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On June 21, 2017

Hi!

Thank you so much for checking out the Eternal Party People Blog! I will be going back to 2004 adding some of my poetry, short stories, various chit-chats, and Board Meetings for the Eternal Party People organization.

ShamRock Music Studio is currently a dream under construction. I am hoping, praying and expectantly waiting for God to invest in His Living Enterprise… we shall see what happens!

Feel free to look around and don’t forget to come back soon to see what’s new!

Thanks for being awesome!

~Mar

June 6, 2017

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On June 6, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings, Various Chats

2017-06-06 07:50pm

Looking forward… not behind!

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Thank you so much for always giving me hope and the imagination to think of the many amazing and wonderful things that lie ahead for me, for us, for the entire world. I wonder what it will be like and I know nothing I could ever imagine would hold a candle to what’s in store! You are amazing and your ways are so strange, so wonderful, so amazing… it makes me smile just to think about it! I laugh when we chat… you are so fun, so warm and loving. I can’t tell you how grateful I am for your love and protection. I am elated when I think of what you may have in mind for me to do for you and the Kingdom. I offer you my little measly life for what you have for me to do. I am your living enterprise… and YOU cannot fail. Help me to always hear your lead and to follow faithfully into whatever you have for me.

Mother Mary, please protect me from whatever lies ahead in my life of wonderment… doing God’s will in all things. Pick me up when I fail. I know I will – especially if I take my eyes off what the Father has for me to do. Thank you for your warring angels and their vigilance protection on my family, friends, and my hometown. It is reassuring to know you are looking after us. I know people will talk and spread rumors about me. I know people will laugh at me. I know people will call me crazy and insane. I only want to do your will, Father. Take my will and mold it into your will. I want to always be under your umbrella of activities approved by you.

I don’t want to stray. I want to know your will and I pray that you give me the power to do it. God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the difference. Help me in my journey with OA. I want to be under your will and follow your lead. God, help me be the person you want me to be. You know what needs to be done… I am more than willing to do it…. to the death if needed.

Jesus, Mary… help me help you save souls. I want to be in the family business of saving lost souls. I don’t want anyone to be lost to the enemy and suffer eternally. No! I want everyone to come to your Eternal Party! Thank you for giving me this honor of inviting anyone that will listen to me. (In song). Please give me a voice that is not so terrible and melodies that soothe, intrigue, and motivate people to think about where they want to be and how to get there. Please give me talent, ideas, beauty, the right people, the right circumstances and all that I will need to get this job done! I am here… your soldier in waiting. Help me prepare my self and the world for your Mighty Holy Kingdom, which is to come… Soon, I pray. We need you so much!

Thank you for giving me the blessing and curse of an impaired memory. Thank you that I don’t remember all the bad things that have happened to me, and that are happening now. I am so appreciative that I don’t think of all the harm that has been in my life and that I don’t dwell on all that I’ve been through. I am very glad that I don’t remember (without much effort) the painful times in my life. Thank you, God, that you got me thorough it all! I look forward to living in your Spirit 24/7. I don’t think I will need memory as I pray the Holy Spirit will take my life, each moment, and live through me. May your Holy Spirit use me as His own. I pray that you see to it that I have the mighty loving Sprit make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love. Make me a complete loving being, and show me where I need to change. Show me what needs to be done in my life to shine your love and light. I know I have a long ways to go. Please get me there asap- if possible. I want to be transformed.

I know I have many people to make amends to. Please give me the grace to make them to all the people I have hurt. I don’t know where to start or how to do this. It goes back years. They probably don’t even remember. They may not have even been hurt, and it may be in my memory only. I don’t want to be an a-hole anymore. I know I have much room to grow. Please guide me into where you want me to be. I want to look forward but always looking back; doubting, worrying, and wondering what I was thinking of when I did certain things.

