Tag: Lottery

September 25, 2018

On September 25, 2018

Hey, you! Hi! It was good to talk with you earlier… I’m here now to journal so that I don’t forget what you have to tell me. My memory is really not very good anymore. I heard it’s because my brain is so used to my computer remembering everything for me, so I don’t exercise my brain enough. Makes sense. I really don’t remember much anymore. Even simple things like what I did this morning… escape my memory much of the time. Thank you for the Bible Timeline 23 week study that I am starting. Please help me make it a priority and spend time in your word each day so I can keep up with the homework. I am excited to learn about the Old Testament! I don’t understand it and so this study should help me get the timing of everything figured out, along with getting acquainted with all the people in the stories.

Q1– Do you think I would be spoiled if I won the lottery? Are you afraid that I wouldn’t be able to handle it? Do you think I would waste the money and ruin my life? If so, let me assure you that would not be the case! Let me explain: I don’t want any more jewelry, I don’t even want to buy any real estate like mansions and homes… no. I would like to keep renting the house we are in now. Why? Because it is simple, easy, convenient, no stress and why wouldn’t I want someone to manage it for me so I can spend my time doing work for you and your Kingdom! I don’t want fancy clothes, heck- I don’t even want a new car!!! I love my Vibe (Pontiac, Vibe). I only want to have 100% of my time dedicated for your company, EPP, Inc. So that together, we can figure out a way to invite the world to your eternal party! You dig?

Haha, yeah- I dig. You crack me up, Mar. Yes, I believe you. I know your thoughts and I know you better than you know yourself. You want to start EPP, Inc. as a nonprofit corporation. You want to put all the money back into the community of my people. Yes, even your doctor said that out of all people, he thinks you would be able to handle winning the jackpot of the lottery. You have many plans and ideas that I’ve placed in your heart to help the poor (in spirit and in their worldly physical needs). I will not forget our plans. You will have all you need when you need it and keep doing what you’re asked to do each day and soon it will be time for the “next chapter” to begin. You’re having fun now, too, so there is no hurry. Keep being faithful. Keep praying and doing the studies you are taking. Keep uploading these meetings… you still have all of 2016 to upload. Keep focused on that. Ok? I don’t think you will be spoiled if you win the lottery. I know you will do amazing things with the business and so many people will be blessed by that work. I will help you get everything done. Be patient and remember… with God- All things are Possible!

~Anything’s Possible

Expectantly Waiting

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On October 3, 2017

In Creative Nonfiction, Poetry, Short Stories

Dad drove me to the grocery store to get some Diet RC Cola
The kind my mom used to like to drink
He bought me a ticket and I won $15
That’s a lot of money for a five year old
He insisted I share it with my sister

So now I drive I-74 East to Indiana once every 5 weeks
I’m not sure if Illinois pays their winners
I hand over my hard earned money to the kind
Rose and skull tattooed lady at the store
Faithfully purchasing my usual allotment
The next day I always put it in my small gray
Secure deposit box at the Credit Union for safekeeping

The victory bash seems near
“Invest in my dream, God?”
I always request and I tell him all that I’d do

Let me work in the Divine Family Business
In the Music Division Department of sharing your love
With a Miracle-Generating
Love-Amplifier recording studio
Dedicated to You

Now with technological advancements

Communication flies across the world

In an instant God can change the face of the Earth

I long to produce songs and offer

Something positive, something pure

In a space designated to make it all come true

It’s getting old, as I am too
Yet still each morning after the nightly drawing
I Google with a battered belief
As I peek at the numbers

January 10, 2017

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On January 10, 2017

In EPP Board Meetings, Various Chats

2017-01-10 09:56pm

The odds are for me

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Thank you, God, that the odds are for me. In the “natural” it does look like it. As the years go by, I feel more and more defeated but I never give up on you! My dreams, and my hopes of winning the lottery, building ShamRock Studios and Eternal Party People… we are ready to rock! You are in control and New York cannot stop your plans. I ask in Jesus’ name. Father, please Guide the following numbers to float up at the right time: I am your living enterprise. Use me, Lord! Send me! I come to do your will. I am asking, seeking, and knocking on your door.

