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What does the future hold for us?  Will we be alive when the second coming of Jesus happens?  Do we have time to get all that needs to be done?  Should I be rushing at getting  done all that you call me to do?  What is it exactly that you want me to do?  I want to help you save souls from the grip of Satan… I don’t really know what someone like me can possibly do for you.  I have no talent.  My voice is out of tune, weak and lyrics are usually cheesy and unwittingly written.  I am such a no talent and don’t even have courage to sing in front of other people.  I am afraid you may have made a mistake in choosing me for this job… if there is actually indeed a job for me to do- which it could all be in my imagination.  Is the dream I have from you or am I unhinged from reality in my own fantasy/grandiosity and am I way off the mark here?

*** That is a lot of questions for me to answer.  Let me tell you in a few short sentences the answer.  #1 no one knows when that day will come, only know it is soon and may be in your lifetime but that would give it away if I told you so.  However, your life may be extended- with a light body you could theoretically live with me for the 1000- year reign.  This is a possibility, Mar- but I unfortunately can not tell you for sure.  You have many decisions to make between now and then which could alter your journey drastically. Heaven is watching to see what you will do with your time.  Will you take care of yourself and do as you are led to do by Me?  Will you obey and live?  Or will you disobey, and thereby perhaps not live to see the 1000-year reign.  What you choose to do has implications in your future.  I know that this sounds drastic, but that is the choice you must make.  Obey or do not Obey… obeDIEnce-  die to your own will and follow God… and live.  You have an opportunity to bring much light into the world through obedience.  This is not a joke.  No.  This is real.  Not your imagination. 

This is longer then I first thought.  Sorry about that.  Mar, you must listen to my leading.    If you want to help save souls, you must first save yourself- you must obey.  Faith without works is death.  Obedience is the work you must do to live and to bring others home with you, you must be an example.  Everyone is watching.  Are you going to allow the food to rule you?  Or will you follow my leading with hunger from my signal to eat with a growl- and wait until then before your refuel.  I know that this sounds odd.  Simple. But it is indeed difficult with Satan lying to you all the time.  Do not be rushed.  Approach food with reverence and slowly decide when, what, and when to stop.  I am sorry this is so hard for you.  You have not made the decision.  Now is the time to decide.  I will help you.  But you must help yourself also. 

Do the homework.  Listen to the videos.  Decide right now to follow my lead.  Obey my signal/the growl and you will then be blessed.  I can help you if you ask me to.  Ok, Mar- I hear your prayer.  Only believe that I am here to help you pass your tests.  Don’t look back over the years. Now is the time.  A new day today.  Starting right now. Press your restart button and get ready for your new life.  It will be much easier if you pray for help.  Only then can we help you.  You must want my help.  You must want God over the food.  Food can’t help you in any way to get where I want to take you, mar.  Food will only rob you of your destiny. 

Fast and pray.  Fasting between growls.  In this way, you will be fasting all the time each and every day in this special way.  I can answer your prayers much more easily as prayers are much more powerful under a fast.  Yes, waiting on a growl is a kind of fast.  It is a powerful fast.  Also, go to confession as soon as possible and this new clean slate will also help your prayers.  Pray to win the Powerball!  Don’t give up!  I would like you to handle the blessing of helping many people and in this way, you will be doing me a great favor in being my hands and feet in the world.  Love my children who are in need.  Feed and clothe the poor, love and care of them is what I am asking you to do in this way though the job looks unending… I will come powerfully and wash the world in my love.  The Holy Spirit will be let free to work many miracles, signs and wonders.  Pray for all this while you are fasting and waiting on the growl each day.  This is indeed a FAST!  Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.  I am your Father who loves you and I only want the best for you!  Ask me for help and you will get it.  I don’t call you to perfection, only try your very BEST!  You can do this!  I have given Gwen this program with you in mind.  She will help you in this assignment.  Start right now with a renewed dedication!  I will be with you and I will help you. 

Many blessings will come through this kind of suffering/dedication/fasted prayer life and you will not regret your “yes” to me on this road to my will being done on Earth- just as it is in Heaven!  There is much to be done and first it must come through prayer!  The world is a battlefield for souls.  Fasting and prayer is what is most needed right now!  You can do this!  We are counting on you!  Eve ate the fruit and died.  You must not eat of the fruit until your stomach is growling—- and Live!  Many lives are at stake here… no pressure, but I am sorry to say that your actions do have severe  consequences.  I forgive you.  But do your best and try to live this life I am calling you to… FAST and Pray, Mar!   The world needs obedience right now.  In this way, many miracles will be made possible.  I am sorry this is so difficult for you.   I know the addiction is real and it is powerful.  I can only help you if you come to me in prayers – ask for much.  You will then come to see much good and powerful answers in the years to come. 