Please don’t let me be misunderstood. I seem to always insert foot when opening my mouth. Why??? Help me express myself more clearly and fully. Many problems have occurred with my mouth spouting out whatever is in my heart and mind… and then being twisted and confused. Help! I look forward to the new beginning. Please give me supernatural help, love, and support to get this job in gear. I won’t look back anymore in sorrow. I will from now on look forward with joy, hope, love and laughter for all you have in mind for us. I love you, Dad! Father-God, thank you for adopting me into your family. Can I please start in the Family Business of saving souls? Eternal Party People, Inc. will soon please get started? I need your investment. Is it possible that I could win the lottery to get this off the ground? Tonight would be great…. lol! Mega millions is around 50M tonight. That would be plenty. I just want to give myself for your intention, your plans, and your amazing songs that you have for me to share. ShamRock Studios and EPP, Inc. are waiting for your sign to get started. I can’t wait and am so EXCITED! Again, the birthdays of me, DB and Jesus… would win and we are so close to winning… I can tell! I hope I have passed the multiple tests I feel I’ve been through. If I need more help, please give it to me so I can have the strength to endure more trials. I hope I make you proud. Love, Your loving daughter…mar.

May 30, 2017

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On May 30, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

2017-05-30 07:13pm

Teleport or Bilocation?

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What is the difference between teleportation and bilocation? I will research this and I pray you show me what you want me to know. I would love it if my father, DB and I could be with my mom in France on their anniversary. Is this possible at this time for such a great blessing and miracle to occur?

Do the research and I will show you what needs to be done for this to be a successful visit with your mother. (She will be so happy to see you both on their special day!). Yes, it is possible. Read on and then come back here for discussion, ok?

15 minutes later…Awesome video of examples caught on tape (on YouTube)! That is amazing and teleportation looks like it is a real occurrence from what I saw. Quite a few clips of it and with about 10 different occurrences on video- I’d love to make this happen on the 19th! I was teleported about 3 blocks many years ago (wrote a poem about it, too.) and I would like my dad to be the driver this time. I don’t want to drive in France… So, I sent mom, dad and DB the video with a note asking if we could try it out. Below is a copy of my email. Check out this video on YouTube:https://youtu.be/wwVvqkzuu4EHere is a link where there are some examples of teleportation caught on tape… not sure if all are without tampering, but some seem very real. I’d like to have us come into agreement that if this is possible, it is only through the power of God and that He could do this for us on their anniversary. Let’s plan a ride in dad’s car at a designated time when mom (in France) can look for our arrival for a short visit. :)This would be so awesome! Let’s each pray about how best to go about the trip and come up with a plan of action! What do ya think? We should figure the best timing since France is at a different time zone… dad, this would be a good project for you – please arrange the tour of a lifetime! Ok?

Yay, I’m excited! Cheers… So, we shall see… I will pray for this to become a reality and open the doors to teleportation vacations for our family. We all hate to fly… especially my dad and I have a special dislike for flying. I refuse to do it anymore but I would love to see the world in many mini day trips… the only way to travel! I’d love to do some space truckin’. TOO!!! Love you, Father God- my daddy!

I love you!

May 28, 2017

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On May 28, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

2017-05-28 12:14am

Help me love again…

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When I was young… free from fear… free from the pain of hatred in the world… I used to be so free in loving. I used to have no fear of anyone, especially Muslims. I loved all people, I loved all Muslims with no thoughts of them hating me…. now this hatred and fear has grown so much in the world. It is hard to escape the tendency to fear people when all you hear is the killings of Christians by terrorists. Please…help me be that girl without anxiety, without mental illness, without the confusion and failed memory thought processing.

I want to know what I know… feel what I feel. I don’t want to be numb anymore. I want to feel and to be free to love as in childhood. I don’t want to hate anyone… I don’t want to fear anyone and I certainly don’t want to harm anyone with words or lack of compassionate words backed by acts of love, kindness, mercy and giving of the light with a bit of laughter. Help me change. Help me love all my brothers and sisters- free of prejudice, free of anything except the pure love of Jesus towards each and every person on earth. Especially help me love and not fear the faithful people of the Muslim faith.

I believe you, God, have a lot for me to learn. I am open and am ready for your blessing of a miracle of healing for the world. We are ready for our world to be one… one love. One people who belong to you, Father. Help me share your love. Take away all that does not belong in my heart. Fill me with your love for my sisters and brothers. Help me be of service and make a difference in the world. I am so sorry that I have so far to go. I need a new heart. Take my fearful heart of stone and change it into one full of love. Help me love again, Lord.

