. You’ve come so far. I am with you, so all things are possible with God… nothing is impossible.   It will be better than you could ever imagine. The future is amazing… you’ve only imagined a tiny fraction of what will be possible and what will happen for those who love me. Mar, you are special. You are the delight of my heart. Love you.