Q1– Wow, I can’t not mention tonight’s jackpot is $1 Billion… oh my.  That’s a lot of beans!  My lord.  Whoever wins that will be set for helping a ton of people!  I pray that your will be done and that whoever wins is blessed and not cursed… that the money will go to bless other people and share the love of God.  Could you tell me something that will make me hopeful that I may win one of these days and start the next chapter?  I am reading the meetings from 2016 as I’m uploading them, and it is starting to really discourage me.  Looking back it seems like it may all have been me imagining all this.  I feel foolish and saddened by my actions.  Who would believe that GOD would ask someone to play the lottery?  Seriously.  Yet, at the same time, I feel called to continue in faith that this is your will for me; for some reason.

***Mar, don’t worry about how things look.  That is not my will.  I choose you to do many foolish things for me, don’t I?  Why wouldn’t I want to have you blessed so that you never worry about money, have time to do all I will call you to do, give you money to bless many people and create many miracles in your life… AND, show you that with God, All things are possible; that I want to work mighty miracles in your life and for your assignment as being one of my mighty instruments of Love, Peace, and Joy. What is the problem if I choose to grant you a Billion Dollars; I mean, what would give anyone the right to judge you for that?  Gambling goes on every week at church Bingo parties!  Ha, ha, ha… it’s just a little bigger game, but still.  Follow your heart.  You feel led to play and you don’t abuse it.  No.  You buy one ticket for the two main games and that’s pretty much it.  Right?  It only takes one ticket to win- right?  You have to play to win! 

You are not imagining all this.  We have plans and it may include you winning the lottery… maybe to get attention from people that God is working in your life and has many miracles to follow!  I do indeed have many miracles in store for you and for the world.  My Kingdom of Love is about to wash over the world… soon money will not even be necessary for my children who love me.  Soon, it will be odd for someone not to have miracles happening in their life!  People will seek, ask, knock and I will be there for them with many gifts.  Gifts of healing, prosperity, joy, love, life, and eternal life at the Eternal Party with all the People who RSVP!

Won’t you please say yes to the plan I have for you to help me get the invitations out?  I would like you to take the lead in sending the invitations out-  along with Mother Mary.  Lucy will be so surprised to learn of all the souls that were saved from his grasping gruesome hands… the souls snatched back from him will be grateful.  Please don’t give up.  You’re in the family business of helping me save souls and it wouldn’t be the same without you on the team!

Father, I say Yes!  Whenever you are ready, when you think I’m ready, whenever you think the timing is perfect.  A BILLION… wow, that would be something, wouldn’t it?  If you trust me with the job of distributing your funds and running EPP, Inc. and ShamRock Studio, I would be honored for the position… Use me, Lord.  I am sorry if I seem greedy.  I only want what you want.  You know what is the best road to go down.  I will follow you.  Only show me what I need to know and please don’t let me get lost!  I love you.

Q1- You have a strategic plan for me.  I am writing my story… I see you moving in my life and preparing me for the next thing!  I am alive… not dead yet- so you have a next step with a purpose in mind.  There are no coincidences but only God- instances!  I crave your will to be done in me.  Whatever it is, I want that!  I want to please you.  I want to submit my life over to your good and holy will.  Help me walk the path you are calling me to.  Don’t let me get lost on the journey- show me each step on the way and I will follow.  With your grace of dying to my will and the blessings of faith, hope, courage, joy, love and laughter.  Dad, thank you for the rainbow yesterday!  I forgot to mention it at the meeting.  I take it as a sign from you that you are still in control and that you have good plans for us.  The darkness is about to be flooded with your light.  Right?

*** Just a little while longer and you will see the bright lights of love shine on Earth.  There is no darkness where there is light!  The rainbow you saw is a sign that my love will wash over the earth.  Instead of a flood of water covering the Earth as in Noah’s day- it will be a flood of my Holy Spirit.  Not one person will not be covered in this Love of  light.  Many will flee it because of their deeds and their guilt.  If only they would know to turn from their evil deeds and look for my love.  They must know my Mercy and Love is especially powerful and strong – made especially with them in mind.  The flames of my Divine Mercy are burning within me straining to be released to forgive sin in the people of the world.  The forgiveness within me must be claimed in order for our relief.  Whenever you see a rainbow- remember that my love is about to wash over the Earth and dispel all darkness with my love and light.