I want to be of service. I have a purpose. Give me the words to share your love. As Nahko says, we are strong together and together we will overcome hatred and all evil in this world. Help us get over this mountain of hatred… show us the way. Help me understand my purpose. Give me what I need to make you proud. I am so very sorry for being persuaded to fear whole masses of people when it is truly only a very few of the many who are terrorists. It all can be done. I can’t wait to be at the Darkening of the Sun Festival in August. Please give us a safe and blessed trip. Help me learn much between now and then. Give me your heart for all souls, especially lost and hurting souls.

I love you, please don’t let me mess this plan of yours up. I need so much work and have so far to go… please don’t let me miss my destiny. Help me help you save souls… and I know I will fail if I don’t get this main key heart makeover to love without any fear. Give me stability and love with a pinch of laughter and my life will be one of service to the family business of saving souls, I love you, Dad. Jesus, teach me love. Holy Spirit, enable me to be filled with your spirit more and more each day. Fill me so full that your love will spill over to the whole world. I want to be a useful vessel. Please don’t give up on me. I am sorry I have been so brainwashed into the hatred of the world. Show me the way. Jesus, take my hand and lead me to your heart. Blessed Mother, please pray for me. Pray that my love will grow in leaps and bounds. Pray that fear will not be in my soul and my heart only has love for the entire world, especially any enemies that would like to inflict harm. Help me love, mom! Amen.

May 5, 2017

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On May 5, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

2017-05-05 10:44pm

I truly thought I’d win tonight!

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Ha,ha! Imagine that! Today is the 5th day of the 5th month… The day of Grace and Mercy… the number 5. (According to some people on Facebook and bible numeric people). I did not doubt for a minute. I had faith and believed I would receive my breakthrough. I was ready to receive. I said the blessing at 9:55: Bless us oh Lord, and these your gifts, which we are about to receive through thy bounty in Christ our Lord, Amen. I reminded Father God that I had some birthday numbers picked out and hoped to win. I hoped to start the new chapter of this story. I reminded him my birth date, DB’s birthdate, Jesus’s birthday and the final number. The numbers I have been playing for almost a decade. Well, it was just another loss for me but you know what…. that only means I am one “no” closer to my “yes”. I am tenacious and I feel like playing until my numbers come in.

So, the devil can forget about me quitting. No. I am never quitting on the plans God has for me. It will either be this or something better. However God uses me I am saying yes. If that means I don’t win, then so be it. I only want what God wants. I am not in charge. My daddy’s got this. He has a plan for me. He tells me every day in every way. I love you, Dad. Abba, I adore you and your ways are strange. They are not our ways. That is what is so awesome about you! You are so good! You are so beautiful and loving and kind and merciful! You are patient and you have your divine timing in all things. Help me grow to be the person you want me to be. I want to shine for you. I want to be used by you. I would love to make music you can use to heal people, & love people by giving them your healing touch and touch them with your love on a worldwide basis. Show God’s love and tell of God’s love. Show and Tell!!!

I am patient for this grand plan to begin. I know you won’t let me miss my destiny. Thank you for your guiding hand in my life. Help me to be who you want me to be. God, I love you and I am so sorry for my sins. I said a crude word tonight. Please forgive me, Jesus. Dad, please forget all I’ve done and all the mistakes I’ve made. See me through the blood of Jesus; see me whiter than the fresh fallen snow. See me pure, whole, and see me as the daughter you love and care for. Please don’t forget us down here. We need your love. We need your Kingdom Come! Miracles, Signs and WONDERS! I pray for this with all my heart.

Eternal Father, I offer you the body and blood, soul and divinity of your dearly beloved Son, My Lord Jesus Christ…in atonement for my sins and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, Dad, have mercy on me, and us, and on the whole world! I love you, Father God. Please give my momma a big hug. I love you guys. Many thanks for the Holy Trinity in stepping into this broken world and for having a plan to save us all from the evil one. Thank you that you have an amazing plan of salvation so that no one alive on this earth at these last days, the days of your power before you come to judge- Don’t’ let anyone’s pride get in the way of them coming to you. Don’t let anyone’s hurts and wounds from their lifetime come in between you and their heart. Soften their hearts. Set them all free.