Every father knows to give good gifts to their children… how much more would my Heavenly Father who has all things under his control… you can Do whatever you please. You bless your children with so many good gifts. Thank you so much for all that you have given me! Mental stability, loving family, all our material needs and most of our “wants” – you provide for me in all that I need when I need it. Thank you that the odds are for me in the lotto because when you want something… you get it! All you need to do is breathe that into reality with a second of your intent. I believe. Your daughter has this request, but most importantly I pray for my dad’s health to be restored with a new and healthy heart. Please send your angel with a new heart for him. I love you, Father God! Thank you, Cheers! ~mar

February 2, 2016

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On February 2, 2016

In EPP Board Meetings

Q1-Hey, Mom! How are you doing? I wanted to thank you for helping me get out of my funk and for all your prayers. I feel great today; I am so lucky that I bounce back so easily. Thank God for that! Could you please do me a favor and help me pray for RW? I need to stop by and visit with him again this Friday after work or sometime this weekend at the nursing home.

***If you make the effort to visit him again; Father God will powerfully hear your prayers. I will be with you to pray with you for RW. I will help you with your request by making your prayers arranged beautifully with flowers and a meal of Lasagna with Garlic Bread and a delicious salad. He loves to hear prayers that are thoughtfully arranged and I know how and love to help in any way I can. I will also put an arrangement of beautiful purple orchids by your request, at his golden table where He likes to receive prayers. You are very smart to ask for my help in offering more beautiful prayers, I love to help my children in this way, I am the Queen of Angels, Mother of God, and Intercessor of the Universe… J I love you, Mar… Pray lovingly and be very patient with R, as you know it takes awhile for him to point out each letter on his chart to speak. I will increase his mobility with powerful miracles for his return to health. God wants you to pray for his healing, even though it seems impossible. Just pray. Pray! Pray, pray!

Q2-Holy Spirit, I love you! You are hidden in the many thoughts that I have but I know that all the correspondence with Father God, Jesus, and Mom- they are because of your help, right? How do I speak with you? What would you like me to say to speak with you? It seems as if I talk with all the others, but neglect to speak with you directly most days. I don’t feel like I know your personality. Is it you that cracks me up with funny thoughts every day, or are you more serious? What are you like and how do I best get to know YOU better?

*** Thank you for thinking about me and wanting to know me better. I am a little mysterious in that I don’t have anything you can compare me with. Since I am spirit, I understand how it could be difficult. Just know that I am the person that helps you talk with God, Jesus, Mom, and that I also am the one that leads you in God’s ways. I am the person that gives you little tips in the still small voice… that is me! I love that you desire to know my personality better. I will reveal myself to you in the next year or two – you will come to know my voice. I am not loud or obnoxious, but I can be funny. I will tell you when it is me speaking, since you desire to know what I sound like. Pray and ask for me to reveal myself more to you. Pray this at the 3:00 hour with your chaplet of divine mercy along with all your other prayer requests. Also, I am with you when you pray in tongues… that is my spirit working wonders in your life when you pray this way. Sing and pray in the spirit everyday, that is the way to my heart.

Q3-Jesus, I love you! I want to just kiss you right now! But, alas, you are not here for me to hug and kiss, so I kiss my little golden pendant with you and mom in the center; one on each side of the golden little necklace pendant that mom and dad gave me. I’m tearing up. I miss you. I love you and want only to be with you… one day. Right? One day, hopefully soon, you will return to come get me for your coming home party. Heaven on Earth! Heaven come down! When, Jesus? How much longer? I can’t wait!!! J

***Ha-ha, Mar, you are wonderful. We love you and I can’t wait to come back either! Only the Father knows when, but if I had to guess, it would be sometime soon, whenever everything gets into place. You are not delaying anything; so get that out of your mind. No, it is all in divine time. Dad will lead all things in perfect order. So, don’t you skip ahead of us. You may trip and hurt yourself! No, we are all in good frame of minds and happy for your help, but never think this is all on you. No, actually, you don’t need to worry. Mar, you are in good shape. God’s got this! And also don’t forget that it is going to be more amazing than you could ever imagine! Don’t listen to videos that talk about destruction, concentration camps, and all sorts of news. Don’t listen to any of it. God is in control and their plans will fall through. Holy Trinity App will be an instrument and tool of God. He is coming in a huge way. World REVIVAL, Mar… it’s going to be amazing! We are happy that you said yes, but never put all this weight on your shoulders. My yoke is easy and your weight IS LIGHT. I am with you always. Soon we will be ready to ask for your help in arranging the Eternal Party and invite the people. And yes, Dad will invest in EPP, Inc. So, don’t lose heart! Keep playing the lotto… hehehe, you’ll see. Soon. I love you, Mar.