Q1- This project is taking forever… I can only upload about 10 an hour and I think I have hundreds more to edit and put up on the website.  Help!

*** You are being faithful and following my directions.  (For a change… haha). Yes, I am asking you to do this and to do it as fast as you can.  The reason why is because I have much for you to do and once you get these uploaded, we can move onto much more fun projects!  Yes, we will eventually be able to turn the page off this chapter and on to the next!  Don’t worry, it will all get done.  Just do your best and enjoy the process of reading them again.  I know you are embarrassed about much of the things you wrote, but don’t worry.  It’s all for a good reason that I am having you do this.

Q2- Will you please give me some help in the talent area of my life?  I know I need to practice and make time for guitar and singing.  I would like to take voice lessons with KF.  Mostly so that she will know how badly I sing so when you gift me with miraculous talent to sing- everyone will know and have first hand witness by her that it is ALL GOD’s doing!  Plus it would be fun to take lessons from her.  She is hilarious and I really enjoy her singing.

*** Yes, I’ve mentioned before and I’m happy to tell you again: don’t worry.  You will have my Spirit when you need it and He will assist you in this area… playing all sorts of musical instruments and your vocal chords will be miraculously talented.  I will use you as my instrument of peace.  Thank you for asking for this gift.  Keep asking and you will be surprised when it happens.  The gifts I give come when least expected.  Don’t give up.  Keep singing in tongues.  Many prayers are powerfully sung in this manner.

Thank you so much for safe travels for my precious husband.  Thank you for family, friends, our health, peace, joy and your Mercy!  Thank you so much for all that you have blessed me with.  Thank you for delicious and healthy food and the funds to pay all our bills.  Thank you for my business and for your plans to be in the works for the next one… EPP, Inc – God willing.

Q1- I am reading the posts form 2016 as I go through and upload them.  It seems like I kept saying the same things over and over again… are you sure I am supposed to upload all of them for some reason- or should I skip some?

*** Just keep doing it as you have been.  It doesn’t matter if you repeat yourself because it only explains your state of mind in the process.  I know you always ask for me to invest in EPP and request that I give you the winning numbers.  Don’t worry about it.  It’s only showing your struggles over the years.  It’s ok.  People will probably skim through some of it anyways… not many will read the entire collection of Board Meetings.  I laughed when you told DB that you are “bored” reading the Board Meetings.  You’re right, but that’s ok.  It’s what I am asking you to do.  I have my reasons.  Thank you for following instructions and for making it a priority to upload.  I like that you are trying to get most of it done before Halloween!

Q2– I am recommitting myself with the WD Program.  Starting over with a new class is helping.  I can’t believe I’ve gained 7 pounds in the last month… how is that even possible?

*** Don’t worry about the number on the scale and don’t worry about counting calories.  It will look as if you aren’t eating enough calories some days and other days, you may be eating more.  Only follow my signal eating only from a Growl and stopping when satisfied.  The weight will fall off!  Mark my words, if you follow my leading, you will be close to your goal weight by the end of the class in mid December.  The time will fly by.  You will be so glad you did it- if you only obey my lead.  You will be blessed by your efforts in so many ways:  Weight Loss, a renewed and strengthened relationship with God, you will learn to hear my still small voice all throughout the day, you will feel great in smaller clothes and be on your way to a weight you haven’t seen since high school!

Q3-What would you like me to do this weekend?  DB is out of town until Sunday night and I have an open calendar- Yeah!  So, any suggestions?  What should I prioritize it with?