Jesus, you took the keys to hell on that great day after you died on the cross for us. You went down there, you melted the demon’s faces… you took the keys of hades away from Lucifer! You, most merciful and loving Son of God went down there to take away power of the devil! You conquered death! You conquered the plans of the enemy. You have in your power the love and freedom from the eternal tortures of hell; which we all deserve but with your blood, we are made worthy of an eternal party with you in heaven. Heaven on earth… this new rebirth. Open to anyone that will come to you and say thank you so much, and I am so sorry I messed up so many times. Please forgive me. I love you. It will be an amazing time to be alive!

Please help me get healthy so I can enjoy it for many centuries with you in the millennial reign when you come. I hope you come soon, Jesus! We need you! Help me run this race set before me. Help me not to eat when I am stressed out. My life is very odd. It is stressful. I mean, what I do is put all this on my efforts and forget that your burden is light. Help me rely on you for everything. It is a wild ride, and I am so glad I have you to direct my steps. Help me hear your voice and prompting me in my decisions. I need to hear you more clearly. Please help me in this area and help me to heed your instructions. I want to know the way to go.

Right now, I think you would like me to go to sleep and dream of the way it will be in the not so far away future. Your Kingdom Come, YOUR Will be done… ON EARTH as it is in HEAVEN! That means: No pain, no sorrow, no sickness, no worries…no mean people… your love will transform this world. People will be full of peace, joy and laughter… prosperity like never before seen! Teleportation, signs, miracles and wonders will be common. Please have your way with me. Holy Spirit, inebriate me- give me your living inspirations.

Use me as you see fit, God. Holy Spirit, take me over and show me how to play all instruments that I touch. Make me into an instrument of your peace. Where there is sadness, let me bring joy. Where there is sorrow, help me share laughter. Where there is darkness, let me bring light. Where there is sickness, use me to pray to bring your healing touch. Where there is loneliness, help me show a path to your friendship and point to your love – help me make another way to your love. Help me show the lost people, the people who are now looking for you but have not yet found you… help me make your presence known. Help me share your love in this world. Help me do what I’ve come to the world to do.

Don’t let me be afraid; give me the courage to sing out loud all about your love and share this good news of your return. Soon. And where there are lost souls, let me bring the compass that will guide all lost ships to your safe harbor, which is in your heart. Come into our hearts and live in us all. So we may become one in Christ and not miss out on the eternal party you have planned for anyone that will rsvp to your party. Help me send out invitations with your mighty love in songs. Cheers, to all the Eternal Party People… you rock

March 15, 20117

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On March 15, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

2017-03-15 07:50pm

Atonement

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Lent is well underway and I have not been in tune with this season of Atonement. Pleases forgive me for my lack of concern in following through with my resolve to fast after 7pm. No food after 7 is what I said to you and I have forgotten most days. We are now 10 days (I think) into Lent. I recommit myself to fasting after 7pm with the exception of Saturday’s St Patrick’s Day party. I will fast an additional 3 hours today to make up for it. I never realized that lent is a time for atonement… in order to suffer a little bit to show my sorrow over my disobedience and for committing sins. Please accept my small offering of a fast during lent to be offered at the foot of the cross-offered up to you as a small offering of my living sacrifice. Also, I will be giving extra money this lent to my sweet sponsor child, AB, and her family. Please bless them with good health and meeting all their needs. I also pray for all the other children in Children International and for all children in the world who are suffering in poverty or abuse, neglect, and sorrow. Especially I pray for all people who do not know you and live a life in darkness. Shine your light brightly through your church and may the whole world come to know and love you, Jesus. Bring all your family home for the eternal party. It will be so amazing… I can hardly wait; but I know we have much work to do still. Please help me, Jesus and Mother, please help me help you save souls. St. Faustina, help me more fully understand the divine mercy of God. Thank you for your forgiveness and guidance. Thank you for the gift of atonement. At-one-ment!

March 9, 2017

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On March 9, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

3/9/17

Today was interesting. I saw a house come on the market that I would like to look at soon. It is a great deal (they want to sell badly, dropping the price $30k under the estimate. It is huge- 3000 sq. feet. A tri-level. It is in a great neighborhood where I grew up, not far from where we live now also. $209k asking and I think the basement would be ok for loud music even though it is not completely underground. I would like to look at it and maybe put an offer. DB likes it also.