Q4– Dad, I did not put your question last in any way less important. I just wanted to let you take a nap until I came around to you… J

My question for you is…. Drumroll please, …

Why, oh why is this so difficult? It shouldn’t be this hard to play the lottery. Seriously. Why am I so much trying to do this thing when all you keep telling me to do is play and relax? I’m more relaxed than I have been in the past, but waiting is so hard… I can’t wait to turn this page. Start the next chapter, God? Soon?

*** I like your tenacity and I love that you keep playing in spite of not winning much in the last 8 years. You’ve played faithfully and hopefully while at the same time not being worn down by it. (Except for a short bit there a few years ago.) I apologize for the wait, but you make it more difficult than it needs to be. Ask and you shall receive. I hear your asking. I know your heart in this is for all good. The computer has the evidence! J You truly desire to do my will and you believe that your dream (EPP, Inc) is from me. That is true. I place this dream into your heart before you knew of it. This seed has been growing and maturing so soon will be the time of reaping what has been sown. The harvest is plenty but the workers are few. I appreciate you stepping up to offer yourself as a living sacrifice. I, Papa-God, cannot fail. Love wins. Keep this in your heart. When things get rough, as they surely will, remember that love wins! There will be ups and downs on this rollercoaster of your life. Enjoy the ride.

Hugs, xo, your dad.

Closing: Thank you, my wonderful heavenly family. Father, I offer you the body and the blood, Soul and divinity of your dearly beloved Son, My Lord Jesus Christ- In atonement for our sins, and those of the whole world. For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, Dad, have Mercy on me an on the whole world! Please help me do your will. Please give me supernatural extra time in my days so I can get through it all with loving patience. Help me be more loving and caring for all people. Help me be the person you want me to be. Please give me the virtues of Jesus. I want to be more like Him! Please equip and empower me to do your will. Please let EPP, Inc. come to reality and show it success for your glory and purposes. Please don’t let me hurt anyone and please extend my territory for your purposes. Let your love and mercy flood the earth and if I can help share that with others, I would be deeply honored. I know that no good deed goes unpunished; yet still, I say yes, please let me help save souls. Yes, Yes, Yes to it all. If I become persecuted or killed from doing your will, I am glad that you make me worthy of it. Help me follow you, Holy Spirit, and that I don’t back off from anything you have for me to do. In your name, Jesus Christ, I pray. AMEN. XO! ~Mar

September 26, 1012

By RSVP to the Eternal Party!

On September 26, 2012

In EPP Board Meetings

I was so busy I missed writing yesterday so I’ll do a quick update and write more tonight. Had my 4th group lesson on uke at CFA… more awesomeness to my week! I learned barre chords and how to change the key I’m in… not sure I understand completely but M said he would be able to give me private lessons after our class ends! Yay! Also, he said that we may be able to get a jam session in with our class to play songs as a group. How kewl and awesome is that?!!!! So, today at 4 I’ll be meeting up with DK for some sipping of visions of iced latte. ;0) He’s going to help me write songs! Yippee, I could pee my pants I’m so happy! You lined it all up so well for me, God! I can never thank you enough for all you’re doing for me!!!! And today is another day filled with your goodness. And yes,… I am still expectantly waiting with a huge grin on my face… can we please win the Powerball tonight? You are the most incredible God and I trust your plan for my life…. If I win- when I win—it will be on your time, in your grace and protection of making sure it is only for all good. So I can share it with the community and get time to learn, play, write songs for YOUR KINGDOM! You rock, Kewl King and I can’t wait to form a band: KEWL KING And HIS ETERNAL PARTY Yessss, that’s what I’m talkin’ bout! Jam on!!! Ok, I’z gotta get to work… end of the month and the I needs to pay some bills… sure do wish I had some more time for all this.,.. (hint, hint) I lovez you!!!! Don’t want to stop writing but I have so much to do before I meet D- Just a little work, laundry, cleaning, bills, shower, and I’d love to somehow get a run in too!!! (and where is the time to practice Ukelele?) Oh Lordy, please give me some more time… I hate rushing around like I got my head chopped off… Can we win tonight, Daddy? You’re so awesome, Pappacito! Te amo!