2017-08-20 08:30pm
Saving Passion
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You are beautiful-You are my best friend…You are wonderful…You are my heart -You give life to my soul. In you I find peace, love and laughter. Your Saving Passion fills me. Your light strengthens me, Your loving compassion heals me. Never leave me. Your love conquers all. Where would we be without your love?
Love always wins, Mar
We looked today at a rental space in a nice building’s basement but it costs $350/month. Ouch. It would be wonderful to have a studio in our home. For now, we are looking around. We could share a rental space with another band, but we would be liable for any damage that may occur, theft, or what have you. So, we would need to find someone very responsible and trustworthy to share it with.
We looked at buying a house but I want to wait until we get more money for a down payment and I’m working hard on paying off our last credit card. So, within a year, things will change for us.
So, you know what I’m about to ask you. I ask you every day and have asked you every day since October 2008! You know the numbers. You know the timing for our victory bash. Help me be who you are calling me to be. Please. Open doors for us that we don’t currently see.
ShamRock Studio. That’s the name I will call it and if you think this is a good idea, you will make it happen. Either way, it will happen. It’s just a matter of time. If it is your will. That sweet studio DT would be perfect…hint-hint.
In the meanwhile, please help me learn some Holy Spirit Singing and Guitar playing… Uke playing… anything else you want me to play. Make of me what you will… your living enterprise… an instrument of your peace. (First make me fit to be used by you.). I pray that you show me the way. Help me be a better person. Transform me into the person you want me to be.
I love you. I need you. I want to be used by you… make me your instrument of love, peace, light and revolutionize this world into your mighty and holy Kingdom. Help me share your love. I pray for miracles to break out and spreads across the world so all your kids will know you and know how much you love them. Show and tell. Show your powerful love and I can’t wait to sing/tell them to RSVP to your Eternal Party! I don’t want anyone to miss out! They need to know you. Love you. And be saved by your precious son, Jesus. You guys Rock!
Thank you for your plans are even better than I can imagine. I pray I am not imagining all this. Hopefully I’m on the right track here. What do you think? Can you tell me anything that would help me feel sane in thinking all this?
*** I love you, Mar. Just take it “0ne day at the time”. (Just like that sign said in Tijuana… haha!). You will see many things occur that you dreamt about and many many more wonderful things that you could never imagine. I have great plans for you and all the world. Soon… now is the time of my power. You will see it all come true. Hang tight. I know you have been through a lot and I will make it right. You have a multitude of blessings about to be showered down on you… and the whole world. Music is one of my favorite ways of sharing my love and spreading the good news. You will be one of my trusted employees to invite all the world to the Eternal Party. Yes, it will be so much more than what people think of eternity… and the alternative is not something to be considered. I want only the best for my kids. And you’re all my kids.
Thanks, Dad… Father-God, for your love, kindness, and many blessings. I am so grateful and happy to be your daughter. Help me do better. I want to make you smile when you think of me.
3/9/17
Today was interesting. I saw a house come on the market that I would like to look at soon. It is a great deal (they want to sell badly, dropping the price $30k under the estimate. It is huge- 3000 sq. feet. A tri-level. It is in a great neighborhood where I grew up, not far from where we live now also. $209k asking and I think the basement would be ok for loud music even though it is not completely underground. I would like to look at it and maybe put an offer. DB likes it also.
God will work all things out. He is good all the time. We shall see what He has in mind for us. It has a big backyard, which would be fun to have a party with a band back there. I think noise would be ok on occasion. It only has one neighbor to the north side and one across the street. This house is on the corner lot, so there are less neighbors. I would consider putting an offer in contingent to selling our condo. I’m pretty excited, actually. No house has gotten my attention like this one except the house with the courtyards but that is close to closing on the 23rd this month. I want to declutter the garage this weekend and clean that up so it’s more presentable. Other than that, I’ve donated about 6 or 7 carloads of stuff to Goodwill. So, we’re light and ready to move for the most part.