God will work all things out. He is good all the time. We shall see what He has in mind for us. It has a big backyard, which would be fun to have a party with a band back there. I think noise would be ok on occasion. It only has one neighbor to the north side and one across the street. This house is on the corner lot, so there are less neighbors. I would consider putting an offer in contingent to selling our condo. I’m pretty excited, actually. No house has gotten my attention like this one except the house with the courtyards but that is close to closing on the 23rd this month. I want to declutter the garage this weekend and clean that up so it’s more presentable. Other than that, I’ve donated about 6 or 7 carloads of stuff to Goodwill. So, we’re light and ready to move for the most part.

I wrote a poem/song tonight and I’d like to make a song out of it. Maybe I’ll get around to it this weekend. I’m excited to see that band tomorrow night. Just watched them on YouTube at Audio Tree and they are pretty amazing. I wish I heard them before- I heard them playing around town but never got to see them. DB and I will have a good time. Help me be more patient and kind with him. My love, he is such a good friend, my favorite person in the universe,

Why don’t I chill out and enjoy more of my life with him? We have so many blessings. He is amazing and funny. Thank you, Father God for setting us up. I am always smiling when I think of him. (Except when I want to scream in frustration… that only happens a few times a month, lol) Yes, help me be more patient and long suffering with love for him. It’s really not that hard, but, but it is mostly in my head with the mental illness that makes my life so difficult. I am so tired of thinking thoughts that are not helpful and make me so upset. It’s gotten much better lately, though. It’s all good. With you, I can handle this.

One Voice

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On March 8, 2017

In Poetry

Beautiful and amazing is the sky.

Thoughts of the universe shine so bright.

Lost in hopes and dreams-

I smile with a sigh.

Life’s new beginning starts here tonight…

A decision to say goodbye to life unfulfilled.

To wake up this dream is no lie.

Wrapped in blankets… to the bone I am chilled.

Will it ever begin anew?

The only decision lies in you.

God’s finger on the trigger to start this race.

The hardest thing I ever do.

Determination on winning first place.

Wait on the maestro’s cue… Will it ever begin anew?

The only decision lies in you.

Yes, you!

Yes, me!

Yes, you!

We’re all together with one voice.

Each of us individually will make the choice.

February 21, 2017

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On February 21, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

Waiting… waiting… what am I doing wrong?

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Do I need to learn something? Do I need to prove my love, my work ethic, and my obedience? What should I say to you? Telling you how much I love you never seems enough. Death to my will… this may be the last thing needed. I pray you help me obey. Open my ears to your directions. Heed my thoughts and actions to your guidance. Show me what I need to do. Is the delay in anticipation to my complete surrender? I love your way. Your way is always so much better than anything I could ever plan or do. Help me keep the plans of the evil one behind me. Help me. Give me the weapons needed to do your will and to thwart the plans far away when those plans are against your will. I feel the struggle of evil vs. good within. It is clear what to do; yet to do it is near impossible many instances each day. The struggle is real. The war is real. You can do anything, Lord. Please help me when I need you. Help me learn to call out to you for help when I need it. Help me remember that you want to help me. Remind me constantly that you are with me. Talk with me and allow me to hear your whisper in this busy and loud world. Please help me get ready for your plans to manifest in the world.

February 21, 2017

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On February 21, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings

Thank you, God!!!

I want to thank you for all the many blessings you have endlessly poured out on me each and every day! Thank you for giving me life -to start with! Thank you for a body that works and a mind that is mostly sane… lol. Thank you for my family, marriage, the gift of faith, love, hope, charity and love for neighbor. Thank you for our jobs, the home you gave us, clothes, food, technology and appliances that work to make our lives more manageable. Thank you for the internet and DB’s ability to fix it for me when problems come up with it. Thank you that you have amazing plans for my life and our country’s future. Thank you for the incredible gift of salvation– only made possible by your beloved son, Jesus who died for me! Thank you for redeeming me from the pit of hell by your forgiveness and for washing me whiter than the fallen snow. Thank you for a mild winter and a long spring season. Thank you for music and your healing power that flows not only through people, but by your miracle wonder working ways; also miraculous through music! Thank you for healing power flowing more freely throughout the world. I love you! Thank you for the next chapter to arrive on your perfect timing. Thank you that you are showing me what needs to be done today. One day at a time, thank you, Lord!