*** Double down on the uploads.  Do 25 uploads on Saturday and 25 on Sunday.  That will help a lot and you can do it in two or three segments each day so your eyes won’t hurt so much.  Also, I’d love it if you worked on songs.  Make a new song for DB!  I know you aren’t feeling like your ability to do that is where it needs to be.  Don’t feel badly about not practicing all these years… I hear your regrets.  Don’t worry about that!!!  Didn’t I tell you “You don’t need “no stinking” lessons!” ?   I am serious, you will be given the talent you need when you need it.  I have many songs to download to you and I have the ability to make you my instrument of peace.   So, don’t worry.  Have fun is all I ask!  Ok?  And you will love being outside this weekend, so take a walk each day.  If you feel up to it, you can clean the windows from the outside and inside.  It will only take you about 2 hours to get them done.  Oh, and you can mow the yard fo DB!  That should keep you busy.  Go ahead and put all this into your calendar, so you don’t forget the priorities I’m suggesting.  Ok?  Awesome.   Thanks, Mar.  You’re a great soldier of Love and I will  bless your efforts!  Oh, and wait for the growl!  Do your Bible Timeline Homework and WD Video/workbook.

Q1- I wanted to thank you again for this amazing home we are renting!  I pray we don’t have to move until we are ready to… as in maybe 20 years!  I am spoiled now, it would be difficult to move to a smaller home with out all the features this one has!  (Cathedral ceilings, amazing, dry, large, beautiful basement for making music, new flooring top of the line… appliances that work great, the floor to ceiling windows all across the walls in the living room and hallway, the 4 sliding glass doors for fresh air… Dad, I won the lottery when we got to rent here.  Please bless MG and her parents – all the L. PM team.

If/when we win the lottery- I’d still choose to live here and rent…and  let them manage it for us. That would be great!

*** M. Would be happy to help you!  She will also be able to help with any event planning you may need.  You just might win!  So, you don’t want to buy a mansion? 

No, I’d like to rent here and maybe rent someplace warm for DB in the winter for vacations.  Nothing too fancy.  There are many other places that could use the investment funds to help people who need assistance.  BTW, tonight in about 36 minutes to be exact… is the MegaMillion drawing.  Could you help my numbers float up, in Jesus’ name, I pray.

*** Keep asking.  We’ll see about that but don’t you have a lot of uploading of meetings to do first?

I can finish it after, couldn’t I?  I have about 250 posts up already… it’s almost done.  I could be mostly done in about 30 hours, I figure.  The complete works uploaded in maybe  another 30 hours for all the creative writing, poetry, etc.  If I won, that would give me  about an additional 90 hours this month to dedicate to doing this instead of my current business related work.  I could quit that and work for you 100%, Dad.   Would you like to help me start EPP, Inc with some investment funds?  You are my passion.   My current business is simply not my passion.  I’m good at it because I work hard.  I want to work hard for you!

You are my delight and I want to work in your family business of helping share God’s love and take back the territory for your Holy Kingdom! Help me help you save souls?  It’s a big favor, I know- but you can do all things.  This would be easy for you to do.  With a slight glance to the MegaMillions Headquarters, in NEW YORK, I think… with just a slight glance, you could do this for me.  No matter what kind of warfare the enemy puts up- it is no match for you!  You are the creator of the universe and the parallel universes… so, you have all things at your fingertips.

*** Mar, I hear you.  Keep praying.  Pray the rosary.  Your mother has an important role to play in this plan.  The Queen of Heaven has some say in these matters of overcoming the devil on Earth.  It is her angels that are warring over them.  Talk with her more, and you will be strengthened in purity.  She has much to teach you.  You are not ready.  I am sorry.  But you must grow more… I’m not sayin no- only grow.  You will be blessed through your obedience in following my leading.  Unfortunately, you haven’t gotten to where I need you to be.  It’s ok, though, Mar.  You’ll get there.  I know all things.  You must take this next month to show me that you obey when I lead you.  Declare a fast.  Wait on the growl.  Upload your meetings in the meantime.  If you do well in these two areas, you may be about to start the next chapter in this epic story.  Keep looking for my lead.  I love you.

Q1- I’m reading the past notes as I go back and upload the multitude of meetings from the past years.  It is amazing to see how many chances I had to start this blog in 2016.  I am so sorry for dragging my feet!  I should have started this a long time ago.  I just wanted to apologize formally here and ask your forgiveness!

*** Mar, don’t you know that all time is mine?  I am the author of time- so don’t you think I knew how much time to allow for this project?  You are not behind.  You are JIT.  Just In Time.  Always.  So, don’t rush around.  Hurrying is violence to the soul.  Rest.  Relax.  Chill.  You always work so hard and never take breaks… what’s up with that?  Spending time with me to chat, relax and dream is never time wasted.  I know you are very busy and time crunched but this is all of your own making.  I never asked you to work as many hours as you take on, did I?   Please take some time these next 3 months for a breather.  4 or 5 hours of work a day should be your maximum.  November and December is a good time to take a small break.  Ok?