I wrote a poem/song tonight and I’d like to make a song out of it. Maybe I’ll get around to it this weekend. I’m excited to see that band tomorrow night. Just watched them on YouTube at Audio Tree and they are pretty amazing. I wish I heard them before- I heard them playing around town but never got to see them. DB and I will have a good time. Help me be more patient and kind with him. My love, he is such a good friend, my favorite person in the universe,
Why don’t I chill out and enjoy more of my life with him? We have so many blessings. He is amazing and funny. Thank you, Father God for setting us up. I am always smiling when I think of him. (Except when I want to scream in frustration… that only happens a few times a month, lol) Yes, help me be more patient and long suffering with love for him. It’s really not that hard, but, but it is mostly in my head with the mental illness that makes my life so difficult. I am so tired of thinking thoughts that are not helpful and make me so upset. It’s gotten much better lately, though. It’s all good. With you, I can handle this.
2017-01-29 10:35pm
Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit… help me help you save souls!
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Thank you, Dad, that you are in control and have all things planned for your children. There is so much evil in the world. Only Jesus can make all things right. Come Lord, Jesus, bring your light and love to the world. We need your love, your peace and your will to be done on Earth. Thank you that you can use me in whatever way you decide is best.
I ask you… Lord, send me! Use ShamRock Studio, Eternal Party People, Inc. and our lives for your glory. Save all your children from the grips of the evil one. Let all see your light. Wake up your children from their slumber. Help me get your invitations to the Eternal Party out to the world and let everyone in their heart say, “YES! I choose you, God!” Let Jesus touch their hearts, Lord. Let all your plans come to pass exactly as you want it to unfold.
Dad, I pray that the dreams you placed in my heart come true in accordance to your holy will! I am your living enterprise and God cannot fail! Help me help you save souls. Bring your entire family of children home. Use me to help show your love and share your laughter, joy, peace, provision and concern for your children. Bring your music to earth with all your miracles, signs and wonders to break this dream into a reality.
May all people see your power and know your love for them. Please make ShamRock Studio your home for your most Holy Spirit through me and all the artists that come for a visit. May miracles break through for a revival unknown of before, a habituation of your love… not just a visitation… a habitation of your will and spirit to cover the ends of the earth!
Please get me into your will and not to miss out on your lead. Help me obey. Help me hear and heed your word. I am sorry for being so rebellious and stubborn. Help me obey your lead in all things and especially in the “small” leanings you give to me to help me lose the weight. Please bless Gwen and please help me stay on track. I need your help in this endeavor. I am sorry that it is so hard for me, when I know your leanings and then do my way instead. I am so sorry. Help me wait for your growl and leading to eat and please help me follow you. Your ways are the best! I am so weak. Please give me the strength to get this right before you.
2017-01-10 09:56pm
The odds are for me
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Thank you, God, that the odds are for me. In the “natural” it does look like it. As the years go by, I feel more and more defeated but I never give up on you! My dreams, and my hopes of winning the lottery, building ShamRock Studios and Eternal Party People… we are ready to rock! You are in control and New York cannot stop your plans. I ask in Jesus’ name. Father, please Guide the following numbers to float up at the right time: I am your living enterprise. Use me, Lord! Send me! I come to do your will. I am asking, seeking, and knocking on your door.
Every father knows to give good gifts to their children… how much more would my Heavenly Father who has all things under his control… you can Do whatever you please. You bless your children with so many good gifts. Thank you so much for all that you have given me! Mental stability, loving family, all our material needs and most of our “wants” – you provide for me in all that I need when I need it. Thank you that the odds are for me in the lotto because when you want something… you get it! All you need to do is breathe that into reality with a second of your intent. I believe. Your daughter has this request, but most importantly I pray for my dad’s health to be restored with a new and healthy heart. Please send your angel with a new heart for him. I love you, Father God! Thank you, Cheers! ~mar
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