Q2– Could you please give me some directions for these last 3 months of 2018?  What should my goals be and what all would you like me to focus on?  Maybe 3 things that stand out in your mind that would help advance your Kingdom?

*** Yes, thank you for asking, Mar.

#1 time with God… make a habit to rest in my company to discuss what is about to happen in your life.  Life as you know it, Mar, is about to change!  (The investment funds are at the last stages of being delivered to you.)  This is the calm before the storm.  You are ready.  Now all we need to get finished is…

#2 Get all your meetings uploaded as fast as you can.  Work on it each day as much as you can. 

#3-Work on your Timeline Bible Study by doing all the homework and readings.  Also, do as much of the homework for the Breakthrough Class at WD.  These two bible studies will help you understand my story, my will and why I need my children to obey my commands and to make my will their own.  You need to learn this most importantly.  We will grow in our relationship by obedience to my leading and not only that, we will make so much progress that together, we can move mountains.  Together, we can shine the light of God’s Love to the world with just a spark to ignite the fire which will blaze out all darkness forever. 

We love you, Mar.  Enjoy the ride… you may want to buckle up!  It’s going to be a blast!

Q1-  Thank you for telling me I can make the blog private until I win the lottery!  I feel much better about the whole thing now.  I found a plugin that would allow website visitors to see the Maintenance Mode so the blog is undercover for now… I’m incognito until I become “eccentric” and have some kind of story to tell besides just some crazy person playing the lottery claiming God asked her for over a decade to play the lottery (1 ticket per game of Powerball and Megamillions).  It’s really added up over the years… money I could have saved- but you like my tenacity, so you say… ?

*** Haha, yes!  I do say so!  Keep asking, knocking, believing… one day soon, Mar.  I hear you chuckling!  I know, I know… I say that every time you ask.  Soon.  Mar, it really is soon.  I like your childlike attitude.  You believe everyone; so trusting and joyful.  I love you.  You make me smile and laugh and you are such a great warrior.  All your suffering has not been for nothing.  It has all been offered up in prayer for my lost children to find their way back home.  Every tear you shed from the pain of mental illness especially- those tears are worth many lives returned from the grip of the enemy.  Thank you for offering it all up to the foot of the cross.  If only all the pain suffered in the world would be offered up for lost souls, people would know it was not wasted pain.  Rather, invaluable payment with Christ for many people to be able to enjoy eternity in my world of imagination gone wild with wonder.  Heaven is by far greater, more fun, more beautiful and more incredible than any vacation by the richest persons on Earth could ever afford… and guess what?  – The party will last forever!  Love, peace, understanding… what’s so funny about that?  (I like Elvis Costello, too- ya know!)

Q1- Dad, could you please tell me if uploading all these past years of journaled meetings absolutely need to be made public?   I am not ready for people I know to read these words.  It is so private and in a way shameful.  Who thinks God wants someone to play the Lottery?  My Gosh, what a strange thought!

*** When you win, Mar, people will know that this plan I put into your heart is not from your wild imagination and crazy neurons misfiring!  They will know it is from me and that these plans I shared with you are truly from the Creator of the Universe!  I want to let people know that I am real and that I will talk with anyone who comes to me; whoever seeks will find me.  When they knock, I will answer.  We have much to do to turn people’s hearts of stone back into warm and loving and beating for love of each other and love for me.  My heart goes out to my children.  They need to know how much I care about them.

 I will reach out to anyone who listens for me in the silence and I will also use music for outreach.  Music is my way.  Will you be my instrument of Peace, Mar?  You always say that… Thank you.  I love you, too.  I will use you and I will help you be who I want and need you to become.  You are getting closer.  By the end of this year, you will be starting the next Chapter of this amazing story.  But you must get these posts uploaded.  I am sorry that this is such a big project.  You will learn a lot as you read from year’s past meetings.  Enjoy.

Oh, and if you want, you can turn your blog to private until you win the lottery!  You won’t need to worry so much about people reading it before you’re ready.  Also, when a person is rich… they are called “Eccentric”  but w/o money… sadly, called Crazy… or worse yet, a “Nut Job”.  I like “Eccentric” much better so why don’t we wait a little while longer and then you can post the blog public. 

You’re welcome!  I feel much better, too.  Night, Mar.